At the same time, in this case, I also feel that I still lack a sense of responsibility in my work. As we all know, meetings and leaders' speeches are the best way to arrange and arrange guidance work, and they are also an important channel for all departments and units to obtain ideas. Reading newspapers on such an important occasion fully shows that I don't attach importance to meetings and leaders' speeches ideologically, and also shows that I don't have enough sense of responsibility for my work, and I don't have the ideological motivation to do my work better and by going up one flight of stairs. In my own mind, I still have the idea of muddling along. Now, I deeply feel that this is a very dangerous tendency and an extremely important sign. If leaders fail to find out in time and ask themselves to reflect deeply, and let them continue to indulge in development, the consequences will be extremely serious, and even what kind of mistakes will occur. Therefore, through this incident, I feel deeply saddened, but also lucky, and feel that I woke up in time, which is undoubtedly a key turning point in my future life growth.