1. No matter whether you are a beauty show, G, have a low education, or what problems you think exist, you are alone first. This is not to scold you, but don't get me wrong. As an experienced person, I solemnly tell you that education, personality and so on are not problems. What you should consider most is that you are not sure to take the exam again. But I need to emphasize that even if you get in, coming to a big city may not be much different from staying in a small city without getting in.
You need to be mentally prepared and bear the final result of your choice. Because the distance between reality and imagination is very large.
3. It can be high-profile, but it needs high-profile capital. The external image will only bring you ten years of enjoyment at most, but your strength is endless. So, if you want to live a lazy and high-profile life, I have to tell you a cruel reality. Even if you come to Beijing or Shanghai, you will only go home in despair or stay in the big city and complain repeatedly every day.
All in all, it's true, what will you experience. As for suggestions, obviously, if you want to go to a big city, you must work hard and not be lazy, because the pace of big cities is very fast. Once you slow down, you will become a slave to hard workers. If you want to live a leisurely life, you might as well stay in a slower-paced city. Although the standard of living may not be satisfactory, at least you can have a chance to make a little effort to travel to big cities. It's like people often say multiple-choice questions. Do you want to be a phoenix tail or a chicken head? Of course, according to my personality, I think even if coming to a big city is not as good as I expected, at least I can gain something, but I don't know what kind of person you are. If you are a person who can study in good times and bad times and get oxygen, you might as well go to a big city. On the contrary, if you are not, or even you just want to enjoy life in time, then simply be honest, as I said before.
Finally, I wish you all the best and choose your own life track as soon as possible!