After a day of rain, I have an umbrella in my hand, but I have no strength to hold it up. Damn my stomach hurts again, which reminds me of the first and only feeling of fainting. If I have no dream of singing, I want to die now.

05/03/29

Yesterday, I woke up in tears inexplicably, but I couldn't remember what dream I had. But when I woke up, my face was full of tears, my heart was full of irritability, and my throat and tonsils were always inflamed. I can't take it anymore. I want to cut my throat with a knife, but I may not live without it.

05/04/ 18

There is a kind of person who looks like a child in words and deeds, but in fact, his heart is mature. There is a kind of person who talks like a mature and capable person, but in fact he is very naive. Some people are young, but their psychological experience is older than their age. Some people are old, but they don't know how to treat others maturely. I hope my heart is as old as a few years old, but I hope to return to a younger state in a longer time. Many people's experiences and ideas are not who. I can imagine it deeply, but many people's experiences and ideas are not as shallow as anyone imagined. I think it's not good to envy others all the time, but I think I feel poor and bored when I see others being good. Fortunately, I know I am unique. Actually, what you said made me very sad. In fact, you don't know, so I immediately knew it was wrong. I can handle it with a smile and feel sad, but all of a sudden. Just abandoning this is the only mature loneliness I can take out, like a shadow. Now you feel lonely because you have been lonely for a long time in the oblique photo. When the lights go out, the whole world will accompany you, see through all the frivolous scenery and quietly return to your heart.

05/04/ 19

The exam is the first to hand in the paper, and you can write a whole boring essay in 40 minutes. To be honest, I don't know why everyone writes so hard, so why is there so much to write? You won't get high marks if you put words together. Just write what you should. Just sit there and wait for a while, or no one will hand it in. All right, I'll hand it in first. It's been like this for five years, with 90 points written on three sides. I really want to laugh at those pictures that have been written on six sides. Those armchair strategists are still there, unwilling to be fools.

05/06/ 18

I was really moved by the witch shop, not by my dear college classmates. You really are my family. I really asked you to take care of them for a long time. I really feel that everyone is leaving this year. After living for five years and attending classes for five years, you will hear different conversations when you open the door. To be honest, I really miss you. Yes 18. I really hate living like this day by day. Do you know that today we go around each other, and tomorrow we will separate according to centrifugal force? When roommates open the door, they will say "You are really great today" and then leave in an awkward place. I know that's how you love each other. I know, I know deeply, and you know that I don't want to leave you. I know how helpless I am. How can I rely on you if time keeps passing so fast? Then I will cherish this last summer vacation. Enjoy my summer. When I am coming to the end, I will go to another stage of my life. Mine is just like mine is seventeen. I know that the dead won't come again, but memories will make me spend every night.

05/06/2 1

The fat demon thought it was funny. He kept begging me to listen on the road just now. This is my sea. I just don't want to stop and bring me i-pod just because I'm riding a bike. As a result, he became a beggar. I immediately sang to him and told him that he wanted to hear the chorus of my sea. Well, I sang "The frequency of looking for you in the beating world is static and does not rest." Hold your breath. I guess one more word, your response "(just the frequency of this song). He said there was something to be done later, and I wanted to hear it, so he began to sing "My hand, your face is all over the floor, and flowers and plants are everywhere" (but this song actually ended in a moment), and then he said that he would take the bridge back! Ok, I'll sing "Looking for Your Frequency in a Beating World". I guess your response again. "He will say," Thank you, I feel very satisfied. " Before riding all the way back to my house, he sang and asked me, "You know I don't want to leave.". What is this song? I said, "frequency" (but obviously this is my sea), and then he went home with a "wow, wow, yeah" smile.

05/08/ 18

After reading Qi Zhen's new lyrics, I remembered that I had written the same words. Finally, I turned them out. I miss you, Zhang Xuan Road is on the left of April Diary. When I am sad, you will do anything to help me. You don't have a car, but you will try to come by car and walk. I am homesick. I have no home.

05/09/29

When they keep saying that they want you to be yourself, they are not who they used to be. They just want you to be what they want. When you are yourself, they will kindly give you advice, remind you, insult you and criticize you. That's not you, but I still want to be myself. I'm sorry I can't let you succeed because I'm paranoid and extreme. I'm not just what you want.

Li Huijuan and Wu Paopao 05/1114 There is a kind of person who can't help crying after being angry with cats. This easy-to-be-serious idiot is that I do this to everything. Laugh at me, you cold-blooded animals.

05/ 1 1/ 15

The best thing about me is that he is different from the kitten now. He is a cat that doesn't hold grudges. Yesterday, he seemed to really know that he was wrong and kept meowing, but I ignored him. I picked him up this morning and he immediately purred with rare happiness, so my iceberg-like heart immediately dissolved into a pool of volcanic slurry. Before going out, he happily touched him and kissed him.

05/ 1 1/ 19

Paopao has new clothes today. The aunt next door saw him cute and bought him new clothes. Paopao wears clothes for the first time in his life. The orange hat suits him very well. Bubbles quickly get used to wearing it and are very flexible to run around. With him, I sometimes take off my clothes carelessly, and my hands and feet become more and more flexible. Cool pet just needs to wear clothes, because it will be cold when winter comes, and it is also bought because of the recent bubble. As soon as the wind blows, it bites the cloth into the cat's sand to sleep. Now foam is no longer afraid of cold. It is the warmest cat in the world. It will stand on the balcony and show off with other wild cats, and then run happily in the living room. There is golden sunshine and a shaking hat, and two ropes hang down in front of the hat, cool Green and Lu Jiaxin.

