20 17-08- 10
Like a dream, more than a month passed in a trance. In those days when the sun went down, hope and despair went hand in hand, and emotion and pain intertwined. Close at hand but out of reach, but gone forever.

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In the dark days, I went through the postgraduate entrance examination, and after the postgraduate entrance examination was completely over, I devoted myself to the graduation design, but the whole process of graduation design was extremely long and repeated. Finally, after these two major events, life ushered in the peak of emptiness, loneliness and cold. Doing nothing every day, waiting for graduation certificate and degree certificate at school. Either I bought it at Taobao buy buy or I was lying in the dormitory. I feel tired lying down every day, and playing is more tiring than studying.

I finally had enough of these days, and I happened to see the enrollment brochure of Qin Tian Education in the space, which felt really good. So I took my difficult younger brother and sister, Ya Shuang, to prepare for the interview. As a result, friends around us advised us not to go, saying that it would be very tiring and hard, and we were very shaken, so we continued to live an idle life.

This time, I finally can't stand the days of walking dead. Seeing the recruitment trends in the space, I contacted the regional manager, sent my resume and Ya Shuang's resume, conducted a telephone interview and prepared to leave the next day. Ya Shuang was traveling in Henan before, and I encouraged her to take a part-time job in Qin Tian as soon as she came back. Haha, she also feels sorry for me. So, we packed our bags in a hurry, packed everything before leaving school, and embarked on a diligent journey with excitement and expectation.

Before, I wanted to work with Ya Shuang at the teaching point, but in the end I had no choice but to separate. I went to Longtan, Fuling, and she broke up with the four-kilometer bus hub station in Shituo, Fuling. Since then, they have all recovered. My best friends in college, who took the postgraduate entrance examination together, came to Qin Tian together to encourage and support each other. In the end, they all successfully passed the postgraduate examination and successfully completed their work in Qin Tian. I really miss the day when Ya Shuang was poisoned by chicken soup.

When I got off the bus, my supervisor met me at the station. Then I settled down in the place where I stayed. A brief understanding of the situation here, after dinner, we went to sweep the merchants and distribute leaflets. At first, I was really afraid to talk to strangers. So, it was my supervisor who was talking with a leaflet, and I added it next to him. Slowly, you are thick-skinned and courageous, and you are fearless.

I'm a stranger here. The local people don't trust us for the time being, and even the parents who want to sign up are in the wait-and-see stage, and they are slow to sign up. Next to the teaching point, there is a local middle school teacher who has been running a remedial class for a long time. I happened to meet someone from the administrative department of education during the publicity. He threatened me, and some sister teaching points nearby were forcibly demolished ... I was nervous every day, afraid to publicize in a big way, and I got up early every day without enrolling students, which was very stressful. Thinking about where the exit is and where to go every day. I have thought about it for countless times, but I can't make up my mind. I am not an irresponsible person. It's really difficult to open up a new road. Ya Shuang called me many times and said that she wanted to leave. Every time I give her poisoned chicken soup, I try my best to keep her. My Ya Shuang was finally convinced by me again and again. It was more difficult for her than for me, but she persevered bravely to the end. Just like the postgraduate entrance examination, she wanted to give up countless times, and I dragged her forward countless times. Finally, I finally died to the end.

Three days seems like a long time. My supervisor and I are living alone, wandering in despair and hope. I remember telling the supervisor that this time, I really want to leave. I'm leaving. Stay here and wait for the regional manager to send you an assistant. He said, you go, I will go. Then I said, then we are like two deserters. The villagers must think that we have escaped, and Qin Tian will never want to do it again at this time. Finally, a parent sent a wechat saying that he would report math one-on-one. We regained hope and stayed.

Then I met the landlord's elder sister clamoring for the balance, and had a long stalemate with the manager. Finally, the manager had to pay hundreds of balances. We felt so guilty that it would be too embarrassing for the manager to try to escape again, so he never thought about leaving again.

Because I am determined to stay, I feel full of energy, positive energy and motivation to do things. On this day, I received many calls from parents who wanted to sign up, and finally signed the first student. I feel that the villagers are finally beginning to believe us, everything will get better and better, and their hearts are full of infinite hope. However, when I was having dinner with my supervisor, the regional manager and the personnel manager suddenly visited and said that we didn't feel the pressure from Bi Meng. Although I have thought about many possibilities before, I have also discussed simple publicity with great fanfare, and I was directly expelled from the Education Commission. But when this day really comes, my heart is still very complicated.

That night, the supervisor chose to give up his job and go home. I didn't want all my previous work to be in vain, so I chose to continue this job, so I was transferred to the banquet teaching point by the personnel manager.

I was sad when I left. In this place, I met with supercilious look and distrust, but there were also some parents who believed in me and several children who liked me. I've only been with the supervisor for a few days, just like I've been with him for a long time. He takes care of me and takes the initiative to take care of me. Although the enrollment is not reliable, it is really good for me. I thought of meeting by chance and never seeing each other again. I thought of the bumpy road to the banquet house. The great mental pressure I suffered a few days ago, with the disappointment of the supervisor, came out of tears, and I cried my face red.

Even though I complained a lot and didn't give up, I smiled and said goodbye to Fuling Longtan.

The trip to the banquet house is getting more and more exciting.

After a long ride, I traveled a long way to the rich banquet town.

When you meet new friends, you should be reserved. Who knows that when you get more and more familiar, all the reserved images are gone forever ~ ~

I'm new here, I'm not familiar with the surrounding situation, and I feel that I didn't fight with you in the early stage, so I think I'll work harder to make up for it now. Therefore, the early stage is also a variety of struggles and sufferings.

