Casual conversation

cover

There are no really kind people in this four-dimensional world, and everything is just a disguise. Many behaviors are carried out under cover. Some people hide a lot, while others hide very little. Cover-up, perhaps in derogatory terms, is hypocrisy. I am a pure hypocrite. I didn't live in this world according to my original intention. I prefer to wrap my life in a false skin. I really like this lifestyle. I sometimes peel off my skin and let people find something strange. Because the most awesome truth is definitely not completely true, but nine truths and one falsehood. I will use a "fake" to make my nine points "true" reach a state.

lie

That "fake" doesn't look like a lie, but it is a lie. There is not a word in the world that is not a lie, and there is not a word that is a complete lie. I didn't cheat anyone, but they or they were cheated by me. I never trust anyone. I believe everything. I will listen patiently, but I won't believe it in my heart. Every moment, it's not that my words are not credible, but that all faith and unbelief depend on this four-dimensional world. One dimension has changed and everything has changed. The word "believe" is meaningless. Because I am self-centered and have nothing to do with others.

oneself

Is there really only one self in the world? That must be wrong. At least I, Pan Weiguang, am not an ego. I have a lot of me. Everyone must have schizophrenia, but most people are hiding it. I do have schizophrenia. I can think about many problems at the same time. And the solution to the problem is also contradictory. I will do this and that in this four-dimensional world. How do so many contradictory selves survive, and how do you realize the existence of every Pan Weiguang? The answer is to use tools.

tool

People and things in the world, except themselves, are just tools. Ordinary objects are simple tools, strangers are speculative tools, parents are the most commonly used tools, and friends are the most convenient tools. And lovers, not lovers, but important opposite sex, are omnipotent tools. For me, women are the master key. Use women, you can vent your desires, use women, you can get comfort, you can push yourself. There is no absolute love in this world, only love. Love-hate relationship is just a morbid state of falling into ideological, moral and ethical concepts. Almost all people don't understand this truth and let tools become their stumbling block in vain. Tool is the way, where is the purpose and what is the realization of the meaning of existence. The meaning lies in the instinct of life.

natural instinct

This four-dimensional world should not have the concept of ambition, and the source of all purposes is instinct. Human instinct is possession and rejection. I want to possess everything in my brain and reject everything outside it. It's just that some people are willing to hide their instincts, some people are unwilling to hide, and very few people are unwilling to hide. I don't want to hide it. I am possessive, and I want to possess this four-dimensional world. But others are constantly occupying it, so this is a competitive world. I will continue to possess tools, and then use tools to compete and possess everything in my mind. I long for the right to refuse, and I long for the ability to refuse everything outside my mind. This kind of possessiveness and refusal has its realistic appearance.

idea

Many people can see me. I love this world, and I try to be really kind. I love my parents, my friends, everyone and everything. I will sincerely love the lover I need. These are all appearances. My hidden appearance. I constantly use lies to maintain these appearances, visualize each self, and coordinate and make full use of these tools for instinct. Then this instinct is constantly covered by appearances.

This is my philosophy of life. If you want to really understand my heart, please understand my philosophy of life first. All my thoughts and ideas are based on this philosophy.

Even if you don't understand, it doesn't matter if you don't understand Because the real me is still the one you know. It's just that you should be alert. I have been living in this world with a cover.