In the past, the color of the sun changed slowly.

Cars, horses and mail are all slow.

Just enough to love someone for a lifetime.

Once, I thought time would pass slowly. I don't need to cherish the person in front of me in a hurry. I don't have to force myself to do things I don't like, and I don't have to rush to choose the path that suits me.

But then, time passed quickly, and I was twenty years old in a blink of an eye.

Once, I thought twenty years old would be a beautiful age. "I can choose to go and travel. I will have a person I like and a group of friends who have nothing to say. But now, I seem to have nothing.

I saw a message in a circle of friends the other day.

"Once upon a time, I looked at my mobile phone and looked forward to hearing from you. Now, never again, even if I am lonely and cold, I will never stay up for you again. " After reading it, I suddenly felt a little touched. In the past, it was always difficult for me to wait for someone who shouldn't have waited. Now I know it is time to leave.

In my life, I always meet many people, but I didn't expect to miss anyone. I always fall in love with someone, but I didn't expect to hurt others. In fact, those who grew up in the past are destined to leave some painful scars and become unforgettable regrets.

Have you ever regretted anything? I regret it. It's like a beautiful story without a happy ending in a fairy tale, like a lost child who can't find his way home, like a lonely traveler who can't wait for his companion to redeem him, like a timid lover who never knows to speak first.

I remember one night not long ago, "Xia Qing" took the initiative to contact "Ocean Lu". They recalled many things before together, but at the end of the conversation, Ocean Lu heard the last sentence. Xia Qing said, "I'm getting married. Please forget me. I'll be fine. You must be careful. Goodbye. " .

Ocean Lu didn't say anything at that time. That night, Ocean Lu asked me to find him. When I got to his house, he was lying on the table, talking nonsense. I remember him as a man who didn't drink much. I didn't realize until now that it was only because nothing sad happened to him.

The next day, under my questioning, he told me what Xia Qing said to him. From his tone, I saw a big boy's panic and helplessness for the first time.

Ocean Lu and Xia Qing have known each other for seven years. In retrospect, during the seven years they walked together, many things happened. Ocean Lu said, "He really loathe to give up Xia Qing. These seven years, from one day to January, from January to a year, from one year to the present seven years, he really can't let her go now. "

In the first year, Ocean Lu met Xia Qing for the first time. At that time, Xia Qing never took the initiative to talk to Ocean Lu. Later, I learned that because Xia Qing was introverted, he didn't like meeting strangers. On one occasion, the teacher divided the seats, and their grades were almost the same, so they became deskmates. Ocean Lu said that at first, apart from studying, Xia Qing seldom talked with him. He thinks they just know each other and can't be ordinary friends. Who knows, time made him accustomed to her indifference and simplicity. After a long time, even though she didn't talk much, she finally became his best friend.

Ocean Lu said that after getting along with each other, he found that Xia Qing was actually a person with extremely rich heart. She will not adapt to other people's lives, but will only wait for others to enter her life circle. Therefore, at the moment when they became friends, he became the only boy who knew Xia Qing in all likelihood.

"Her stomach is not very good, so she likes to eat soft and crisp food; She is tall, so she likes to wear flat shoes and low-cut casual shoes; She is independent and will never force others to help her. "

When I was a sophomore, a boy in our class began to pursue Xia Qing. I remember that Xia Qing suddenly became very active. She will share with Ocean Lu some details of boys chasing her, and she will tell him the contents of the letters that boys wrote to her. At that time, Ocean Lu just pretended to listen to what Xia Qing said. In fact, he is considering how to make Xia Qing dislike that boy.

Later, Ocean Lu said to himself, "If Xia Qing really likes a boy, it must be himself". Because only he really knows Xia Qing, and only he knows what kind of life Xia Qing likes.

Soon after, Ocean Lu gave Xia Qing a letter. Xia Qing didn't look so sad after reading the letter, but she suddenly hugged Ocean Lu at a loss. It turns out that this letter was written by that boy to another girl, and the content is not much different from what he wrote to Xia Qing. So from beginning to end, Ocean Lu took risks, but the ending he left behind was a long-awaited surprise.

Later, she graduated from high school. Because Xia Qing was in poor health, her parents asked her to stay at the local school, while Ocean Lu reluctantly went to another city to study alone. In the next two years, they seldom contacted each other. Even if I contact occasionally, I just ask about the recent situation.

One night not long ago, Ocean Lu received news from Xia Qing. "Ocean Lu, how are you now? Have you forgotten me? " . After seeing the news, Ocean Lu's mouth floated with a shallow smile. Xia Qing wanted me to remember her.

They talked for a long time that night and spent the whole evening filling in what they had not finished before. Xia Qing asked Ocean Lu, "Have you ever liked me?" Ocean Lu said, "I have liked you since the second day of junior high school, but I never told you." . Xia Qing said, remember the boy who liked me in grade two? In fact, I said that he likes me in front of you just to stimulate you. In fact, from the beginning, I liked you. So I should thank that boy for giving me a chance to verify your love for me.

It's a pity that Ocean Lu knew it was too late. It's been seven years. Xia Qing waited for Ocean Lu to say I like you for many days, but he never said it. Now, Xia Qing has met another person he likes. When Xia Qing got up the courage to ask Yang Lu if she liked her, she just wanted to know an answer that had been buried for years.

The story of Xia Qing and Ocean Lu ends here. Ocean Lu finally became a passer-by in memories of youth, Xia Qing. Just like the boy who cheated Xia Qing, he was blocked thousands of miles away by the waves of years and could never return to her.

Ocean Lu said that he never regretted that he liked Xia Qing. He only hates himself for not cherishing the days he spent together. Xia Qing's last words to Ocean Lu were, "You must take care, goodbye". In fact, the word "goodbye" has another explanation for two old friends who are about to leave. "Goodbye-I will never see you again."

In fact, over and over again, the people we meet are still those people, but one day they will all change their identities. Former lovers may become friends, and former friends may become strangers. Every day, we will meet some people again, and every day, we may miss some people. So, don't say goodbye easily unless you have to.

If you understand that meeting and losing can't be compared, let alone saying goodbye easily. Because many people who say goodbye may never see them again.

In fact, time flies, you can't love only one person all your life. So some things should be done and should be done as soon as possible.