To beg for abuse is to think that you are invincible, and no one can beat you. People who like to fail themselves are very arrogant.

I want to find someone to beat myself and show off how invincible and skilled I am. Generally, such people are stupid, but there are also some arrogant masters.

There is also a kind of boring person who has nothing to do all day and finds someone to abuse himself and get pleasure from it. If it's a novel,

There are twists and turns, the people watching it are entangled, the protagonist in the text is in pain, and the novel is bumpy.