With your growth, you lack happiness and sunshine, but you are more afraid and don't know when you can live easily;

Fortunately, you have grown up and can do your own thing independently;

Now you can realize that your cultural level is not high and you don't want to muddle along. This is a manifestation of positive progress and is worth encouraging.

The next step is to find a suitable job and do things in a down-to-earth manner according to your own situation. It's best not to be picky. Because of the limitation of educational level, I suggest that you must learn a skill and mix yourself out for those who look down on you.

It takes a lot of lip service to engage in sales, and you can try your best to sell the products; If you learn a skill in the factory, it is more suitable for introverted children like you;

It's not a bad thing to enter the factory. In the past, many children who had no cultural knowledge and worked instead of their parents worked hard all their lives, loved their work and got a job.

As a man with a career, he will have confidence when he is in love, otherwise he will always feel inferior. After a long time, he will have an aversion to his girlfriend and society, which is not good for you and others.

Cheer up, forget the past and reshape the future. There used to be a movie called From Slave to General. I suggest you have a look. As long as you can endure hardships, there is no future.

As for the contradiction between parents, don't be too entangled. Most couples live in quarrels, and as long as they don't go too far, they can't change their life trajectory.

I hope you live a happy life and welcome the future with a relaxed attitude!