? -Ji Hongchang
On August 5, 2020, I was honored to be admitted to the New Education Experimental Network Teacher College, which indicates that I will study and grow together with thousands of teachers of the same size all over the country. It's really gratifying.
During the period of studying in the new network teacher, there are sadness and happiness; There are entanglements but more persistence, because I believe that only action can yield results, and only persistence can lead to miracles. Next, I will specifically review my narrative of new teachers' educational life in 2020.
? Looking back on 2020, I think the wisest decision I made was to step out of my comfort zone and resolutely join the new network teacher. I met many people with lofty ideals and many experts and scholars who love education here. What is more gratifying is that I learned to adjust my mentality, that is, to face everything in life with an empty cup mentality. Here, the new teacher brought me a lot of feelings, but also let me see my potential: I can do it! So I can! So I can do it! Here, I see that most of the students of the new network division come together with curiosity, in order to exercise their learning ability, improve their professional level and form their professional quality. There are many famous teachers and experts in education here. They are open-minded and stupid, so I firmly believe that only with an empty cup mentality and an open mind can we accept the learning tasks or courses assigned by our teachers, study step by step with a positive and sunny attitude, and do our homework carefully, so as to better carve ourselves and achieve ourselves.
What moved me most during this period was Mr. Li Zhenxi, who was over 60 years old, still insisted on writing, devoted himself to education and devoted all his strength to education. In order not to delay giving our new teacher a class, he recorded the class in advance and sent it to us. In order to let us learn more knowledge and understand what "educational writing" is, he recorded the class for three times in a row and repeatedly listed educational cases in his life in class, which made us feel the importance of reading, writing and reflection. Teacher Li said that our daily writing and reflection is a kind of self-carving and self-growth. Through writing, we can, like sculptors, eliminate our shortcomings, correct our mistakes, and finally sublimate ourselves and carve ourselves into the most beautiful works of art. Writing articles is a good way. Articles are our second life. Writing can record our life and our education. Through writing, we constantly reflect and practice, and then constantly reflect and practice until we become better ourselves. Diligence is like a seedling in spring. If you don't see its increase, you will be stronger every day. Study, and so on; So is writing. It is really "old and strong, not falling into the sky." That's what Teacher Li Can did. As a junior, how can you give up learning easily?
? Some time ago, I kept reading and writing every day, but it was always intermittent and didn't last long. However, after meeting the new teacher, I feel that I love reading more than before. I try to integrate my reading, feeling, thinking and some meaningful things in my daily life into the classroom, and write them out in words, and express them through small punching cards to record my educational narrative career.
? Secondly, I developed a good habit during the study of the new master, that is, browsing the official account and nail group of the new master WeChat. Because the excellent punch cards and model teachers in the official WeChat account are all in it, I can learn spiritual food from them. At the same time, some important course notices, lectures and homework will be distributed in the nail group, so pay attention to it in time every day, and don't miss it, otherwise my new teacher may fall behind before learning.
? I learned to keep reading. Keep reading for at least an hour every day and learn to annotate. In the new website, I studied the learning materials of Teachers' Professional Development Reading with teachers, and got my own superficial understanding of the three-stage theory of teachers' professional development, which emphasizes the three basic laws of teachers' professional development, namely, the three basic stages of "romance ~ precision ~ synthesis". I quite agree with the viewpoint of the new educational experiment that the professional development of teachers is an alternating process of linearity and nonlinearity. A teacher to become an excellent teacher, even an excellent teacher, not only needs long-term painstaking cultivation, but also needs "encounters" again and again, big or small. Because these "encounters" are very likely to lead to more accurate original experience, and may also lead to the self-sublation of some parts of the original experience. Of course, the romantic, accurate and comprehensive stages of educational development are linked through reflection. Imagine how a teacher can progress and develop if he can't reflect and improve himself in time, find his own shortcomings and correct them in time. Therefore, I need to read and input new sources of living water every day, and update my education and teaching ideas in order to make better progress.
