I am a person who lives in memories.

I long for once simple freedom and once simple emotion. Between each sunrise and sunset, I always miss who I used to be. How to touch my feelings and experience my experience with a persistent and transparent mood? The long life has left a deep and shallow mark in my heart, so the memory is deposited in my mind. When I am sad, I will pick up my broken self in the corner of memory.

It can be said that I live by memories, and I live by memories.

I miss my friends many years ago and the quiet and indifferent life. We never said, until the mountain has no edges and the heaven and the earth meet, we dare not say goodbye to you, nor did we say that we will never give up looking for a reason to be moved. Although peaceful, I won't miss the road to beauty. Everything my friends say and do will evoke my sleeping memory in an instant, inadvertently. When the floodgate of memory is opened, memories will give me nostalgia and nostalgia, and will make my past life exert a subtle influence on me in reality.

I avoided the bleak haze and walked towards the past while my memory was still there. There are bright sunshine and my grand dreams. I left the withered depression and walked towards the past while my memory was still there. With my smiles and tears, my friends gave me help and care. I closed the door of reality, waiting for memories to pass through the curtain of time and space and give me endless wealth. The wind is whistling, the snow is falling, and my back is on this reality. Even if the plum blossom will bloom without shame, I still think I am obsessed with memories.

I like to sit in my memory and make a pot of tea. A fiery friendship will fill the whole house, and a persistent and unreasonable youth will come back. Yes, I rely on the past.

I rely on memory. However, one day, the cold wind opened the door to my memories. I thought the sunshine of memories would warm me and drive away the cold winter. I thought my friends in memory would use all my strength to help me out of the pale winter; I thought the courage and strength in my memory would break through the cage of time and hit the poor winter. However, there is no quality guarantee for memory.

In the face of freezing winter, I am helpless; Facing the hard and stubborn wind, I am unable to fight back; In the face of dull and monotonous winter, I have no way to escape. In the eyes of reality, the memory I rely on is as light, as worthless and as invisible as suspended matter in the air.

I left a memory, even if it was my dependence. Because the beautiful moth, relying on her wings, jumped on the flame she loved all her life and destroyed it. And I must give up dependence and make my life.

Dependent choice

According to legend, the Buddha died of illness on the way to preach. Before he died, his close disciple asked, "What do we live on after my teacher dies?" The Buddha smiled and said, "Give up dependence." So, should we give up our dependence in real life?

Sometimes, we have to be dependent and know how to rely on external things to achieve our goals.

Fan Zhongyan once said: "The world is ruled by sages, and the loss of sages leads to chaos in the world." Ancient kings relied on moral people to govern the country. After Emperor Gaozu Liu Bang won the world, he held a banquet in Nangong, Luoyang to celebrate. During the dinner, Liu Bang asked everyone why they won. Someone replied that it was because Liu Bang was able to share joys and sorrows with his subordinates, while Xiang Yu was jealous of sages, and those who made meritorious deeds did not reward and killed. I am not as good as Xiao He in stabilizing the country, appeasing the people and ensuring food supply. I am not as good as Han Xin, leading a million troops, winning battles and attacking. These three people are outstanding talents, and I can employ them, which is the reason why I win the world. Although Xiang Yu has a father, Fan Zeng, he can't be trusted, which is why he lost the world. "Everyone was persuaded. Liu bang knows how to make good use of people and rely on people, so he won the world; Xiang Yu was arrogant, had no dependence, and did not know how to rely on others, so he lost the world.

When you are alive, you are lucky to have someone to help you, but it is only fate that no one helps you. No one can help you all your life. Therefore, when no one can help you, you must give up dependence, strengthen the ground team and overcome difficulties on your own. Lenin took an active part in the revolutionary movement in his youth. He has only been in the university for a few months, and he was expelled from the school authorities for this reason. Without the help and support of others, he began to study hard by himself. Although there was no teacher to teach him, Lenin's own smart and diligent learning attitude enabled him to complete all the courses in the university for four years in only one year. He passed the graduation examination of Petersburg University with excellent results in all subjects. The professors asked him strangely who helped him with his studies. Lenin shrugged and replied, "Who helped me?" I learned it myself. "

Therefore, in front of trustworthy people, we can remain dependent. However, once we lose someone we can trust, we should not be at a loss, but abandon our dependence and rely on ourselves.