My appearance is not good-looking, but I am worthy of the audience. Students say it's average at first glance, but the more you look, the better you look. They call it "durable". And I don't care about my appearance, so I wear ordinary clothes, casual or sportswear, usually white, including shoes and socks.

I was a child who grew up in the countryside, and my parents were not around when I was a child. There are no clear events in my memory, but I remember the feeling of being bullied by other children. I live with my grandfather, who is an intellectual.

So even if I am bullied, my grandfather always tells me to be forbearing and tolerant. But I feel wronged and wonder why they can tell their parents to protect them, but I can't. I think they are terrible and they will be very.

Call me "asshole" loudly, and I just cry every time.

I began to be afraid of people and hate my parents. I don't understand why I can't be like them. I try to avoid people because I am afraid of them.

Man, even if I meet my neighbor on the road, I won't say hello, just bow my head and move on. So until now, my neighbors always say that I was rude when I was a child. I have never explained to anyone that this is because.

Afraid. When I was young, I gradually became withdrawn and timid. I remember the primary school was called up by the teacher for the first time to answer questions. As soon as I opened my mouth, my tears fell and my classmates were laughing. I thought they were even more terrible. because

After that, every time the teacher asked me to answer questions, whether I knew it or not, I always stood and didn't talk. This state didn't change until the second day of junior high school. But I still cry easily.

My family is not harmonious, I

Don't like my father, I used to hate him deeply. When I was ten years old, he hit my mother, and I poked him in the arm with scissors, but I was knocked down by his slap, with a nosebleed and my ears buzzing, which is why I have hearing in one ear.

Bad reason. I am a very silent child at home. I don't like going out or talking to my relatives. I like reading alone in my room and have the habit of locking the door. I like words, and I like sounds.

Music, like calligraphy and Chinese painting. In the first grade, I taught myself to play the flute, learn to write metrical poems, and then learn to write lyrics. These are basically learned in Grade Two. So my loneliness and loneliness can be relied on.

Something.

I am simple. Maybe I just sit by the window and watch the flowers bloom and the leaves fall until the tears wet my cheeks. Maybe I just rely on the window to play the flute to express my feelings and let the flute break my intestines, or fill in a poem or word according to those plain specifications and write all the loneliness in words.

I am a perfectionist, a romantic and a sentimental person. I like Shi Pingmei very much, because she is a person with a similar personality to Daiyu. They say my temperament is the same as Daiyu's. Actually, I prefer it.

Shi Pingmei, because my style is like her. I will melt all my feelings into words, which are mostly sad words, so I dare not boast of sadness for the time being. Experienced the loneliness of childhood, the first love of senior two until lovelorn. I

There is always endless sadness.

I am a person who loves classics very much, so I prefer classical literature. I especially like poetry and opera. In the eyes of my classmates, I look like an ancient person, which is why they think I am unusual. Perhaps, in this era, how many people are as obsessed with "even people" as those even people?

My appearance is cold, but in fact I am easy-going. My classmates said it was not difficult to get close to me before they got close to me. So I have many friends, and they are all very kind to me.

In a word, I am a very sentimental person and love literature. I look cold, but my heart is softer than water. I am also a person who is hard to get out of the shadows. My classmates say that my greatest feature is affection, but this is only my achilles heel!