? In addition, I also understand the influence of basic books on my education and teaching. I don't just take a book to read. I need to learn to filter and compare, and choose basic books and classic books to read. Only in this way can we supplement our thirst for knowledge and grow better and stronger. And those books that are not suitable for us need to be discarded, because they are just like junk food, which can only make us addicted to our mouths, only make us gain weight and meat, and cause many diseases, so we must discard them. What I want to say here is that during this period, I have my own preliminary views on how to manage class discipline, how to manage class homework and how to motivate children to study better and more efficiently by reading Teacher Guan Jiangang's "Front-line Teachers", and I have also thoroughly studied Teacher Tao Xingzhi's little teacher system in order to better inherit and carry forward the little teacher system. Because I think teachers should study hard to make students progress every day, so when should I study? How to study? Where does time come from? Then you have to squeeze time like toothpaste and use your spare time to "charge" yourself. Then I can't and can't do the teaching work by myself. In order to do a good job in teaching, improve children's self-confidence and exercise their organizational and management skills, I train my own little assistant, that is, a little teacher, at school. For example, at the beginning of school, I will arrange a classic reading teacher every day this semester, as well as a class classroom security officer, a homework receiving and dispatching study Committee and so on. I feel that students are happy to be invited to help. They think it is an honor, even a reward. It is a valuable exercise opportunity for students and a platform that they are particularly eager to show. Learning is not only about learning the dry and lifeless knowledge in books, but also teaching children the living knowledge in life, so that they can know how to deal with all kinds of unexpected "accidents". Of course, if they really can't, they can exchange discussions or ask teachers for help, which can also cultivate students' ability of unity and mutual assistance and willingness to share.
? During the time when I was a teacher at Xinwang, I rated myself as a passing student at best, because the quality of punching cards and homework was far from that of excellent teachers. I should pay attention to this, stop loss in time.
? "People are self-aware," I reflected. The reason why I am lazy and backward is mainly because I am lazy, have no perseverance and are not good at drawing motivation from my own small team. I have my own small team, the dreamer team. However, in this team, most of my characters are not bubbling. If they have questions, I will discuss with them, but I rarely raise the question of gold content myself, and I rarely take the initiative to discuss and discuss it in the team. As our headmaster said, I am always alone, so I can't walk far. What I need is a group of people to go together, so as to be in an invincible position.
? It is because of all kinds of experiences in life that we realize the preciousness of peace of mind.
? In reality, it is precisely because of all kinds of gaps that we try to cultivate the best and make up for the differences, so as to achieve better ourselves.
Another thing that I am most proud of in 2020 is that I became the four villains, because on September 1 day, 2020, I officially became a teacher in the fourth experimental primary school in our county, which will start my new educational career. In fact, the idea of "let children become children and realize life autonomy" advocated by Xiao Si coincides with the idea of "leading a happy and complete educational life" advocated by our new network teacher. Here, I see that the teachers in the four primary schools are all excellent. Their professional level and ability to deal with emergencies are among the best. Compared with them, I feel like a rookie, and I admire and admire them even more. Fortunately, I feel that I have a heart that loves learning, fell in love with learning, and have been working hard. I also firmly believe that soldiers who don't want to be generals are not good soldiers, so they are the direction of my efforts and an example for me to learn. Come on! I'm so lucky, the role models are around me, and I get along with them every day. I'm glad to see that they seem to be looking in the mirror, saying, "Don't be introspective when you meet Si Qi"!
"Life without books is like life without sunshine; Wisdom without books is like a bird without wings. Shakespeare used this sentence to advise us to know how to read. Reading is the need of teachers' own development and also the need of education and teaching. It can not only improve the professional development level of teachers, but also enrich their amateur cultural life.
? In fact, I have a deep understanding in the teaching of this short half semester in No.4 Primary School. The teachers here love reading. Teachers will read a book together, and we will teach and research together, read together and give speeches together. Children here also love reading. They read classics, recite classics and talk to sages every day. This learning atmosphere, this teaching mode is my ideal type, and I like it very much. This semester, our teacher read Han Xinge's On the Fast Track of Reading. Through the study of this book, I was deeply impressed by Mr. Han's courage to finish teaching in two weeks and was shocked by his pace of innovation and reform. "The flower of success, people only envy her current glory. However, at the beginning, her buds were soaked with tears of struggle and shed blood rain of sacrifice. " Through in-depth understanding of Mr. Han, I realized that no one's success is for no reason, and I gradually unveiled the veil of Mr. Han's "massive reading". It turns out that the children in their class read too much, think too much, and speak well, but the questions asked by teacher Han are few and precise; It turns out that their children's articles are so beautiful because the children have accumulated more, memorized them firmly, and the teachers have guided them well; In order to attract children to learn and stimulate their fighting spirit, Mr. Han prepared what he needed to learn next semester in the form of punching in the blanks as early as the holiday. Teacher Han's class is wonderful and childlike. Children love to learn, and naturally learn well.
