Khan, honey, just divert your attention, do something happy, or have a healthy swim, then take a bath, calm down and start writing. I can understand how you feel. I used to write more than 30 thousand words a month, and I was in a hurry. Later, I came slowly. Don't worry, when you are anxious, you can do something you like, listen to soothing pure music to relax, chat with friends and talk about everyday relaxed and humorous topics. Difficulties can always be overcome. Your anxiety will affect your progress. Most of your troubles are imagined by people themselves. Don't be afraid, believe in yourself (* _ *).