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I don't know when I started, but I became an eccentric and withdrawn girl. It seems that no one is talking to me, eating with me, or shopping with me.
In fact, many times, I also feel weird. I like talking to others, but I seldom talk. That's because every time I open my mouth, people will think I'm nagging; It doesn't really matter whether I have someone to eat with me, but I don't like people urging me, "Oh, can you eat faster?" ; I really don't like shopping in the supermarket. ...
Also, the last time physical education class went to free activities, you could see me wandering aimlessly on the playground like a lonely soul, and it seemed that the whole person had been abandoned. Although I was thinking about everything I thought was important, it seemed strange, didn't it? I like a person who is divorced from reality and self-satisfied.
But this is not the case. You think I nag because I like A, but everyone else likes B. You have a good chat, just like nagging me. You chew it five times, and I chew it 10 times. What's wrong with that? Help me eat! Every time I make up my mind to go to the supermarket to buy some snacks-alas, this is too sweet ... that's too much to eat ... this is so little and so expensive ... then I come out empty-handed and waste five minutes.
Understand? That's how I became a lone ranger, or an "eccentric person", and gradually I stopped talking to others.
Someone asked me before, you have no friends, so you never thought it was your own problem? Lonely souls floating on the playground have a long history of thinking about life. Gradually, I also understand that I am not biased.
For example, if you like A, I like B, you don't like me to say B, and I don't like you to say A, then do your own thing. You didn't hear B, and I didn't hear A, so is everyone okay? And I don't have to force myself to like it in order to make friends, do I?
That would make me uncomfortable. I don't fit in. I don't make friends. I'm not biased. Because I want to get along with B and make friends with B, but most people get along with A and want to make friends with A, right? A and B are both good, but "radish and cabbage have their own love".
So if you call me and I don't respond, don't think I'm deaf. I'm talking about sulfur dioxide you don't like.
I am very lively. I like to play with some classmates because I am very happy with my friends.
I am very friendly. I like being with boys and girls. Even if they are angry and ignore me, I will comfort them affectionately.
I am willing to help others. Sometimes my classmates don't bring stationery, I will hand it to him readily, and sometimes I will smile.
I am serious. Although my academic performance is not very good, no matter how bad I am in the exam, I am good as long as I work hard and am not careless.
I like reading. Every time, I watched with rapt attention. My grandmother screamed several times before I reluctantly put down the book. I'm not hungry, but afraid of being scolded by my grandmother.
I like fantasy and writing fairy tales. Every time I write a fairy tale, I am very excited. As soon as I picked up the pen, I kept writing. I finished my composition in just 30 minutes.
I like to organize. Sometimes I clean my room, sometimes I clean the living room and room. I am meticulous and spotless, and I will be praised by my grandmother.
I don't talk in class, but sometimes I do, but I have corrected it. Don't talk in class, don't desert. The teacher told us that in her eyes, only serious and not serious. My calligraphy is very beautiful. Although my grandmother said that my calligraphy structure is not good, in the eyes of the teacher, my calligraphy is serious. Only by being serious can you write well.
I finally know who I am. I am a diligent, earnest and not careless person.