Writing a thesis is the most painful thing in my life, and there is nothing left. I want to cry and die. Why should I go to graduate school? I always meet deadlines. There are always endless papers to write. I am under great pressure and can't sleep well. I always wake up suddenly. God, why do you have to force yourself to write a paper? I always feel inspired. If you have an idea, it will naturally come out.

But you always have to write a paper for the sake of writing a paper, so most of the papers are similar now, and there is nothing innovative and new. Because everyone just wants to write a paper, as long as it can be called a paper, just like the revision of the paper, after writing the first draft, they really want to throw it to the editor immediately, and they don't even want to read it twice. Oh, what a tragedy.

I can't write a paper, I can only write one or two sentences. I have written for a long time, and then I will delete it for various reasons. This is really an extremely wasteful and fruitless thing. The whole person has no sense of accomplishment at all, and only feels that he has been idle for another day today, and the feeling of muddling along is getting stronger and stronger, and he is also very helpless. Obviously, an enterprising person in honest and frank is now slowly decadent.

Graduate students have turned the whole person's mental state and will to dust. Seeing me write this feeling is simply flowing, in one go. It is estimated that it will take two days to write a paper. Really, now I feel dizzy at the sight of paper, and I have dug such a big hole for myself.

The so-called research, sitting alone in the library all day reading literature and thinking hard, has no research atmosphere at all, the tutor doesn't care, and the students are not saints. If a person's hard thinking can solve social problems and promote social development, then the future of graduate students is unlimited. I simply think that graduate students writing papers is as bad as keeping up with politics.

I have been asking about the meaning of writing a paper from the beginning. Is it really meaningful to talk without practical theory? Well, since you're in this pit, you'd better bear it until you jump out. I hope that in the future, I will write my thesis because I want to, not because I am forced to complete the task. I feel sorry for my precious time when I see the rubbish I wrote to complete the task.

In the future, we should put the last thing we want to do first. If we don't let go, we will only drag on and make ourselves feel uncomfortable every day. In order to get rid of such a day one day, you have to endure until graduation!