However, everything is not what I expected. I have encountered some problems, that is, the children in our class have poor basic knowledge. For example, as a fifth-grade student, they can't write some simple words and recite many classics, but they can't use them. They can't infer. Maybe it's because I ask too much. Maybe they haven't reached that level of accumulation yet. I'm confused, but the problem is coming and I have to solve it. I can't escape it. I use fragmented time to help children cultivate the best and make up for the bad. I found that the children in our class especially like praise and crossing the line, so I used Shivo. Fortunately, the learning atmosphere in our class is very strong now. Children love learning, and many children can learn. Poor foundation is not afraid, as long as you are willing to endure hardships and persist, you will certainly have your own gains. As a teacher, I am doing my essential work every day, that is, improving my professional ability and level, and then waiting for flowers to bloom. I found that a word of encouragement or a little concern can change a child. As Professor Zhu Yongxin said, to "infinitely believe in the potential of students and teachers", good children are boasted.
Meeting is a kind of fate. I can't extend the length of life, but I can expand the width of life. I can't change other people's understanding, but I can change my attitude; I can't change the external environment, but I can change my mentality. Although there are some problems in my present class, it is reasonable to exist. Only when there is a problem can I inspire my potential to solve and improve, because the method is always more difficult. I want to tell my children loudly that even if you have abused me thousands of times, I still regard you as the first time. Come on, let the storm get worse!
? Because I have a dream in my heart, I'm not afraid to wear the star Dai Yue. June 5438+February 65438+August 2020 I am honored to be recommended as the language representative of the joint film teaching and research in our school. As a new teacher, I am flattered, and I thank the leaders for their trust and support. But what follows is how to teach this course well. I thought hard and finally decided on the topic of the lecture with the enthusiastic help of my colleagues. With my careful study and the help of my colleagues, I check for missing parts. I sincerely thank them for their help to me as a newcomer. I deeply feel their kindness! Here is a deep tunnel: "thank you"!
? Through this joint film teaching and research, I deeply felt my lack of strength, the problems in teaching, and the motivation and potential to improve. It's a long way to go in Xiu Yuan, and I'll go up and down.
"Without reading, there will be no personal spiritual growth, and there will be no human spiritual development". Zhu Yongxin believes that the most important carrier of people's spiritual development is reading, because people's wisdom and thoughts cannot be copied and inherited from their parents through genes. In order to make the children in our class read the Water Margin more efficiently, I led the children into the Water Margin through three steps: punching cards on WeChat, recording micro-lessons and returning to work. During this period, I was moved and surprised by the children's talk in Kan Kan. In order to improve their reading interest and consolidate their reading income, I arranged the Water Margin Competition. Every 65,438+00 times, I will hold a water margin competition in my class, let the children bring books, and then the little teacher will preside over the competition. I used to be a teaching assistant, and I tested my children with required questions and scrambled questions. The children especially like that scene. I still remember the children's knowledge sparks and thinking collisions in class. I am also very pleased to see that children like me like Water Margin little by little. In addition, in the process of returning to the classroom, I asked the children to talk about their reading gains in the form of reading in different roles and giving speeches on stage, so as to fully exercise their language expression ability and correct positioning and analysis ability of characters, and try their best to make reading more detailed, questions more valuable and gain more. Through the above three measures, most children became interested in the book Water Margin, learned about the characters' personality characteristics and story lines, and had a clearer orientation of justice and ugliness.
? Education always has a starting point, but it has no end. It is a process of repeated study, research and practice, reflection and promotion of professional development. 202 1 this year, I can continue to struggle for a happy and complete educational life.
? Finally, I attach the selected poems of Wang Guozhen's Love Life:
I don't think about whether I can succeed or not.
Now that I have chosen a distant place,
I only care about the hardships.
I don't think about whether I can win love.
Because I like roses,
Just show your sincerity bravely.
I don't think about whether there will be cold wind and rain behind me.
Because the target is the horizon.
Only the back is left to the world.
I don't think about whether the future is flat or muddy.
As long as you love life.
Everything is expected.