? Not long after he came, another assistant went back to school for an exam. During this period, my supervisor, my Chinese teacher and I all lived alone. In order to spare the supervisor more energy to deal with his parents, my Chinese teacher and I contracted some outside manual labor, such as moving tables and chairs. At home, we also compete to cook and wash dishes. The director said that after the two of us came, her life became a little colorful. Haha, it's worth hearing such warm words no matter how hard you try.

Not long after, the supervisor also went back to Chongqing to deal with the suspension of school. At this time, my Chinese teacher and I just found out where the square is. We are like mentally retarded children who have left adults, and we have great insecurity in our hearts. During the days when they were all away, my Chinese teacher and I lived like ghosts, because we had to help them sign the bill, and we felt busy waiting for them day and night.

Slowly, the math teacher came. Banquets are all standard, and many hands make light work. Coupled with the early publicity, the enrollment work is getting better and better.

Changing the teaching venue temporarily at the beginning of school is our biggest setback. The landlord of the teaching point is not satisfied with us and doesn't want to rent the residence to us. Just now, a parent came to ask us why we didn't start school so late and suspected that we were liars. They took photos of me and two admissions teachers, saying it was for evidence collection. If we run away, we will show it to the police, which makes us laugh and cry. We felt that the opening ceremony could not be postponed any longer, so we went home to prepare immediately. That night, everyone stayed up all night, arranging classes, doing ppt, making forms and so on. Finally, everything was settled smoothly and school started smoothly.

? Teaching and educating people has a long way to go.

When enrolling students, I feel that the enrollment work is hard. When teaching began, I found that teaching and educating people was a demon that grinds people and patience.

Start a day's work at the teaching point at half past seven every day. After small class counseling, there is one-on-one counseling. After 6 o'clock in the afternoon, the counseling work is over, and I will prepare lessons when I get home. The schedule is full and there is no time to rest. I feel sore eyes and my IQ is hollowed out every day.

As the head teacher of Class 4, Grade 5, I am full of love for this class. I like those handsome blue children's papers and beautiful girls' papers very much. One of the children's mothers asked me to send her the audio file WeChat of each class, which I do every day. She also sent me a super watermelon to the teaching point, which made me embarrassed. But to be honest, this is really the sweetest watermelon I have ever eaten.

Working here, I can personally understand the feelings of teachers who hate iron to produce. A five-or six-year-old sister, whose mother saw me tutoring another classmate, appointed me as her math teacher when she signed up. Later, I happened to meet her in a restaurant and said to her daughter, look, this is your math teacher. Later, that sister told me that her mother told her that I was a graduate student in a famous university and asked her to learn from me. I'm flattered to be trusted. In the later chat, I found that her family's economic conditions were not very good. She told me that every time she failed in the exam, she would be beaten by her father. I feel a great responsibility. So she teaches extra hard in every class. I'm really angry that she forgot what I said, but she can't do the problem and talk nonsense about the answer. I deeply realized the anger of hating iron and not producing steel, but I still had to smile. I sincerely hope that her academic performance here can match my good intentions.

In the process of leading the summer camp, I really enjoyed getting along with these children. Although I am really tired and afraid of losing them, I have been in the state of looking after the baby, but the trip to the summer camp is a good memory I have left in my mind. As for the runaway in the sun, I haven't fainted from the heat. Well, I feel strong. When I set out, I told myself that I couldn't let anyone fall behind. When I got home, I felt a great sense of accomplishment-I didn't lack anyone.

The most tired are the children in Class 3, Grade 3. Every time I finish primary school, I feel that I have been hollowed out, just like in kindergarten or vegetable market. But every time I see them counting their fingers and their innocent little eyes and cute little faces, they bleed every minute. I know they won and I lost to them again. I asked them, children, which teacher do you like best? They said loudly, wisdom-strength-old-teacher! Well, I feel that the world can be forgiven ~ ~

Dear children, do you really want to know what you will be like when you grow up?

? 04 Banquet standard, Yan value team

Finally, I would like to thank my friends at the Qin Tian banquet. In those ghostly days, they supported each other and made progress together.

Boss-my boss, who combines beauty and wisdom, is a prospective graduate student majoring in English and is very strong. Of course, as the most beautiful female teacher at Qin Tian banquet, I won't dwell on beauty. Ha, wisdom only refers to her strategy and grasp when facing her parents. When I first learned, I always thought she could tell the dead alive. After a long time, I got used to the boss's amazing eloquence and persuasiveness.

Teacher Weng WuLi Weng, who combines face value and wisdom, is a small fresh meat in western politics. Obviously, you can eat by your face, but you have to rely on talent. Together with countless primary school students, they sat firmly in the most popular teachers' seats at the Qin Tian banquet.

Chinese teacher-peerless beauty In the chubby world, the Chinese teacher of our normal Chinese major led me astray and destroyed all my cold images. Haha, she is often vomited by students, and she has a sense of joy and mingles with students. Every cell in her body is a play, and she is the pistachio of our Tian Qin banquet.

Senior-a man's appearance, there is a small mutual Covenant in his heart. The person in charge of WuLi, who is proficient in everything and pouting and coquetry, always looks serious in front of students and is recognized as the most unpopular teacher of Qin Tianyan. Haha, this stalk is often laughed at by us. I still remember being sent by the manager to lead the summer camp, playing tricks on me for a long time, and finally I went to lead the summer camp. So, the three of them were beautiful at home, and my boss and I led a group of babies to run in the sun, exhausted.

I can't even think about it. I don't think I can do everything. I thank myself for not giving up even if I wavered. I don't know how to persist, and I have to support myself. What I finally got was growth.

Every partner, children and parents I met during my trip to Qin Tian are my spiritual wealth. Thank you for growing up with me.

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