Since kindergarten, the manual classroom is the soil that breeds my inferiority. Under other people's fingertips, cats and dogs are lifelike, and I hide in the corner and fight with the production materials. I can try my best to pull them back, but I can't solve them ... I have asked my mother sadly countless times, and my mother's answer always makes me more confident: "Everyone's ability is different. If you are poor in this respect, you will always be compensated in another respect. Edison, the great inventor, was also poor in handiwork when he was a child, and even was called a stupid child, but this did not affect him to become an inventor. " Yes, I also have many advantages that others can't match: I can tell stories with emotion; I can still carry heavy objects for a long time ... under my mother's reminder, I often make many new discoveries about myself.

Childhood is a happy express, full of my laughter, but also full of the careful care of my parents-how careful they love me, in their eyes, I am like a clay doll, which will fall down if I am not careful.

Don't compare your own shortcomings with others' strengths.

When I entered middle school, most of my troubles came from the hateful physical education class. Many exercise programs torment my immature heart. They laughed at me one by one, just like the boys in the class who like to laugh at the weak: "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! " One day, the black-faced PE teacher finally got angry, because I couldn't finish the "forward roll" anyway. He shouted angrily, "stand aside and watch what others do!" " Then, under my drooping eyes, the students rolled around easily, like happy balls, and I … my face was so ashamed that it could drop water!

I can't remember how I got home that day. My mind is full of despair and self-blame. As soon as I saw my father, I immediately threw myself into his arms and wiped away endless tears. My father's eyes are red, too He moved his big nose to apologize to me: "It's all my father's fault. It was my father who passed on these shortcomings to you ... ""Inheritance? " I forgot my tears: "Dad, are you like this?" "Yes, don't believe me, you see ..." Say that finish, my father made a "forward roll" action. He looks all thumbs and can't stand up like an old turtle. I snorted, such a good father also has weaknesses!

The next day, my mother accompanied me to school. She said that she wanted to talk to Teacher Ma, who teaches physical education.

I am afraid that my mother will blame Teacher Ma: "Mom, I don't blame the teacher, he is in a hurry. It's all my fault. I am so stupid. " Mother smiled: "I won't blame the teacher." I just want to tell him that some of your movements are a little worse than those of other children, and you will catch up with others slowly, so that he can not worry. In addition, you are not stupid, not to say that people always have advantages and disadvantages. You are just comparing your own shortcomings with the advantages of others, and of course you will cry. "Mom's words embarrassed me.

From then on, I encountered a bad action in the physical education class, and Teacher Ma didn't insist on it any more, which made me happy again.

Yuanyuan is cerebral palsy.

If I hadn't burst into the teacher's office, maybe my life would be as calm as water.

That day, I sent my late exercise book to the office and went outside. I heard Teacher Ma mention my name, "Yuan Yuan, don't you know? She was diagnosed with cerebral palsy when she was a child! " "Cerebral palsy is not a serious mental illness? I think her intelligence is OK ... "It's the voice of the Chinese teacher. "She is slight, mainly manifested in the defects of action. I don't know, but I heard her mother and I said ... "

Suddenly, everything in front of me was blurred. There are many teaching buildings, exquisite stone carvings and teachers' knives creak. They are as ethereal as smoke, but the inner pain reminds me that everything is real! Hiding in that small forest with difficulty, I finally cried out with a loud "wow" ...

Yuan Yuan-Cerebral palsy! I never thought there was a terrible connection between these two words. No wonder there are so many books about cerebral palsy at home! What kind of people are depicted in the book? Disability, mental retardation, even dementia! Naive, I often take them out and look at them, satisfying a curiosity that has nothing to do with me, but now I know that I painted them all, overlapping them! And I live in my parents' lies, still in high spirits ... no wonder I am always clumsier than others. No wonder the PE teacher stopped forcing me to finish the action. They already know that I am an imbecile!

A long-term accumulation of power made me rush up. I ran a red light and a green light with tears in my eyes. I want to stay away from school, away from the crowd, away from this world that laughs at me. I want to go into my room and never come out, ever!

