"Sometimes, I often think that if time can come again, I will have a better life than now.

After half a month of graduate school, I sometimes look at my classmates around me. Their faces are not commensurate with my lightness and looseness, and some of them are even faintly proud and loose.

But since I went to graduate school, I have often felt a sense of frustration.

Graduate education has never been my ultimate pursuit. What I cherish is this precious three years. During these three years, I can dive under less pressure, keep adding value and do what I love from my heart.

How many people rely on academic qualifications? In fact, in my opinion, it is a weak and failed thing.

It doesn't matter if you don't take the postgraduate entrance examination. The important thing is that you didn't choose a diploma to escape from life. "

In recent years, the postgraduate entrance examination army has become more magnificent year by year. Some people say that the reason is the poor employment situation. Many college students can't find a good job even after graduating from college, so they can only take the postgraduate entrance examination temporarily. It is harmless to have a higher education.

In fact, when I really reached the graduate stage, I found that the employment situation would not be much better.

According to the school employment information table I saw at the beginning of school, many graduate students went to the teachers of the original middle school or even primary school after graduation. Even found a phenomenon, undergraduates are also competing for this teaching profession, which is stable and reliable.

At the beginning of school, a teacher asked his classmates what to do after graduation. If they don't have a clear goal for the time being, they will answer. If not, be a teacher.

The answer was crisp and decisive, and I felt very sad.

Maybe life doesn't need too much effort for them, because there will always be people carrying the weight they should bear behind their backs.

Just like a popular sentence on the internet: your so-called poetry and distance are just people carrying the burden for you.

who is it? There is no one but parents.

But I never dared to have such extravagant hopes.

As soon as graduate students start school, the school emphasizes two points. One of them is that graduate students not only need to pass the graduation thesis exam, but also have an article published in core journals before graduation.

This is a new school rule, starting from our session. Therefore, from the beginning of freshmen's entrance education, the school has been emphasizing this matter from counselors to hospital leaders.

After entering school, I haven't had a few classes, but the real hard indicators have been forced into my mind again and again.

The teacher who teaches thesis writing standards says that the biggest difference between college students and graduate students is that they have changed from a knowledge receiver to a knowledge creator.

However, when I look at the living conditions of the students around me, I suddenly feel that we still have a long way to go in Xiu Yuan.

This half-month postgraduate life has made me more worried about my life.

If I don't work hard, I'm doomed to leave school with a skill this year; If I don't push myself, after three years, I will not only fail to get my diploma, but also waste my precious three years of youth; If I don't have a strong sense of crisis every day, I'm doomed to find a job I don't like and mix with people who work nine to five.

I am too afraid of that kind of life, too afraid that I can't spend my life in my own way.

There is only live broadcast in life, no effort to take every step of the moment, no second rehearsal opportunity, leaving only regrets.

We have six literary and art students, three men and three women. Once I had dinner with a boy and my tutor.

The tutor asked the boys, who is the hardest of the three boys in your dormitory?

The boy replied that XXX is the hardest worker. Go to the library to read at seven o'clock every morning and go back to the dormitory very late at night.

Finally, I added that it may be the reason for working.

There are three boys in our major. One is my classmate, the other is that I heard that my family's living conditions are better and I like to travel around, and the other is that I have just said that I have already worked.

The tutor told us that the boy with a better family is very smart, but he doesn't like reading, traveling and having fun. When choosing students, the tutor once hesitated to choose boys who had worked, but he still didn't.

In fact, I study hard not because of work, but because I have experienced the hardships of life, and I will cherish my present study time more.

For some people, the postgraduate entrance examination life is just a piece of cake, and the family agrees and provides tuition and living expenses; For some people, the postgraduate entrance examination is like skinning the whole person. People who have never experienced it can't understand the helplessness and despair of being isolated and without a back road.

Some people feel that they live too hard, too hard. For those who have really suffered, to take a step back, it is not an endless sky, but a cliff.

Besides, there are really few opportunities for life to change.

Because it is not easy to experience life, I do more for life.

In the future, I also want to live a life where I can play everywhere at any time, without worrying about financial and life difficulties.

For example:

These are not easy journeys. Even if these opportunities are given to me now, I can't bear the lazy and comfortable mood during the journey.

But I believe that one day in the future, it can be realized one by one.