Who will accompany me in my prose?

Unconsciously, we survived the ignorant years and cherished our childhood ideals. We continue to drift with the tide, like a helpless boat. Although we are stubbornly drifting in the vast ocean, we know that in the endless loneliness, we can only drift with the tide, without direction, and at the same time bear unspeakable pain. Although we are proud and lonely, when we meet the other half of fate, I believe we will hold each other's hands and smile happily, because we know that we will go on together in the next journey of life-Ming

I am a post-80s young man, but I am approaching the post-90s generation. The border of twenty years has turned me into a little man who doesn't like to laugh, with a bumpy mental journey and a youthful smile. When I was young, I had an almost persistent love for words. When my peers are looking for their confused tomorrow in the lush years, I just wrote a book and wrote down my future in words. Time is something that people have to do. As I grow older, I find that the beautiful tomorrow I wrote is not as beautiful as that written in the poem. On the contrary, more changes in the world have made my introverted boy slowly become an introverted boy.

I have few friends, because it is always difficult for me to talk to others instead of questioning others, but maybe I am used to loneliness. I have a pretty good job and I have leisure time. Although I can't surpass others, I can have food and clothing. However, fate is really unreasonable. Just as I was enjoying my quiet loneliness, she appeared.

Zero is a charming woman, three years older than me. Under her thin eyebrows are a pair of eyes that can be gentle to the depths of people's souls. A small nose and a pouting mouth are even more pitiful. Dressing makes people feel fresh and sexy without losing women. When the willow-like waist twisted, you could hear the crisp sound of her high heels touching the ground. In short, everything about her always fascinates me beyond description. I know that I have fallen into her ten thousand kinds.

We met online, and we are in the same city. We first met on a cold afternoon. Zero came to complain to me because of quarreling with her boyfriend. Maybe at that time, in her heart, I was just a boy with a green smile and shy behavior. That day, we went to a bar. I drank too much and drank a few glasses of red wine. I was red in the face and laughed at zero regardless of the image. In this way, we are getting familiar with each other. Of course, we don't know my love for her. I'm just a little brother she loves very much.

I still remember it was a winter night. I was drunk at 0: 00 that day and called me to take her home. I helped her to the side of the road in a bar, with my forehead resting on my neck, and I was very drunk. I still remember that silent happiness today. When I helped Zero to the bed, I was so tired that I bumped into Zero. My nose is full of charming zero-degree perfume. I opened my eyes slightly and secretly glanced at Zero's cheek. Suddenly, on the gentle curve of her face, a drop of crystal tears slipped silently. With zero tears, my heart aches. At this time, I felt an unspeakable emotion. At that moment, I just wanted to hold zero hard.

Time is like a never-ending machine, constantly copying every day. My relationship with zero is getting closer and closer, and I can even sleep in the same room and rest in the same bed. What makes me helpless is that she always regards me as an obedient brother. Although she is also very happy, there is a trace of regret in happiness. I think that's it.

I like to eat snacks. She eats well. We often have dinner in the small restaurant downstairs. I still remember that I always learn to be a gentleman and pull a chair to hang my coat. But I can't always do it well. I'm all thumbs. I always let change make excuses to tease me. Looking at me shyly seems to be her happiest thing, and that kind of teasing eyes makes me love and hate. As a result, whenever I pretend to be mature and want to pay the bill, Zero can only show that kind of teasing expression, and I can only be passive with Nuo Nuo and Nuo Nuo.

Winter has turned into powder makeup in yesterday's memory, and the scene of spring recovery is quietly unfolding today. The vitality of all things is unconscious and there is also a feeling of struggle.

