Throughout the ages, countless people want to rush out of the fence. This wall is caused by society, so people can't break through it. So there are hermits, escapists, who seek peace. However, as far as I know, there is a man who is constantly trying to get out of the fence, but he died tragically in the search. She is Li Qingzhao.
Li Qingzhao was eroded by melancholy in constant disappointment and finally immersed in time. Sorrow is the wall of her life.
She was originally a noble family with both ability and political integrity, with a distinctive vision and temperament. She is different from the literary elite who climbed from the bottom of society, but stands out from the crowd. Read poetry books since childhood. However, it is this unique poetess who was born in an era of many diseases and no medical treatment and suffered from loneliness.
She has been married to Zhao Mingcheng since she was a child, and her husband and wife are like-minded. And a pair of literary confidants, life is very happy. However, a nomadic people born in troubled times rose in the north, smashed the Qionglou Yuyu in Bianjing and took away the Emperor Qin Hui. Li Qingzhao's love nest in Qingzhou also broke up, and the family began a wandering life. Soon after her husband died of illness, she was a weak woman who shouldered the arduous responsibility of protecting all cultural relics. Body and mind drift from place to place, follow the monarch all the way south.
She is not satisfied with "learning poetry is full of strange sentences", but "wanting to send blood and tears to mountains and rivers". She is eager to "go straight to Huanglong City with purple mud". But what she saw was the false prosperity of Bian 'an, and what she heard was the cry of hawks and national justice. This is a national disaster.
As a divorcee, her husband remarried after his death. When she was ready to cross the wall of love again, the fire in her heart went out again. This is emotional sorrow.
She was determined to study epigraphy, but from Xia, Shang and Song Dynasties, a woman was brilliant and had few works, and she was the only one with the highest ci skills. It is said that things are rare, but she is regarded as different. She looked around for two thousand years, and the night was like a rock, and the wind and rain were gloomy. Who does she know? "I suddenly remembered my feelings, kissed the earth and pretended to see Luo socks covering my tears." What she pursues is loss, so she has to "pretend to say yellow flowers and autumn wind."
If Li Qingzhao is the Xianglin sister-in-law written by Lu Xun, forget it; If Li Qingzhao beat Du Shiniang with death, forget it. But she happens to be a poetess who is hostile to the world with her heart, changes the sky with her pen and turns her worries into beauty.
Li Qingzhao's life story and inner resentment turned into a sad and tragic beauty, and she longed to break through the wall. But she finally died on the wall of sadness.