In the third grade, I lost interest in learning because of my mother's abusive education. Later, my fifth grade mother sent me to a closed private school. In private schools, I am often bullied by my classmates because of my introverted and cowardly personality. Later, because I didn't know how to resist. The way they bully me is getting worse. Later, after I finished the second grade, I couldn't stay in a private school. At my pleading, my parents took me home. Through my uncle's relationship, I was sent to Nanjie School for a class.
In Class 7, Grade 2, Nanjie School, I met Zhang Man, a girl who has a crush for a long time. Although I still haven't studied hard. But I said goodbye to being bullied. I spent two years in junior high school happily.
Because I didn't do well in the senior high school entrance examination, my parents paid me to enter Jiaocheng Vocational School. When I was a freshman, I didn't study hard and indulged in the online game "Q". I got sick when I was near the second year of high school, and I reflected on my mistakes. From the second year of high school, I began to concentrate on my studies.
However, due to the poor foundation, it is very difficult to study for a semester, and the learning progress can't keep up. Finally, I was tired and ill, so I asked for leave and went home.
In my mind, I have a dream of becoming a scientist. Because I was eager for success, I was misled by the wrong information on the Internet, and my mind was delusional. After the Spring Festival in XX, I began to wander the streets late at night, and then went to Taiyuan for a few days. I can't stop imagining things.
With the help of an old master, I recovered from my delusion. After that, I stayed at home for more than a year.
In September, XX, I thought about some simple concepts about the universe and space-time, and wrote a paper on "Personal Views on the Concept of Relativistic Universe".
After that, I wrote a letter to Zhang Mi, a girl I secretly loved. In June of XX, I met her through qq chat.
One thing I deeply regret now is my silent attention to Zhang Mi. Because after I met her, she had a great misunderstanding of me and I was looked down upon by her. During the entanglement with her, I even developed the telepathic radio wave induction ability with her. In other words, whenever I go, I will have an ideological connection with her. Finally, I went to Shanxi Armed Police Hospital to cure this symptom. During Zhang Mi's pestering, I missed the last chance to study, from the original 120 kg to 160 kg. People become ugly.
One afternoon in June, XX, after school, I played a "terrible" joke with my grandfather's 60-year-old nanny and knocked it down. Then I went to the hospital for examination and found a fracture. The consequence of this crime is that my father compensated others for nearly 50 thousand yuan in medical expenses.
Looking back on past experiences, there are always some regrets and regrets. If I could go back to six years ago, I would definitely study hard. But time is irreversible, and all this is a foregone conclusion.
I will go out to work in the future. I hope I can turn over a new leaf in the future and work hard for my life. Be a person who is worthy of himself, his family and society.