I was shocked by the complicated relationship between characters, tangled true and false faces, wearing false masks, distorting life without nature, seemingly ordinary and simple sentences, but hiding your unexpected philosophy of life. Shocked the value of this book, even more shocked the author of this book. At that time, Mr. Qian Zhongshu's image in my heart was a bit like that of Mr. Lu Xun, with eagle-like eyes, as if he could see everything in the world; It has a resolute and angular outline, like a statue on a cliff, ruthless and unsmiling; Has a very rigorous and rigorous logical thinking. Is a lonely man standing on the commanding heights.
However, the other day, when I was reading an article written by Qian Zhongshu's wife Jiang Yang, I learned that Qian Zhongshu was completely different from what I expected, which surprised me for a long time. I double-checked whether it was really his wife Jiang Yang. Because in Jiang Yang's works, Mr. Qian Zhongshu is a silly, funny, naughty, naive and arrogant big boy. He is very approachable and caring, and seems to never have troubles. He is happy all day! It's completely different from Qian Zhongshu you imagined when you watched Fortress Besieged.
Many interesting things have happened to him. According to Ms. Jiang Yang, when they were still studying in Oxford, Mr. Qian Zhongshu took a nap at noon one day. She posted a post and fell asleep alone. When he woke up and saw her asleep, he was covered in ink and drew her a face, plus glasses and a moustache. Another hot day, when their daughter was asleep (when she was a baby), he drew a big pig's head on her belly, which was severely reprimanded by his mother. He dared not draw any more. What makes people laugh and cry is that he teases his daughter. Every day before going to bed, he would bury a "mine" under her bed, layer by layer, burying all kinds of toys, mirrors, brushes, even inkstones and brushes, waiting for her to scream. He was very happy. So his daughter must search carefully before going to bed and take out the things in the quilt one by one in order to sleep peacefully, but the next day he hid something in it. In this way, one hides, the other finds, and becomes a hide-and-seek game. It seemed boring to others, but he had a good time.
Mr. Zhong Shu's stupidity is not only reflected in his relatives, but also in animals. Ms Jiang Yang wrote that after liberation, they kept cats in Tsinghua. When the kitten climbed the tree for the first time and was afraid to come down, the kind Mr. Zhong Shu risked his life to save the cat. The cat grew up and fought with other cats in the middle of the night. Mr. Zhong Shu specially prepared a long bamboo pole and leaned against the door. No matter how cold it was, as soon as he heard the cat meow, he quickly got out of the hot bed, took a bamboo pole and went out to help his cat fight. Very speechless, right? This is not an adult, but an adult with such strict logical thinking. He is simply a naughty child!
Is this Qian Zhongshu who wrote Fortress Besieged? Is this Qian Zhongshu who sees through the ugliness of the world? Is this Qian Zhongshu who hit the nail on the head and found out the social disadvantages? Isn't the leader who walks in the preface of human spirit lonely and desperate? Like Lu Xun, Ai Qing, Wen Yiduo and Haizi, but why does Qian Zhongshu still exist? From this perspective, whether life is interesting or not lies not in wisdom, but in mentality. If you are lucky enough to be a wise man, see the disadvantages that ordinary people can't see and think about the problems that ordinary people can't think of, you often "worry about the world first, and then enjoy the world", and you are eager to become a steel knife, immediately piercing all darkness, saving society and saving mankind. However, you always feel that the people around you are stupid and numb, which can't help you reverse Gan Kun, but hinder you all the time. So you are desperate and lonely, you are cynical and hate everything, you feel that you have no company, you feel that no one in the world can understand you, and you feel very tired. You think this is the sorrow of the prophet, and you take it for granted that sober people are doomed to be lonely and miserable all their lives. In the history of China for thousands of years, there are countless such figures. But, you know what? This is really just your idea!
Like Mr Qian Zhongshu, he is also a prophet, but his life is so interesting and happy. This lies in his mentality, super invincible good mentality, although he also saw a lot of social darkness, although he is like all prophets.
I want to save it, but when he knows that he can't do it or can't do it in a short time, he chooses to accept it temporarily. Because he knows that many things are haste makes waste, since the disadvantages already exist, it must have its historical roots. It can neither be formed overnight nor burst overnight. However, the problem will always be solved. It is only a matter of time. Just like an abscess, in addition to surgical resection, you can also use Chinese medicine to slowly chemotherapy to avoid bleeding. He looks at everything with a humorous and calm mind, looks at everything as a bystander and knows everything like the back of his hand, but he is not worried about everything, and he will not let this bad thing dominate his life. People often say that life is not easy to be confused! I think life is seldom sober, but it is still happy!