When I was a child, the Party was reflected in my heart by the red flag, the loud military songs of the People's Liberation Army, the yearning red star, the lights burning on the octagonal building, the bloody clothes in the memorial hall, Liu Hulan's song "Born Great, Die Gloriously", the new life left by Jiao for the people of Lankao, and the huge portrait on the wall.

At that time, the party was far away in my heart, which was amazing. From the original boat in Nanhu Lake to Baota shan in northern Shaanxi, from Jinggangshan to Yan 'an, from Sidu Chishui to a million heroes crossing the natural barrier, a series of legendary scrolls unfolded. Wearing a red scarf, I began to notice that the muddy roads in my hometown became spacious and flat, and the laughter and laughter of people in remote towns echoed in the blue sky. The adults said, "The Party's policy is good!" The party became great, friendly and visible in my heart.

Under the guidance of the party, the road to growth is full of motivation and vitality. The power of Lei Feng, a good example, made me think about how to study and how to be a man. Tian 'anmen Square on National Day is full of lofty aspirations, and its strength and mind make everyone in China marvel at and be proud of the great achievements made by the motherland under the leadership of the Party. The solemnity and celebration of the return of Hong Kong and Macao showed the world the strength and dignity of China. The Party's policies have enabled the people of China to straighten their backs and face opportunities and challenges with confidence. The decision to develop the west has given the desert a new poem of hope. I finally understand why there is a song called * * * There is no new China without the production party; I finally understand why the flying five-star red flag is so bright; I finally understand why the heroes in those movies shed their blood because "I was born and raised in party member" and still have no regrets. In my mind, the party has gradually become lofty, clear and fresh.

The motherland is advancing, the party is developing, I am growing, and the party has been deeply branded in my heart. I know I will continue to be moved, excited and thinking about him. From then on, the party is a monument, a lighthouse and a banner in my heart, which makes me admire, lead me forward and spur me to forge ahead. So becoming a * * * party member has become my greatest wish. Time flies, I am young. In this melting pot of party spirit training, I am growing rapidly. The deeds of Kong Fansen, Li Suli and outstanding party member Chen Jinshui moved me again and again. In peacetime, there was no war or smoke, and their figures appeared in the most difficult or ordinary posts, but they always remembered that they were party member, and they dedicated their precious youth and enthusiasm to our motherland and people. They strengthened my determination to be a party member.

The party is so wise, mature and far-sighted in my heart. The long river of years has finally merged into a torrent of 2 1 century. Facing the complicated international situation and the increasingly fierce national competition, the Party has a long way to go. On the way forward, our party still faces many contradictions and problems, and there are still many gaps between us and western developed countries. Some people have doubts about this, worrying whether the party can stand the test and lead the people of all ethnic groups in the country to move forward under the conditions of both opportunities and challenges at home and abroad. At the beginning of last year, the Central Committee of the Communist Party of China proposed to carry out educational activities to maintain the advanced nature of Communist party member, in which I participated as a grassroots ordinary party member. Over the past few months, I have carefully studied The Reader and party constitution, revisited the history of the Party, and lost in thought. Through ups and downs, our party has made great efforts for decades, shattered the prediction that no one in the western countries can solve the problem of food and clothing for the people of China, and led the people of the whole country out of a Socialism with Chinese characteristics road. Hong Kong came back, Macau came back, and China finally emerged in the East of the world, once again showing the elegance of the Oriental Dragon. Which other political party can create such a miracle?

Our party has many outstanding party member's advanced deeds, which deeply shocked me. I have such a * * * party member around me. They fought silently and selflessly in ordinary jobs, worked hard and had no regrets, practiced the Party's purpose of serving the people with their own lives, and realized the oath in party flag with their own actions. From them, I see a noble demeanor of party member, and I am even more proud, because I am a member of this great political party, and I want to fight, because I am party member. If someone asks me, what is the party in your heart? I can proudly say that the party is a flying flag and a lighthouse; If someone asks me, how heavy is the party in my heart? I can solemnly answer that the party is heavy in my heart!