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On the morning of June 12, 18, Director Zhou was busy in the hospital office, muttering, "I don't know what happened these two days, but I always feel something is missing?"
"I also feel wrong ..."
"What's missing?" Several directors and section chiefs frowned while echoing. ...
"Secretary Sun." Suddenly, someone was thoughtful. He cried, Yes, it's Secretary Sun. Secretary Sun, who is always punctual than the alarm clock, didn't appear in the hospital for two days. A sense of foreboding suddenly made everyone feel at a loss.
"Advanced liver cancer ..." "Secretary Sun's advanced liver cancer ..."
This sudden bad news spread like bacteria in the hospital ... it cast an indelible chill over the summer of 20 12.
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/kloc-more than 0/00 days have passed, which is still calm for many people who spend their time in the plain with light clouds and light winds, but Mr. Sun Lao and Mr. Sun Yongke have experienced lasting life suffering in the cancer ward of the People's Hospital. Anorexia, pain, coma, people thin into a bone, legs swollen and deformed, continuous days of plasma albumin support treatment, indicating that Sun Lao's life has entered the final countdown. ...
Sun Lao can't walk when he is sitting and lying in the ward. In the face of the insurmountable valley of death between him and his relatives, colleagues and hospitals, he has no cowardice. He declared with the detached attitude of medical workers: "I want to live in peace with cancer."
Cancer is a crazy invader, cancer refuses to compromise, and cancer tries to complete the review of Sun Lao's 80-year-old life in the most intense way.
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1933 April19, there was a faint cry in Sunjia hut in Xinping Village, Buhe River. Sun Lao is the second son of the Sun family, and his birth did not bring unexpected surprises to his parents. His parents' faint frown made Sun Lao's crying when he first entered the world less extravagant. ...
Sun Jia is poor, and Sun has been drinking water from Luojiahu and eating lotus roots from Luojiahu. At the age of studying, watching other people's children carrying schoolbags "official school" can only be studied in private schools. At that time, Sun Lao vaguely felt that fate was playing tricks on life. Later, Sun Lao's brother and sister starved to death one day in April 1944, watching their brothers and sisters being carried out and buried by their father, and their ignorance and awe of Sun Lao added a layer of fierce resistance. ...
That year, Sun Lao 1 1 years old.
After seeing off his younger brother and sister, Sun Lao has been plagued by illness. He has been hit by malaria three or four times, and his body is so thin that he can float. Probably on a summer afternoon, Sun Lao went straight to his father and said, "I want to be a doctor."
The father looked at the son who seldom spoke on weekdays and stared blankly for a long time. I don't know what to say. My father pinched his son's thin shoulder. The boy who grew up in poverty, suffering and injustice raised his head in front of his father for the first time. His eyes are full of sadness, and his teeth are hard and stubborn.
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Poverty and suffering are not so much murderers of self-esteem, but rather schools for cultivating brave people. ...
One day in June, 1950, there was a tug-of-war in two small consulting rooms of Buhedzheng clinic. At that time, the prelude to the War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea had already begun. In order to guard against the possible "germ warfare" launched by the United States, the government decided to transfer a group of young medical personnel from various medical institutions to participate in the "germ warfare" training.
"I graduated from the National Defense Medical College and know more about' germ warfare' than you." At the moment, Sun Dezheng, the cousin of Sun Lao and director of Dezheng Clinic, enlightened Sun Lao with a straight face.
Sun Lao frowned and looked unhappy. "Aren't you worried that I'm infected with plague and cholera?" I'm not afraid. "
"Our family has lost several brothers and sisters. I don't want you to die. " My cousin's irate voice plunged into Sun Lao's heart like an awl ... When he thought of his younger brother and sister who died young, Sun Lao's eyes turned red and he bowed his head for a long time without talking ... In fact, he didn't understand his cousin's painstaking efforts, and he didn't know the danger of this choice. Once the defense is improper, any kind of bacteria such as plague, cholera and typhoid will kill him. However, when I think of those American devils with live ammunition and innocent people who may be killed by "bacteria", he seems to see his dead brothers and sisters, who are looking at him in the sky ... Although Sun Lao only wore a white coat for dozens of days, his sense of responsibility and bloodiness, morality and conscience instantly cast the kindness of Dr. Sun Lao.
"I don't care, I must go. If you don't approve, I will go to the army. " Sun Lao left a hard word and slammed the door and went out. ...
My cousin can't beat Sun Lao, who attended the training of "anti-germ warfare" as scheduled.
This trip is three years.
After three years of technical skills upgrading, three years of public opinion observation and three years of character experience, Sun Lao is like a pressure-resistant and wear-resistant iron ore, which is constantly heated, melted and forged in the furnace of medical and health times, and finally tempered into a just and shiny alloy steel.
