If you read a book for ten pages, it still can't attract you.
give it up
I recommend Yu Hua's Living and Xu Sanguan's Selling Blood. When I was in college, many students wanted to write "alive" in their graduation thesis, and there were also film and television versions. The movie was played by Ge You and Gong Li, but I didn't want to see it after reading the book. Many things cannot be carried out. I remember the critics said this book: live with death and cry with laughter.
I recommend a novel by Jia Pingwa called "The Waste Capital". It is said that Jia Pingwa believes in numerology. Several characters in the book were written dead by him, and the prototypes in life did not end well. The protagonist also has a prototype of Jia Pingwa. He dare not write the protagonist to death.
I recommend you an online "Ghost Blowing Lights", like an adventure novel.