As a student preparing to attend a training course in party member, I feel extremely proud. At the same time, I feel the pressure. Those who enter the training class of the Party School are all excellent students in all aspects. In the learning process, we not only learn the theoretical knowledge of party constitution, Deng Xiaoping Theory, the Communist Party of China (CPC) Declaration, party member's self-cultivation theory, but also learn from each other in combination with reality. * * * Take part in a series of activities such as "I bring honor to party flag" and go out to visit the Tomb of the Martyrs and the swearing-in ceremony of New party member. Under the oath of party flag, at the solemn moment, beside the fist, my heart was full of pride and my shoulders were heavy with responsibility. From that moment on, I will remember that I am a preparatory party member, which is both pressure and motivation. To prepare for party member, we should set an example. We should not only do well in our study and work, but more importantly, we should seriously start from the small things around us and strive to constantly enrich and improve ourselves in all aspects, so as to successfully become a qualified and excellent party member from China. Through the study of the party school training class, I not only have a deeper understanding in theory, but also have a higher pursuit in thought. For party constitution, as a party member, we must first understand that the standard of being a party member will not change with the times. During the war years, the Party asked party member to fight tenaciously with his own blood and life and make contributions to seizing and defending the political power. During the period of socialist revolution, the Party asked all party member to take the lead and lead the masses to unswervingly follow the socialist road. Today, with the deepening of reform and opening up, the Party requires all party member to emancipate their minds, seek truth from facts, be brave in pioneering, be proactive, work hard, be diligent and honest, and make contributions to the construction of Socialism with Chinese characteristics. Serving the people heart and soul is the fundamental purpose of our party and one of the fundamental standards to measure a party member. A real * * * party member must serve the people wholeheartedly, and strive for the realization of * * * capitalism for life at all costs. Emphasizing this point does not mean that the Party does not recognize party member's personal interests. Under socialist conditions, personal interests are basically consistent with the interests of the party and the people, but sometimes there are contradictions. When personal interests conflict with the interests of the Party and the people, party member must unconditionally obey the interests of the Party and the people. Whether a party member is qualified or not and whether an activist is qualified to join the Party depends on whether he insists on putting the interests of the Party and the people above all else. Although as a student, party member's basic task is to study, he should make clear the purpose of study, study hard and strive for excellent academic performance. As a preparatory party member, his academic performance is not satisfactory, and he demands himself by party member's standards, but it is far from enough for a party member to be good at business and study. The Party's inspection of party member is not only about the performance of one thing or the outstanding achievements in one aspect. As a student, party member should pay more attention to party member's vanguard and exemplary role. As the tutor said in the training class of the Party School, party member, a student, should set an example while doing his job well and learning science and culture well, and drive people around him to learn Marxism-Leninism, Mao Zedong Thought and Deng Xiaoping Theory, the party's line, principles, policies and resolutions, scientific culture and professional knowledge, and actively move closer to the party organization. Only in this way can party member, a student, play his role and show the enthusiasm and superiority of the Party. As a preparatory party member, we should do what we can for our classmates, teachers, schools and society, actively participate in social activities, constantly demand ourselves, realize our own shortcomings, dare to criticize and self-criticize, correct our existing shortcomings, know ourselves more clearly and constantly improve ourselves.