Spring has come, although it is still a little cold, but the lovely little sisters have put on all kinds of fashionable clothes. Zero and I are still living step by step. It was zero's birthday. In the evening, Zero invited me to her birthday party. I'm wearing a hazel coat given to me by Zero, and I'm holding a bunch of flowers in front of Zero's house. I rang the doorbell and waited for zero to appear. A light footstep came and the door opened. I stayed for several seconds when I saw Zero's skirt today. I looked at Zero and smiled proudly. I just turned and walked to the living room. I just walked in. It turns out that I was the only one on Zero's birthday. This birthday party is really worthy of the name. I lit the candle on the cake and put my hands together. I whispered a few words and invited me to blow out the candles together. I asked zero in a low voice, "Hey, what did you wish for? Do you want to get married quickly? " I gave Zero a white look and filled our glasses with wine. I continued to tease zero with my unique humor, and she also cooperated with me. She even sprayed wine in my face. That's half a bottle of wine. It's close to midnight. Zero is a little drunk. With my help, I was sent to her room. Zero is really tired. When I was lying in bed, I had a slight snoring. Looking at Zero's rosy lips, I couldn't help kissing Zero. I looked at the change carefully to see if I found it. I saw Zero's lips moved and murmured a "flash" gently. Well, I flew to another room, stopped thinking and smiled faintly. I knew that most of my heart would always be zero.

The next morning, I picked up the toiletries that I had left at Zero's house for a long time. When brushing my teeth, Zero ran to the door in a daze and told me to get out of the way and wash first. I took one look at her. I couldn't help it. I kept brushing. Zero whispered "flash, flash" at the door. Well, she knew last night, so I had to bite the bullet and say, please.

Sweet time is always short. Parting is like the inevitable ending of a human story. Zero is leaving. I knew before that this city is only a temporary residence of zero, and she will leave eventually. But the little happiness of those days has blinded my mind. I only have zero in my eyes, and I have long forgotten the fact that zero will leave. When I learned that Zero was leaving, my whole inner world was suddenly enlightened.

On the parting platform, people come and go, and the music on the radio is so lively, but nothing can make me smile in this happy atmosphere. I have been speechless with small luggage. Finally, the train that was about to take away my favorite stopped at the station. I knew that parting was coming, and we walked silently to the train. She walked in front and I walked behind. I can feel zero-sum crying like me. I still remember that moment, I suddenly turned around, my charming eyes were full of tears, I couldn't control it anymore, I burst into tears, and then we hugged each other tightly. Zero smiled with tears and said, "How about flashing once?" I gently kissed the corner of zero's mouth, and my lips touched zero's tears. I picked up a letter prepared in my pocket and gave it to Zero, telling her that it was opened in the car. Zero also handed me a letter and told me "the same" with a smile.

Zero left, with my infinite infatuation, left.

My letter to Zero is a poem:

You're leaving the city with me.

I haven't had time to be sad.

You turned around and turned everything into nothingness.

I have to match your smiling nature.

Your rosy cheeks are slightly red.

I know what you're trying to say.

I've come a long way.

You didn't say a word

Me too.

Watch the train move slowly.

On the dark and noisy nameless road

Glittering tears glistened.

Maybe cry for all the silent parting

You are the fountain of rapids near me.

Flowing with the withering of roses

When you calm everything down

Break through the faint sadness

Let the original intention of winter sting be completely buried.

Resentment is like a ghost

Leave with green leaves and run as fast as possible.

The night star is still running in the cold.

He left without me.

Quietly left

On that dark night, I was still thinking hard

The quiet wind on the river bank

Blow away the tears of attachment

Fall on a hard rock and smash it into pieces.

Looking at the sail in the distance, I burst into tears.

A storm that pours your distant heart into my chest

Ah, in the vision of the heart

In the abyss of love

I just forgot to tell you.

I love you

Zero's letter to me is very short:

Forgive my sister's departure. How can I not know your feelings for me? It's just that we have too many impossibilities. Let's keep each other in mind forever. Sister, I'm sorry I can't accompany you to the end of life. I hope you will be happy in the future. Besides, I always forgot to tell you that I love you very much!

Does anyone know why I want to cry?

night

A cold wind

Helpless me

Face the sky

How come?

Does anyone know why I want to cry?

My future

My dream

What about her

Painful pain

be injured