Once, I was just a stubborn stone.

Once, my parents lamented my stupidity and took it out on me. There are poems as evidence:

Looking for sorrow and hatred for no reason, sometimes it looks stupid like crazy; Even if you are born with good skin, your stomach is rough.

Down and out, silly dare not read the article; It's human slander to behave in a remote and perverse way!

I respect my parents. I miss them, but I don't love them. I love my sister Yuan Chun more.

When I was very young, my grandmother and I lived in Yuan Chun. My sister is more than ten years older than me. Sometimes she is strict and sometimes she is kind, and she raised me like a real mother. When I was three or four years old, my sister had dictated several books to me and learned thousands of words. She is proud of me, and I am very happy with her. However, my sister left me after all.

At that time, I missed my sister very much. When I am often scolded by my father, other children often call me mom, while I call my sister.

In fact, in the eyes of others, my family is very happy. My uncle Jia She is a first-class general, and he is a hereditary Rong Guogong. My father Jia Zheng is the foreign minister of the Ministry of Industry. Although I am stubborn, fortunately, my grandmother loves me very much. She always saves me from my father's stick. I love my grandmother. My mother is always busy! Busy with endless housework and jealousy of my sisters-in-law. Big house door, always like this! It was not until my cousin Jia Lian married my mother's niece, Wang Xifeng, that my mother was relieved. She entrusted the responsibility of housework to her second sister-in-law.

My mother wants me to marry my cousin Xue Baochai. She is the daughter of my mother's sister, and her family is a hereditary imperial businessman. My mother said it was a golden wedding.

I don't want to. I know my mother doesn't care if I agree or disagree, but I really don't want to.

Xue Baochai is beautiful, intelligent and knowledgeable. Besides, she never shows off these advantages. In life, she is quiet, obedient and filial. Her elders like her and her peers respect her. "She is a perfect lady." That's what everyone says.

But I just don't want this marriage! Because I know what love is.

In this lonely and dirty world, only my love can bring me the joy of survival and emotional rest. I don't like everything around me. My uncle Jia robbed people of money and bullied weak women. Brother Jia Lian is opportunistic and does everything he can. My brother Jia Zhen is the director of Rongning Building. Although he took charge of the post, which one do I value? Even Leng Zixing (the son-in-law of my mother's servant girl) secretly said that he "can't just be happy, but turned Ningguo House upside down". His minions followed him and ran around the country.

I don't like my dad either. People always say that he "likes reading since he was a child and is honest." But in my eyes, he is an incompetent man and an incompetent father. If he is talented, will being stationed abroad make Li Shier run amok? If he was talented, would our family be in such a mess? Even when he was reciting poems for Fu, he didn't have a good word! I still like to make friends with the public, a group of literati-he hits me when he sees my talent; When I was unhappy, he not only ignored me, but also severely criticized me. His concern for me is not as good as that of my maid. He only knows loyalty and filial piety and wants me to do that. I can't stand all this. I can't take it anymore. I resisted this kind of cigar smoke in my heart by rejecting the imperial examination fame. Although I sometimes have to associate with Xue Panhe (they are better than Jia)

My sweetheart Lin Daiyu knows me best. We are destined to be in a previous life, and every thought of mine is holding her mood. Every drop of her tears stung my heart. She's all I want. She is beautiful in spirit. She knows I reward me. She used her delicate heart to create an ocean of love for me. I was drunk when I was with her-

Now everything is empty.

Leave a few words of warning to the world:

The humble room is empty and the bed is full; Dry grass withered poplar, used to be a ballroom; Spider silk covered the carved beam, and today it is on the green gauze tent window. Why do you say that the fat is thick and fragrant, and the temples are frosted again? Yesterday, the white bone was buried in the faucet of Huang Gan, but tonight, Yuanyang is lying at the bottom of the red tent. The box was full of gold and silver, and the beggar was slandered in a blink of an eye; I'm lamenting that his life is not long, so how do I know I'm dead when I go back? Well-trained, you can't be a girder in the future. Choose a good beam, who wants to live in Yanhua Lane! Because the gauze cap is too small, it has a lock cangue; I felt cold in my coat yesterday, but now I feel purple python is long: it's noisy, but I feel like my hometown after you sing; That's ridiculous. It ended up in wedding dresses for other girls.

2. Qingwen

Qingwen, a "lowly girl with a higher heart than the sky", was tortured and persecuted "unfairly and romantically" from a girl whose family background could not be verified, to being sold to Lai Jia and then to Jia Jia. She dares to speak, laugh, be angry, scold, call a spade a spade, and not stick to hypocrisy. Whenever Qingwen appears in front of readers, give it to her immediately.

Qingwen's unique charm in the ranks of lower-class handmaids is also because she is free and easy, reckless, always naive, kind, open-minded, strong and full of thorns. It is no exaggeration to use Baoyu's words to describe this shocking girl "jade is not enough to describe her, ice is not enough to describe her, sun is not enough to describe her essence, and flowers are not enough to describe her color". She has been upright and upright all her life. She is always sarcastic and sarcastic, which makes people think that she is sharp and mean. However, this is also her aboveboard and free and easy performance. The twentieth time in the book, Baoyu's wet nurse scolded the hitter, and Baoyu wronged the hitter and said, "I don't know where this account is, just pick a soft one." I don't know which girl offended her yesterday. "