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Good steel is always used on the blade. ...
1979 is by no means an unusual year in the history of China. With the pace of reform and opening up in China, Sun Lao once again entered the gate of the People's Hospital. Standing under the Great Red Cross, which has been visited thousands of times, Sun Lao's mood is even more dignified ... A county hospital with a population of nearly 1 10,000 has only 200 beds, and the equipment is still ten or decades ago. There are also two dilapidated thatched houses in the staff housing ... Because of this, Sun Lao's fist is slowly clenched, and he knows that as a new hospital president, the setbacks and challenges along the way will be
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In, after the county government, county health bureau and county people's hospital went up and down, Sun Lao finally got the first batch of construction projects of one-third sanitary county towns in the province.
Sun Lao signed an investment plan of 2.02 million yuan with the Provincial Health Department to build an outpatient building and an inpatient building of 20,000 square meters. To this end, the provincial government allocated 400,000 yuan (including 200,000 special funds for equipment), the county government invested 700,000 yuan, and the remaining fund gap1120,000 was raised by Sun Lao.
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In a year's time, Sun Lao can't remember how many times he has been to the provincial party committee compound. The guards in the compound of the provincial party committee are already familiar with this lean, emaciated and slightly bent old dean from a small county.
For Sun Lao, they didn't have the heart to stop him.
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At 4 o'clock in the morning, it was quiet and the wind in late autumn was biting. Sun Lao and his colleague Director Han are sitting on the stairs in front of Governor Liang Shufen ... "Governor Liang is at home tonight, and tomorrow Governor Liang will go directly from home to the countryside." This is the governor's whereabouts reported by the governor's secretary after the governor was entangled by Sun Lao.
The dark night lingers under the canopy, and Sun Lao is half squinting and not sleepy ... Sun Lao looks back at the glass above Governor Liang's gate from time to time, waiting for the lamp, waiting for the light that may be turned on at any time. Sun Lao recited lines that had been repeated countless times in his mind ... until the door behind him creaked open. ...
"Why are you here again?"
"When did you come?" Governor Liang's tone is a little more concerned than before, which makes Sun Lao, huddled in the dark in late autumn, suddenly feel a little like crying.
"We came at 4 o'clock, afraid we won't see you!" Sun Lao rubbed his numb leg and began to cramp, while answering the governor's question.
Governor Liang let Sun Lao into his house.
"I only have five minutes. Tell me about your situation. "
All Sun Lao's thoughts were blocked at that moment. For five minutes, he didn't know where to start. In order to run money, how many times did he sleep from Wuhan to other people's seats in Beijing with a station ticket? In order to operate the funds, how many times did he accompany the smiling face, put in a good word for everyone, and put the good words to the end; In order to run for money, he was crushed by the quickly closed door. In order to run money, I was slapped by the angry "secretary" of my superiors. In order to operate funds, he is famous for "digging". In order to operate the funds, he was so tired that he bent down ... Standing in front of Governor Liang for half a minute, Sun Lao was speechless.
"Tell me about your hospital." Governor Liang looked at his watch. The governor has a strict schedule. ...
"We are a water town with frequent endemic diseases. There are only 200 beds in the county hospital, and many farmers need to wait in line for a month or two ... "When Sun Lao talked about the embarrassment of the hospital, it was difficult to hide his anxiety.
"Well, you needless to say, now is 10 months. We won't discuss funds at this time, but I will squeeze some money out of other budgets as soon as possible. Here, I thank the police ... "
How did he get out of Governor Liang's house? Sun Lao can't remember clearly ... When he went out, Sun Lao subconsciously looked at the sky. He knows that his brothers and sisters have been watching him all these years. Only when the living have more medical security will Sun Lao feel more at ease. ...
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Some people say that there are two kinds of people in this world who are not idle. ...
Practice your goals with actions and leave some stories for others to tell. Express creativity with strength and produce some works for others to enjoy. This is the difference between a doer and an artist.
Sun Lao is no doubt not an artist, but he has made a performance art with his life, that is, he insists on that unyielding choice and that unshakable belief.
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It was another rainy night, and Sun Lao couldn't sleep in a bed in a bathing place in Nanjing. Filariasis occurs prematurely. His leg is swollen like an elephant, his leg hurts, and his body burns like coals. The pungent smell of soy sauce and vinegar on the table makes Sun Lao feel sick ... The project investigation group of 7 people has only 1.200 yuan. What Sun Lao fears most at the moment is getting sick. He didn't say anything, and even turned over carefully. The designer can't eat well and live well with him. If a person can't sleep well again, he is worried that he will definitely leave.
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Sleepless nights are struggling, and Sun Lao is thinking about how to get out of trouble.
