In a sense, the love between Tan Qi and Zhang Xiaojing is the result of understanding and cherishing each other. These two powerful and idealistic ordinary people at the bottom will meet by fate and understand at a glance that they are similar. Therefore, although Tan Qi, a grim face, has repeatedly looked down upon Zhang Xiaojing as a "lothario", he is deeply concerned about him.
In many energy games, when everyone wanted to use Zhang Xiaojing's knife, Tan Qigan, who had survived, was willing to break up with Li Bi and insisted that Yan Taizhen save the concubine. Even before the order was given, Tan Qi, a slave, was not timid, but chose to escape with the sage and Zhang Xiaojing. This shows that I really loved Zhang Xiaojing in Tan Qi's heart.
But should people who love each other be together? Tan Qi gave different answers. It seems that Tan Qi has made a choice. In fact, earlier, Zhang Xiaojing first made a choice, and this choice has a certain reflection in many cases.
In Zhang Xiaojing's simple value orientation, the friendship between country and family and brothers is more important than the affair of children, but the most important thing must be patriotism, that is, the garrison commander in Beijing and Changan in this play. In his subconscious, for the brothers of the Eighth Regiment, it is more important than anything to guard and live in Chang 'an, Beijing. Therefore, after Vendon was killed, he killed 33 people angrily and gave his life to protect Wen Ran at a critical moment. This is also his service commitment to his brothers, and he has done a good job.
However, brotherhood is more critical than a soldier's commitment to "guard Beijing Chang 'an" or guard Beijing Chang 'an. So he gave up many brothers, such as Xiao B who was willing to bury and give up for him, such as Long Bo and Xu Bin who were still trying to protect him at the last minute. Such people are brothers and sisters with him, but they are obviously lighter than the meaning of home and country.
To a ruler, Zhang Xiaojing may be a very trustworthy person, but to a woman, he is definitely not. In Zhang Xiaojing's mind, the responsibility of guarding Chang 'an in Beijing is the most important, higher than the brotherhood and love between men and women. Therefore, it is no wonder that both Xu and He want to entrust their lives to him, but he has never touched a leaf from beginning to end.
In this play, the second thing I know is that I can't stay in Chang 'an, Beijing. I understand my interests and aspirations. When I knew I couldn't win Zhang Xiaojing's heart, I would rather die than get involved, but I will never forget it. Why can't you figure out why Zhang Xiaojing is a modest gentleman and hero, but he is undoubtedly not a very trustworthy person?
I don't blame Dench for not living an anonymous life with Zhang Xiaojing. Zhang Xiaojing made his choice long before. When he learned that Tan Qi was in danger, he thought about it and took action, but it was Li Bi and Yao Run who saved Tan Qi in do or die. How can Zhang Xiaojing, a bad handsome man in Chang 'an, Beijing, be a servant girl?
So, at the end of the short story, when the bad coach Zhang Xiaojing thought that Tan Qi would leave his hometown with him, Tan Qi just smiled, packed his backpack for Li Bi, calmly said that he would guard Chang 'an in Beijing for Zhang Xiaojing, and turned around and left.
That beautiful reason gave Zhang Xiaojing enough face and was a relief to himself. However, happiness is not easy after all. Why ruin the beautiful appearance in each other's hearts? After all, Tanqi can't be attached to others, and it won't be the spiritual sustenance of who it is. If she is a man, it is hard to know that Tan Qi is not the second Bin Xu. How can such a woman want to wander alone all her life? So in the end, she chose to be herself, which is what strange girl Tan Qi looks like.