05/ 12/03

Sister Lu Xiao frightened him by exaggerating her age. Regardless of her real age, she changed the date display to 25. Is it allowed to pass year by year, but her age will never change? Is there a 25-year-old sister Lu Xiao who also wants to be the headmaster of Lu Xiao? Can you look at his file? How do lies float in the wind without shame? You can also leave a message wishing him eternal youth. I said I wouldn't wait for anyone this time. Every time I ask, the answer is 80 years. Let me start to panic, but my physique has been changing with age. Although time waits for no man, my weight is even worse. I'm getting fat to middle age. Is there any side that is widened and the stomach can't be hidden for a moment? Weight 1 1 kg? Have these months been a quarter more than my life? By weighing, I gain something new every day. God, I want to be super skinny again, but I'm honest. Isn't it cool that my weight won't shrink without irrigation? After all, if I lie,

05/ 12/20

Then Bubble didn't become unlovable at all because of growing up, but became a dog. When he pats his legs, he will jump up and down while playing computer. He will take pains to take a shower or go to the toilet. He will stand at his feet and wait to brush his teeth. He will knock on the door and let the bubble look back at once. Occasionally, he will add a meow. Occasionally, I woke up and found myself covered with the same quilt, and my body was in the posture of employing people. His front foot is still hanging on the quilt or straight.

06/02/ 15

I am really a soft-hearted and fickle person. I am Zhi from a previous life. My sister is on a small road, collecting folk stories. I'm Lohan. Today, we discussed the sleeping posture in the ancestral temple. According to fairy tales, we point out that an open tax stance is the strongest, and even ghosts will be afraid of you, but will an introverted tax stance attract ghosts? I don't know, but I heard that it will oppress my heart, and I am an introverted sleeper, so I probably have nightmares and often dream ghost stories, which is very close to my daily life. Fortunately, my eight characters are extremely heavy, but in the end, my sister Xiao Lu won the first prize. Not only does she sleep in an open position, but her hands will hold the highest position close to her ears, and there is not enough room for the pillow to be wrapped on the wall. And her foot will definitely tilt up and press on the knee of the other foot. The gestures of her hands and feet add up to something amazing. At this time, the fairy gave her a punch and said in surprise, "My God! In this case, Lohan is reincarnated! Ok, I admit that I was laughing from ear to ear, but the word Lohan is really different. Oh, by the way, if you have a chance to see my sister on the road, please call her: Sleeping Lohan.

06/0 1/23

Bubble fell asleep on my leg. Although my left hand on the keyboard is heavy, it is still sweet. I play computer quietly and try not to move my left hand. He also slept soundly. Almost an hour later, while he was sleeping, he farted on the ground. Where is the sweetness? Bubble ran back to my leg in less than two minutes, and now he is asleep again. I love you, smelly kitten.

06/03/ 13

I said bubble, don't always jump on your dad's stomach like this. Don't you know that your father wants to throw up when he eats barbecue at night?

06/04/22

Xiao Lu shouted at me yesterday, heartless! ! ! ! ! ! ! Me! ! ! ! ! ! Damn it! ! ! ! ! ! You! ! ! ! ! ! ㄟㄟㄟ (poke) is not ㄟㄟ, this is not exaggeration, hate me is exaggeration, it is exaggeration, but as soon as the cake is released, it immediately becomes I love you. It is really grandiose, a moment of love and hate, a moment of grandiose, a grandiose road.

06/05/25

Shit, I'm really graduating. I feel so sad every time I come home from school recently. Thank you. Bye.

06/ 1 1/06

There is nothing wrong with being alone. I was eager and looking forward to it, but once I was lonely and beautiful, there was nothing to be reluctant to give up. It is enough to have a beautiful story. I long for dryness when it rains. There is an umbrella behind me, but I never hold it up, only occasionally miss my only left hand. Thank you for your tenderness. My performance part is for you. Thank you for giving me a pure love. I know you are at the bottom, looking at me with blue eyes. Then I miss singing your left side with my right hand and the smell of your long hair on the horse. You are the most beautiful stewardess. Next time, I will be the old man who bothers you.

06/ 1 1/07

All those vicious words and easy contempt for others have lost their most important ability to love as human beings, not to mention being a stranger without grievances. I know how much love I used to get all this. How much love I use to do everything. Sometimes love will bring wounds, but love will also help us heal. I hope that one day you will have the blessing of love and the courage to face love, and you will be famous and have more troubles. I hope Sodagreen can endure it all the time.

07/04/08

Everyone takes himself seriously and always puts himself in other people's stories. It will be troublesome to sit in the right place. The protagonist of the story will never be those who are sitting in the right seats. They must be important people, never unimportant people. Although I am talking about an unimportant person at the moment, no matter what others say, no one can be my spokesperson. No one will know what I'm going to say, which makes me uncomfortable. I will express myself. Please don't ask anyone to do justice, and don't leave a message to scold others. Oh, you can't see the past. You worry about me. I know, but I'm healthy. I won't trip. Don't trip yourself, and then trip others. Don't scold others because of me. The chaos in this world is really enough. We are going to make this city better together, aren't we?

07/07/26

I went to see Ratatouille today. Very nice. I hope all those who call themselves critics will visit us. From an early age, I learned to comment on other people's creations, analyze other people's tastes, and learn the art of deconstruction. Everyone can be a book review or a music review. It can be painting criticism .. but it is always when we put down our critical mentality that those beautiful things will be reflected in our hearts. What critics should do is to make everyone's works better, but they must have art they don't like and know how to respect others, instead of just finding a reason to trample others under their feet. Have you found out who is the lowest? True beauty sometimes disdains to enter the hearts of those who abuse the name of critics.