My dear brother, I used to be like you, but now I understand. Everything God puts us through is good, because all his focus is on our redemption. And we pay too much attention, mostly for ourselves. When we let go of ourselves, we will see God's will, and he will carry out his will and realize it for us. Do we believe in God and want to be rich in this world? No, that's not what we should ask for. The Lord died for us. He told us to live for him. As it is written, I will do your will, O God, and your law is in my heart. Remember the blind man in Jericho? He shouted, "Son of David, have pity on me ..." The Lord asked him, "What do you want me to do for you?" He said, I want to see it! The Lord said that your faith saved you, so you can see. He saw it and praised God for following Jesus. The Lord passed us countless times and asked us, "What do you want me to do for you?" Did we beg him? Lord, I want to see it! Let's kneel before God and say the same thing. Lord, please open my spiritual eyes so that I can see! Let me see your will from now on, understand your will, and do well in it ... God, save me from sin and guide me to your sacred and eternal life.