? I admit that what I have done on the road of life-oriented education is not the best. Although I haven't made any achievements in teaching for more than ten years, I haven't been promoted, and I haven't achieved remarkable results, but I dare to say with confidence: "By the summer vacation of 20 18, I have been teaching for 20 years. I clearly and confidently find that I love my students more and more, and I love what I do here.
During the summer vacation, in order to advance, I resolutely did not sign up to teach in other counties, but still signed up to apply for teaching in Pubuge Primary School in the mountainous area of the county. The four of us come to teach together. The other three are mothers with a second child, younger than me. One of them goes to kindergarten, and the other two have Chinese classes with me in the central primary school. They came to class on the pretext that their children were breastfeeding, but they didn't show up for classes for several days. They even ask for leave because their children are sick, and they are uncomfortable for three days and two days, which makes the class teacher in class complain. What is even more unacceptable is that the principal said that the two of them went out to find someone to drag their relationship and wanted to find a substitute teacher to take care of the children at home, so as not to rush back and forth. It turns out that they actually want to play this wishful thinking.
"Well, if the three of them dare to find a substitute teacher, I'll go too. I don't care about the substitute fee of more than 1000 yuan ... to get teaching experience for promotion. Why can they see dragons without tails and come and go freely, while I have to be tied up at school? Besides, I can't drive myself. The headmaster should take the class teacher. Every day, I have to take a ride from the dean of education. " Especially before the National Day, I was disgusted every day. I complained when I met acquaintances, and I complained constantly in front of my husband. Other husbands had relationships, and you didn't find me a relationship.
More than a month ago, I didn't know why I was so restless. I didn't lose my temper and couldn't see the road clearly. Until the National Day, I saw the recruitment of online education writing trainees, which injected fresh blood into me again. Sitting quietly on the sofa every day listening to the live sharing of the writing training class, I saw many familiar faces and heard familiar voices. It was really a warm magnetic field, which not only strongly shocked the 37 students and teachers present, but also deeply attracted and influenced the hearts and sensitive nerves of our online classmates. Under the leadership of Teacher Li, everyone is as passionate as chicken blood every day, listening with great interest and sharing with great interest. Once the desire to write is ignited, all partners are eager to see Mr. Zhang put on a skirt and realize his dream of writing a book as soon as possible. I have gradually adjusted my mentality and my heart is gradually calm. I want to take the opportunity to walk with excellent partners, insist on writing and write thousands of essays every day. I don't believe in that evil. As long as I persevere and keep writing, maybe I can really give children a book at the end of my three-year teaching career, a book that records their joys and sorrows, happy growth and hard work.
Thought of here, my heart is a little uneasy, and I am particularly sorry for President Liu, the leader of the original unit, who dare not say anything hurtful. On the afternoon of September 30th, I went back to the campus to get something and stayed with President Liu and Director Ge for a while. They asked me curiously why I was there. I said, I just felt a little unbalanced, so I told the whole story. Both the principal and the director advised me: "Many things are unfair. Don't worry about them. They are for the children, and you are for the evaluation of professional titles in the future. I said something radical without thinking: you mean if they find a substitute teacher, you and the principal agree by default? " The headmaster's face suddenly pulled down. "When did our school allow this? They haven't found it yet. If they do, someone will naturally look for them. " "You should talk less. You three are colleagues. Explain to the teachers in the office that their children are still young. " "I don't explain to them." I was not sensible, irrational, and refused the headmaster stiffly. The headmaster was anxious: "I am your brother's classmate and treat you as my sister, but you always treat me as the principal." There are excellent teachers every year. You should do your project well, do more open classes, do more projects, teach results, get excellent teaching teachers, and get more certificates to evaluate professional titles. "The headmaster of every school likes employees who do their jobs well. Don't be infected by negative energy, otherwise how will you spend these three years? " Finally, after the National Day holiday, the headmaster hurried home to my mother with three bags of Chinese medicine. When we broke up, he told me that he was wearing too little.
1.？ People talk more, talk less, listen more, and don't talk more.
2. Colleagues should unite.
There are many opportunities below. The most important thing is to do more open classes, do more projects, teach results, earn more capital, and exercise your own growth.
Since you are here, pay attention to safety.
