Dear Party Organization:

I was wrong. XXX was late at noon, deeply ashamed. I have deeply realized my mistake. As a preparation for party member, it is really meaningless to make such a mistake.

I overslept in the afternoon because I was not feeling well recently and had a bad cold. I was going to take photos of the training materials of the party school in the afternoon, so I was delayed for a long time.

But I know that these are not reasons. Our party has strict discipline. If we can even be late for a photo shoot, it means that our consciousness in party member is not strong enough, or there is no party at all. Physical discomfort is not the reason. The revolutionary martyr Jiao Youlu is seriously ill and still cares about the people. Compared with him, I feel ashamed. Didn't party constitution say that we were prepared to sacrifice everything for the party and the people? How can you delay the activities of the party organization because of illness? Even if I die, I will abide by the party discipline. All this is because my attitude is not correct enough and I have no sense of time. It is really wrong to let the leaders and classmates wait for us for such a long time. Our party is an advanced party. She asked us to play a vanguard and exemplary role in party member, but I didn't take the lead. This also hinders everyone. My behavior is disrespect for my classmates, leaders and the party. My bad behavior has brought a bad influence on my brothers and sisters. Please don't imitate me and discredit the organization. My behavior is an irresponsible behavior. Did not consider the extremely bad influence on classmates and party organizations.

In addition, my living habits are lazy and I like procrastination, which is also the direct reason why I am late. If I had been more alert, set an alarm clock or asked my classmates to shout, this would not have happened. Laziness is human nature, everyone will be lazy, but the key is whether we can overcome this natural problem, which can only be solved ideologically. In the final analysis, our attitude is not correct enough. For more than two months, I have been busy treating diseases (nourishing my stomach), and the pace of life has obviously slowed down. Of course, I gradually neglected my thoughts and left the party's discipline behind. Life is not so positive, let alone the vanguard and exemplary role.

After this incident, I thought a lot, from behavior to thought. As well as the criticism and lessons given by the counselors, always remind me to realize the seriousness of the matter and reflect on my mistakes. This kind of mistake not only makes you ugly, embarrasses the counselor, but also makes the leader angry. I'm really ashamed of it. I really want to say, "I won't dare again."

In order to show my sincere review, I hereby assure the Party organization: First of all, I will have a correct attitude, strictly abide by the Party's discipline, never make the mistake of violating discipline again, improve party member's consciousness ideologically, and actively complete the Party's tasks. Secondly, try to overcome the bad habit of laziness, stop procrastinating and try to finish the task early. Finally, think more about others, be rich in people's hearts, and always think about the harmful effects that mistakes will cause, not only individuals, but also people who are implicated.

I will strictly follow the above guarantees and ask myself to be a qualified party member again. Ask the party organization to supervise me and criticize me.