Personally, I think you need to find out whether women's clothing is a habit you have fallen into and gradually like, or just a habit cultivated by your sister. If it is the latter, I suggest you go to a professional place to find a psychologist with a good reputation to help you correct this habit, because although the society is open enough now, many environments are not highly accepted by boys. However, if you are sure that you are interested in this matter because of your own wishes, you don't have to panic and accept yourself. You can go to cosplay to release your hobbies, you can also cross-dress in the right place, and you should also pay attention to protecting yourself. If this will become a long-term hobby, I hope you can grow up and let yourself have enough conditions and strength to do it without being subject to unnecessary and unnecessary discipline. Or you can contact the media industry and turn it into a beautiful thing that can be accepted by the public and please yourself. In short, I hope you can be happier!