On the way to accompany my mother to have her teeth extracted, my mother also told me, "Don't care what others do, just do what you should, everywhere." I can misinterpret the goodwill of the leader, but can't I question my mother's motives?
On the morning of September 30th, I attended the commendation meeting of the famous teacher studio and the awarding ceremony of the second famous teacher studio. I was full of envy when I saw that the primary school math studio and junior high school English studio got excellent studios and the studio members also got excellent members. I didn't expect myself to be one of the practitioners and innovators of education reform in mountainous areas.
What kind of children should I be greeted before I walk into Class 2, Grade 5 on the first day of September 3rd? These 48 simple and kind children, although their grades are uneven and they are used to "free-range", have not developed good hygiene habits and discipline, and some children have become "lazy people" who do not finish their homework. Although they are not as rich in reading as children in the city, and parents in the city pay more attention to their children's learning and communication with teachers, their hearts are the purest and kind, and they will not be polluted by their hearts. Since everything is the best arrangement, these shortcomings and disappointments are used to test me, and I need to guide and demonstrate correctly, set an example and standardize slowly. Since my daughter is in high school, I don't have to spend too much time on her study, so I can never fish for three days and dry the net for two days like those colleagues. I will make up my mind to fight for three years. For more than 600 days in three years, I will stand in the classroom in the mountains, rain or shine, grow up with 48 children, and deal with simple and kind parents with low literacy.
I clearly remember that when the book and my mother tongue class were sent to the school janitor's room by express delivery, I asked several students to pick them up. A group of students were so excited and cheered around the book. I haven't forgotten the single-digit heavy-eyed boys in my class. In order to recite the famous saying about reading in Unit 1, I asked him not to eat in the canteen at noon. Later, I went to class alone with several teachers and invited him once. Other students also advised him to eat quickly, but he said he was not hungry. The next day, after he recited it to me voluntarily during class, the onlookers took the initiative to applaud him. In the open class, I checked the reading situation. He was the first to raise his hand enthusiastically, and I asked him to read. Although he stumbled and struggled to read that time, I took the opportunity to let the students evaluate and correct it. After class, he said he wanted to win glory for his class, but all the principals were sitting behind him, so he was nervous. Also, I had lunch at noon yesterday, and mobilized the students who ate in the canteen to clean the corridor and health area in front of the classroom. Because of the construction during the National Day, there was a lot of mud. After class, the children all went down to the tap to get water, which made the classroom floor covered with mud. The classroom floor is always dirty after the children step on the wet mud. Unexpectedly, just coming out of the canteen at noon, I saw Qing cleaning the steps alone with a mop. I asked Hao, a boy, to take out all the brooms in the classroom and take the lead to sweep up the dust himself. With the return of Le Hewei and other children, I helped my aunt clean up the tableware in the canteen, and the children who went to the toilet also joined the cleaning team. Everyone worked hard. I sang a song "I have changed, I have not changed" to amuse myself: "I have made so many changes just to let you see that I love you silently, whether I meet you or not. Boys still have a way. For places with a lot of dirty things, they took the initiative to borrow two shovels from the canteen, which were leveled after three times five divided by two. During the period, I saw that Hao, a boy who usually doesn't like to talk, and Han, a girl, have been helping to clean up, and even the injured airlines have actively joined the cleaning work.
Get close to your mother tongue and nourish your childhood. I am in charge of my class. In the mountain primary school, I will boldly carry out my teaching practice of close contact with the mother tongue reading club in the private residence-Class 2, Grade 5, and unremittingly lead the children to carry out the teaching practice of "My mother tongue class" and "Reading every day", and lead the students to read the poems of Indian poet Tagore in the morning reading time on March 35. Share a beautiful chapter in my mother tongue class, such as believing in yourself in class. Kindly guide the children to stretch out their right hands and recite every ancient poem. Every fairy tale, every excellent picture book with pictures and texts. It can be said that there is room for me to display here, and I can give full play to myself. I want to spend this unique and rare teaching experience with my heart, study and grow together with my children, record what I do, what I say and hear at any time, record their words and deeds, record every wonderful sharing, record every child's contribution and bit by bit progress, record every day's touch, record every day's light clouds and light winds, every dawn and dusk, and even record every day.
Writing is to fix the beauty of education and life as eternity and flow freely under the pen tip. I hope to be worthy of time and myself. No matter on the road of education or writing, there is always glory ahead!