It is normal that you are not religious. China people have always been weak in religious consciousness, but this does not mean that China people do not pursue a higher realm. Because in addition to religion, philosophy can reach a higher level, and it is more direct and pure, because philosophy has no religious superstition and imagination. In fact, the core part of the so-called religion must be philosophy, and every major religion is a superstructure of philosophy plus certain superstitions, doctrines, etiquette and systems. In a word, you are not a religion for two reasons. First, you are very philosophical. Second, you are cut off from the spiritual world.
3. If you want to make this problem clear, I suggest reading A Brief History of Chinese Philosophy by Feng Youlan, the first chapter is very detailed.