Ignore one's own shortcomings

The closed door kept the confused parents out. I stubbornly lay in bed and let them call me. Finally, my father knocked down the door. He angrily pulled me out of bed: "Listen, Yuanyuan, no matter what happens, don't shut your parents out!" " ""I am a cerebral palsy patient. Don't be surprised at what I have done! " Tears rolled down like broken beads again. My mother hugged me and was frightened: "Yuanyuan, who did you hear that?" "You lied to me 15, how long will you lie to me? I am mentally retarded. No wonder physical education class is so difficult for me ... "Sorrow and despair rolled in my heart like waves, and then the floodgate opened with a" wow ". I fell in my mother's arms and cried: "Mom, why did this happen? Why? Why? ! "My mother held me trembling and choked up and couldn't speak.

After crying, I finally fell asleep tired. When I opened my eyes, it was already a fresh and bright morning. My mother sat by my bed, and my father walked around the room ... it seemed that they had kept me all night.

Seeing that I woke up, my mother helped me up: "Yuanyuan, we must cheer up and not be knocked down by ourselves." Son, go wash your face and brush your teeth, and clean up your beautiful face! "I have always been an obedient child, so I obediently walked into the bathroom. After cleaning up, my father took my hand and said, "Yuanyuan, you have grown up and have a lot to tell you." "I look at my mother. She is also very solemn. " You have cerebral palsy. When you were young, your parents took you everywhere for medical advice, which solved the problem of walking, but the fine movements were always unsatisfactory, but your mother and I were very satisfied, because compared with serious children, we were so lucky. In order to protect your self-esteem and prevent you from being laughed at by others, we kept this secret ... we don't want the disease to leave any shadow in your heart. You really live happily as we expected ... "

Dad went to the window, took a deep breath, and then suddenly turned around, as if he had made a great determination: "Dad wants to tell you a secret, and Dad is also a cerebral palsy patient!" " "He stared at me very surprised eyes," maybe you think how can such a coincidence? Yes, just a coincidence. Dad told you this secret to prove to you that people with cerebral palsy can live a wonderful life! "Yes, my father lived a good life. He is in power in the shopping mall, giving orders to more than 1 000 employees. But I doubt what he said. Maybe this is just a beautiful lie, just to make me feel confident again? My mother saw the doubt in my eyes: "If you look carefully, you will find that my father walked with his feet on tiptoe, so he used to be very upset." "Yes, I was desperate, just like you are now. Later, I found that when I ignored my own shortcomings, others would not care! "Look carefully, dad really walks on tiptoe. Grandma in the country also called and said that Dad's symptoms were much more serious than mine. ...

Just like walking in a novel, everything is so tortuous and bizarre that I have to calm down and sort out my chaotic thoughts. That day I came to the conclusion that I would be as successful as my father; In the face of struggle, cerebral palsy is just a "paper tiger"

After the baptism of this storm, I have matured a lot at once. On the road of life, I regained my self-confidence, struggled forward, and then gained a series of beautiful achievements: I was admitted to an ideal university; Obtained many papers award certificates; My speech always causes a small sensation ... with the support of my parents, my life is not smooth but wonderful.

Lies make me confident.

I have worked, and my unit is closest to my aunt's house, so it has become a place for me to improve my food. Once chatting with my aunt, I talked about my father's cerebral palsy, and she smiled: "Your father? No problem. I was very naughty when I was a child! " "Then why does dad always walk a little on tiptoe? That is a symptom of cerebral palsy. " "He stood on tiptoe? No way! However, he learned to walk on tiptoe quite well. He looks the funniest! " My aunt was immersed in memories of the past, but I was shocked by her smile. ...

I finally realized the good intentions of my parents. They pruned the branches of my tree of life with lying scissors again and again, so my confidence can stretch freely in the sun. I'll send an email to my father right away and tell him that I won't have to walk on tiptoe next time I see him. ...