This word reflects the author's complex and contradictory thoughts and feelings. On the one hand, it shows that the author has great political ambitions. Although he is 4 1 year-old and politically dissatisfied in Mizhou, which is far away from Kyoto, he is still full of confidence in reality and ideals. On the other hand, because of political frustration, ideals can't be realized and talents can't be displayed, so they have a strong dissatisfaction with reality and breed negative thoughts and feelings of avoiding the world. However, what runs through it is the optimistic spirit of loving life and being positive.