Time flies, and it's ten years in a flash.
Now, I grew up in this duplicity society. I don't know that behind the warmth and coldness of human feelings is a naive and weak heart full of curiosity about the world. People who are too simple are easy to be deceived, yes, and they have to pay a heavy price! That's settled. Unfair? Oh, the world is unfair!
I feel confused and have no sense of direction, otherwise I won't ruin my future because I am greedy for temporary enjoyment. No one wants to fall by himself, but I really can't bear the pressure of this society and don't want to be oppressed any more. No one knows that the other side of the cliff will be a happy world!
However, the swamp will only sink deeper and deeper, my heart will struggle and my conscience will condemn me. Even if I return to the starting point of my life, I can't help sighing those wasted time when I look at people's distant backs! Therefore, I cherish my present life more. I tried to keep up with those flying steps and try to forget the gray diary.
Life is only a few decades, and there are too many things to learn. When I really see myself, I feel so small, just like a grain of sand in the desert, a drop of water in the ocean, insignificant!
Overcoming your bad habits will cost you more than ordinary people. Perseverance, I have it! However, I am the most impatient! Every time I have fun, I always remind myself in my mind that time is running out. Forming habits is the most vigilant way!
Now, I am most proud that I can write a few so-called poems and words by myself, which is the best way to express my feelings. This is my greatest comfort, but also made some real friends, very meaningful!
I love myself deeply now. May everything I have, blowing in the wind. ...