I made up my mind not to participate before the official notice of the jujube action camp was issued.

At that time, there was a backlog of things at hand, some of which were close to the deadline, such as writing a paper on distance education, and some of which I wanted to do, such as reading books and tidying my room.

As soon as the news came out, I thought about it and decided to get rid of the backlog first.

However, after a few days, nothing has progressed. At this moment, the official recruitment poster of Xiaozao Action Camp was sent out.

When I opened it, I was immediately infected by the burning passion in the picture. When I read the content, I was deeply attracted. The fire in my heart is burning more and more brightly, and it can't be calmed down for a long time.

I know, I will never miss this action camp.

However, there are too many things accumulated before, and too many things that have not been fulfilled before. Can you really help me this time?

I decided to finish what I was doing as soon as possible. If I can do more than half first, I will sign up.

In a few days, I have done more than half of the backlog of work, and I have a little idea in my heart. At this pace, I can join the action camp and finish everything at the same time. So I applied to join.

Two. Changes of China after its entry into WTO.

After joining, before the official opening of the camp, I took the time to deal with the backlog of work.

As a result, the camp was still in a hurry and did not enter the state. On the day I tried to punch in, I planned to put the baby to sleep at night before writing the card.

As a result, I put myself to sleep while coaxing the baby. I woke up at 23:03. I collapsed and fell asleep in this precious time?

Realizing that this situation is irreversible, I decided to learn this lesson, never relax my nerves, and go all out to complete the task of the action camp.

When choosing books, I choose books that I like and think should be helpful to everyone. Some have seen some of them, and some have bought them for a long time and have always wanted to see them. Before that, I had hardly finished reading any books.

In the first few days, I chose to watch some of them to avoid being too nervous. But because I seldom read books at ordinary times, I can't find my way at all, and it is difficult to express myself in language. In the first few days, almost all the sentences extracted from the book were slightly changed.

I study hard during the day and choose 10 at night. But many problems were discovered soon.

Although "Feeling" has been studying hard, in fact, there is not much time to really calm down and read books every day. I often pick up my mobile phone inadvertently and am attracted by all kinds of information. I have been watching it unconsciously for a long time.

Another point is that I always read as much as possible during the day, and I always want to read the whole book before writing my thoughts. However, this pursuit of "perfection" will only make you tired, hurried and difficult to complete the task.

When I realized the problem, I began to adjust. First, I put my mobile phone far away from myself, so I don't have to look at it subconsciously. Later, I can consciously read the necessary information.

After reading the best methods shared by authors every day, I began to adjust the methods of reading and writing feelings. Every time you get a book, you should read the preface and table of contents first, have a general understanding of the general content and framework of the whole book, and then read what you want to read accordingly, and write down what moved you while reading.

I slowly found my own rhythm, and I was no longer so nervous about punching in. Although I rushed to release deadline for the last few times because of some things at home, I have tried my best to balance the time and energy of reading, thinking, writing feelings, revising and recording. Although I am far from these awesome cat friends in the group, I have made a lot of progress than I used to.

While watching minimalism, I realized that I couldn't finish it in one day. After reading the preface and table of contents, I thought about what I wanted to see and write.

Because it is close to the Double Eleven, I remember that the Double Eleven often jumped into the pit a few years ago, and I especially want to see what the author said about resisting "consumerism".

Finally, I decided to look at the first chapter and the content of "consumerism". That night, because I wanted to finish writing before putting the baby to bed, but I didn't know how to express some sentences when writing, I delayed putting the baby to bed for an hour, and finally finished the task in her later tears.

The next afternoon, because of the power failure in the community, my mobile phone was almost dead, so I lit a candle and concentrated on reading. I called at night, turned on my cell phone and saw many people congratulating me. Looking carefully, the article of the previous day won the "best nomination".

Although I didn't get the "best" exam, I have proved that I have made great progress for my poor expression foundation.

I really read in my mind most of the time this time. Especially when I watched "Living a New Self" that day, I felt as if I had been reborn after reading it. I have read this book once before, and I feel as if I have only seen the superficial meaning. It is purely a novel.

Third, this is just the beginning.

Although the action camp is over, I really feel that this is the beginning of my own change. Now I don't have to rely entirely on external stimuli, so I have a strong motivation.

Each of us has a small motor that never stops. I believe mine has already started, and it will only get faster and faster in the future.

Come on, friends. Thank you for getting together.