The investigation passed through six or seven provinces in the north and south, with a journey of several thousand kilometers. Visit the hospital at least 15, and the funds will be calculated according to the maximum discount. If you can't finish the trip quickly, delay the design period and screw it up, even the delegation's return trip will be a problem.
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Come whenever you are worried. Things are always ruthless. ...
The next day, Sun Lao was admitted to Nanjing Gulou Hospital because of fever and convulsions. During the two days in the hospital, Sun Lao took the cheapest medicine and got the cheapest injection. He saved nearly 100 yuan in medical expenses. When he was discharged from the hospital, Sun Lao patted his sick leg, which had been plagued by filariasis for decades and failed to live up to expectations at a critical moment. He wished he could shoot some noisy RMB. ...
Then, he moved to Hangzhou, Shanghai and Wuxi. Along the way, the delegation ate their own dry food, and even the soy sauce and vinegar used for cooking noodles were brought out by Sun Lao from home. When I arrived in Shanghai, I only ate out once, and a table of people actually only ate 38 cents. On the way back from Guangzhou, if they don't meet a fellow villager named Yang Huiming, they may have nowhere to borrow money to buy a train ticket.
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It doesn't matter whether the designers who travel all the way can finally understand Sun Lao. What's important is that Mr. Sun has people who appreciate him.
After coming back, Sun Lao organized designers to plan and design day and night, and the construction plan was unanimously appreciated by relevant leaders and experts of the Ministry of Health. The design was compiled into the Classic Atlas of Hospital Construction in China by the Ministry of Health and participated in domestic promotion and international exchange.
No wonder Xie Zuoda, secretary of the county party committee, said with emotion on many occasions: "If there were 10 people like Sun Lao in Gongan County, things would be easy!"
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In fact, it is enough to have a grandson, because no one understands his loneliness and no one accompanies him in his lonely life.
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From the moment his younger brother and sister left, Sun Lao was afraid to face death. The lack of love is an unbearable sorrow for Sun Lao. The reason why he decided to study medicine is that Sun has always wanted to save the lives of thousands of families.
But it is precisely such a person with deep feelings who suffered a heavy blow when he entered the autumn of life.
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It's the most painful day of the year. At dusk, an old figure walked alone on the levee. He walked slowly and finally stood at the turning point of two levees, staring at the direction he had never set foot in or dared not set foot in for a long time.
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My daughter is still in Sun Lao's arms, reading a red A+ composition to the teacher. At that time, my daughter's little face was full of pink pride. ...
My daughter is still standing in front of Sun Lao, resisting Sun Lao's "parents' orders". "I am his man, and death is his ghost. "At that time, my daughter was full of firm love. ...
My daughter was still leaning on Sun Lao's shoulder, pointing to the B-ultrasound display screen and saying to Sun Lao, "Dad, look at what is in the waves, it is hydrops in the chest bag or hydrops in the heart." At that time, her daughter's eyes actually showed her indifference.
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At the thought of here, Sun Lao's heart hurts!
Why are you so hard on your daughter? Why should I let my daughter study medicine? Why in the last days of my daughter, let a life that should be ignorant and delicate face such a tragic separation alone?
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Daughter1died of uremia on September 5, 1996 at the age of 3 1.
When his daughter left, Sun Lao felt that somewhere in his body was empty. Sun Lao often dreams of his daughter. In dreams, father and daughter are always far apart. The daughter is either badly dressed or not full. The scarcity of daughters is like a thorn in Sun Lao's body. Every time I wake up from such a dream, Sun Lao will be very painful.
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Fortunately, Sun is always the dean of the hospital, and he knows how to heal the wounds in his heart. ...
His brothers and sisters in the sky are still watching him, and now his daughter is watching him, as well as his grandson who died young and the patient he sent away personally ... Every time he encounters setbacks and experiences pain, he will habitually look at the sky. When he looks at the sky, he will know that his love is still there. ...
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If the hospital is compared to a sacred river and lake, then Sun Lao is a memory that will never sink in this river and lake.
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"Sun Lao this person, also don't know from which s, decades of ups and downs, see him get sick again and again, we are worried and distressed. I found him in a bad mood before, and advised him to have an infusion. He always loses his temper, and then he can stand it. But now Sun Lao is 80 years old. Schistosomiasis, hypertension, filariasis and heart problems have been plaguing him. I'm afraid that one day he really can't carry it ... "This is what Liuli, a former general branch secretary who works beside Sun Lao and has deep sympathy for Sun Lao, said.
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"Although Sun Lao has married a beautiful wife in his life, his real home is in the hospital." This is what Zhao, the director of traditional Chinese medicine who has been with Sun Lao all his life, finally found Sun Lao incredible.
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"Sun old stingy is famous. Once I accompanied him to Beijing on business. He was afraid that the fruit in Beijing would be expensive, so he brought 50 apples to Beijing from the police. He took it all the way, and his hands were bleeding. But it is such a person who "digs" home, but can achieve great things, and you can't refuse to accept it. " This is what Zhong Keru, a retired vice president, said.
