"What should you live for when you can live forever?" Mel's book completely fascinated me. I long to be a vampire, which can keep my youthful appearance forever and give me extraordinary strength, although it will be the exchange of my soul and my feelings. However, instead of living a meaningless life and waiting to get old, I would like to stay young forever, even if I have to avoid sunshine and loneliness and live like a mouse in a gutter.
Just like edward cullen in the book, I want to have speed, strength, wisdom and an angelic face, and all this needs to be exchanged for human stupid soul and emotion.
The soul is just a sad and terrible thing to me. Eternal life may be lonely, but what's wrong with loneliness? It's just that stupid humans crave the other half. For me, what I want is a soul mate who can accompany me forever. Human life is so fragile, even if it is a successful life for vulgar people, but after the end of luxury, it is only endless darkness and forgetting. Instead of living in a hurry, why not choose a leisurely life? When time is running out, I can slowly see everything in this world with my vampire's thorough eyes.
Between the angel and the devil, I choose to be the middle one. It does not belong to heaven, nor to hell, nor to this world. Like being spurned by God, I am free to live in my lonely world.
If one day, I become a member of the blood clan; One day, I can live leisurely and enjoy my eternal life freely. If that day really happens, I will be free from this helpless and vulgar human life.