There was originally a month to prepare the graduation thesis, but you put it off again and again. Finally, today, there are only four days left to hand in the first draft. You didn't write anything, because you don't know anything about the subject, even the literature. You could have studied it for a month or two, but you were afraid of the subject, so you kept putting it off. Now you are desperate and feel ridiculous. You want to kill yourself. If you really die, it's over, but your family is not over. In fact, your behavior can show that you don't want to graduate, and then you have a whole year to prepare your thesis. You don't know anything about the topic given by the teacher. You can discuss it with the teacher. Graduation thesis is not that terrible.