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"On one occasion, when we were transiting at the port river wharf, Sun Lao's nephew somehow heard about it. Niu Gaoma's nephew knelt down to Sun Lao in public and cried and kowtowed in order to find a job as a handyman in the hospital. My heart melted in that scene, but Sun Lao just refused. " This was said by Yao Lianfu, director of the logistics department who witnessed the kowtow on the river.
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"When I learned that Sun Lao had liver cancer, I went to see him. He said,' I knew this day would come sooner or later, but I didn't know it would come so soon.' Hearing this sentence, I can't help turning my back. At that moment, I really wanted to cry! A medical student knows that there is a fatal danger lurking in his body, but he still works so hard. I can only say that Sun is always a freak. "This is Daolin Chen, director of the office who is similar in age to Sun Lao's son.
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"Speaking of liver cancer, I think that Sun always stays in the morgue for a long time ... Do you remember Song Xixuan, chairman of the trade union? 1988, Chairman Song died of liver cancer on New Year's Eve. It's really snowing ... President Song just finished his 49th birthday in the hospital ward, and Sun Lao went home, still in time to have a reunion dinner. Chairman Song's family cried to find the door. In order not to disturb others, Sun Lao almost spent time in the mortuary with the families of the deceased/No.30 of KLOC-0/988 and/No.0 of KLOC-0/... "This was the nursing at that time.
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"Speaking of Sun Lao, I think he is a mystery. It's just hard work, and I'm still so serious after retirement. As the secretary of the Party branch for the elderly, he is busy day and night, and concurrently serves as the leader of the' Woodpecker' inspection team, running outside the yard. In the past few years, I have organized hundreds of free clinics, guidance clinics and mobile medical treatment. I can't wait 48 hours a day, even an iron man will be exhausted. " This is what Du Shangzhen, the former director of obstetrics and gynecology, said. He rarely spoke, but he couldn't help but admire Sun Lao.
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"One year, I ran the contract index for my son and broke my leg before I finished it. Sun Lao came to see me at home to learn about my situation. Without saying anything, he picked up his bag and helped me get things done that day. " This is what Gao Daxi, director of anesthesiology who has worked in anesthesiology for decades, said when he mentioned Sun Lao.
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"Sun Lao didn't make a real doctor, but he is an eclectic leader who directly promoted an ordinary doctor to vice president. In the appointment of expert cadres, Sun Lao has extraordinary foresight. It is with Sun Lao's knowledge and responsibility that the hospital has been promoted in a short time, and a large-scale leap-forward development has taken place ... "This is what Dai Zhonglan, the logistics director who has stayed in an office with Sun Lao for many years, said.
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"Avenue, who walk in the hospital, if you want to connect this magnificent outpatient department, inpatient department, dormitory and who, everyone will think of Sun Lao. The 1980s was the most brilliant year for hospital capital construction. The house built by Sun Lao reached 12, adding nearly 500 beds for patients and solving the housing problem of more than 300 employees. Even in 100, these houses are the warmest thoughts left by sun Lao ... this is what Chen, the former president of the hospital, said.
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"Sun Lao is not only a workaholic, but also a learner. Every year, he uses nearly 20 work notebooks. These notebooks not only record the prosperity of the hospital truthfully, but also record the poems, songs and recitations created by Sun Lao in various periods. Since the 1960s, Sun Lao's notes have exceeded 20 million words. If you declare the Gillis record, Sun Lao is definitely the best candidate to break the record. " This was said by Zhou, director of the hospital office. He had forgotten his friendship with Sun Lao. ...
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These are all Sun Lao's colleagues, and they are all prestigious and contributing leaders and experts in the People's Hospital. When they say this, their hearts hurt, because they are not only relatives and friends that Sun Lao loves, but also materialists and life scientists ... They know that Sun Lao is facing an unprecedented, severe and helpless war. They can foresee the cruelty and cruelty of the war, but they can't support it ... There are tears in each of their eyes, and everyone is engraved with expectations. Even if they have to come, they don't want to see the film.
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Life is like a lotus, you won't be disabled, your spirit is like a rudder, you can do it. ...
No matter how rugged the end of the road is, Sun Lao is calm, no matter how dark the terminal of life is, Sun Lao is peaceful. As a medical worker, Sun Lao abides by his beliefs and mission ... Being strong and optimistic is a respect for human nature! A quiet and pure life is a fear of life. ...
At this moment, Sun Lao wants to have a look at his sky once again, standing under the blue sky and looking up gently. At this moment, Sun Lao's mind emerged, and now Sun Lao's spirit has to be converted again. Because, because in that quiet sky, there is another home that Sun Lao misses!
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