Yi Ting and Siqi are as close as twins, twins in mind, spirit and soul. Like the same singer for the same reason. Everyone worships the Chinese teacher in the cram school. It's just that Siqi has a lamb face, which is more beautiful and obedient. They are 13 years old. Because of a bad person, the two gradually alienated. When Yi Ting knew that Siqi and Miss Li were "together", she had the following conversation.
"God, you are disgusting. I can't talk to you. "
"I have been in pain."
"I thought you had a good time."
"Please don't talk to me like that. Will you be sad when I die? "
"Are you going to commit suicide? How are you going to kill yourself? Are you going to jump off a building? Can you not jump at my house? "
This is also a paradox. Soul twins At this time, the distance between souls is already a ravine.
Five years later, Siqi went crazy, five years, five years of nightmares, more than 1,500 days of tears soaking in pillows at night. Yi Ting, who saw the diary, cried bitterly, "Why didn't you tell me?"
How can I tell you? "I was raped by my teacher." ? Or "I was seduced by the teacher." Or "I became a teacher's sex slave." Self-esteem makes Siqi's mouth become eyes, and eyes become mouth. But what is self-esteem? Self-esteem is nothing more than "the nurse pulls up the curtain and puts the basin under it, so that I can pull it down accurately."
In order not to let the wicked succeed, Yi Ting put down her self-esteem and hugged the calf of the beast to collect evidence. The alert Miss Li threw her out. It's troublesome for him not to touch rich children, but why not let Siqi go?
It is by taking advantage of Si Qi's strong self-esteem, Si Qi's love for literature and Si Qi's admiration for him that a middle-aged uncle who can completely recite the Song of Eternal Sorrow is remarkable.
Also, as the article said at the beginning, "Liu Yiting knows that the best thing about being a child is that no one will take her words seriously." Also, the lack of sex education. No one told her that some places can't be touched by others, can't get along with strangers of the opposite sex alone, and literature can't beautify sexual assault. No one told her that you were right. Don't say you are sorry. You should report the person who should be sorry.
Not only did no one tell her, but she didn't even have the environment to tell the truth. I can't tell her literary tutor, Sister Wen Yi, in the most straightforward words, but say, "I think Miss Li's attitude. Let me give you an analogy. Well, it's like a house with no lights on in the morning. " Why use metaphor? Literature has become the helper of the bad guys. If I were you, I would only say, "Miss Li raped me and is a hypocrite." ?
The closest person, mother, heard Siqi tentatively say, "I heard that there is a classmate at school with the teacher." "who?" "I don't know." "So young, so coquettish." The girl is always the object of blame.
Therefore, the only solution that Si Qi came up with was "I can't just like the teacher, I want to fall in love with him. People you love can do anything to you, can't they? What a great thing ideas are! I'm my former impostor. I want to love the teacher, otherwise it will be too painful. " She paralyzes herself with love she doesn't understand, and paralyzes herself with uncomfortable love. But in the end, when she was stripped naked and tied into a crab with a reconnaissance rope, she was photographed threatening another female student, but Miss Li couldn't remember any sentences that could comfort her.
She's crazy. Miss Li told others that literature and art made her read too many literary books. Everyone else believed it. What is literature? The Chinese teacher said that literature makes girls insane. He himself is really safe and sound. Continue to tutor one student after another, let them read "Live" and recite "Song of Eternal Sorrow".
This pot of literature is not memorized. How complicated human nature is, how complicated literature is. What is literature? Baidu said that "literature is an art that uses language as a tool to more vividly reflect the objective reality and express the writer's inner world". Don't beautify it or vilify it, it is what it is.
However, this society despises literature. After marriage, literature and art can only study in the name of reading for Si Qi Yiting, otherwise they will be scolded by their mother-in-law. They think that "girls can't read literature, only people as strong as Miss Li Can." It seems that I don't despise literature, but a woman who studies literature. You see, Mao Jingyuan, the jewelry designer in this article, knows so much literature and is very popular. Miss Li, attract more people to worship. Miss Li Can can't compare with Mao Jingyuan. Miss Li is the dirtiest and Mao Mao is the most beautiful.
There is also a mother, Zhang, who cares most about her daughter's marriage. She introduced the money she had escaped from several girlfriends to. One-dimensional abstinence from drinking is the cutest man in the world. However, after drinking, he is not him. He was drunk and beat Evian until he had an abortion, and the two divorced. Love one-dimensional Evian is dead.
Mao Mao and Evian are a match made in heaven, only to blame them for their brief encounter. Mao Mao said, "I am willing to give up everything for you to look at me with his eyes. That's true. " He will always prepare lemon cake for him. "Lemon cake is eternal, and so is Mao Mao." How far is forever? "A year, a month, an hour is not a lifetime", always demanding more.
However, when Yi Ting asked Sister Wenyi whether you would be happy forever, Wenyi didn't know. She still can't forgive herself for not being good enough for Siqi, telling herself everything and not protecting Siqi. So when she feels happy, she thinks of Siqi, and she is miserable. She didn't want Mao Mao to face a sad person all day. Therefore, whether they are together or not is a mystery. However, I believe that Mao Mao will not leave Evian.
The author said at the press conference that she didn't want readers to have hope after reading it. She suggested that we empathize with Siqi and put ourselves in Siqi's shoes. Just as the book said when watching the movie "Living" at home with Si Yiting, "Don't just look at other people's suffering".
What is the implication? Perhaps it is understanding and empathy. You know, everyone has their own pain when they are alive. What we can do is to make this kind of pain less or bear it.
Jia Zhen said to Fu Gui, "I want nothing but a quiet life with you." Si Qi doesn't even have a chance to live a mediocre life.