Hu Lancheng

one

I didn't do anything in Nanjing before, and I didn't read many books, newspapers and magazines. On this day, I sent a copy of Feng's Heaven and Earth Monthly. I think He Yi's name is good, so I moved a cane chair and put it on the grass in the yard, lying in the sun reading a book. Read the speech first. It turns out that Feng is also called Su Qing. It's hard for her to be so generous and neat. Turn to a "blockade", by Zhang Ailing. I only watched one or two paragraphs, and I felt that I couldn't sit up straight. I watched it carefully again and again. When I saw Hu, I asked him to watch. He praised me after reading it, but I still have no idea.

I'll ask Su Qing, who is this Zhang Ailing fruit?

She only replied that it was a woman. I only think that anything about Zhang Ailing in the world is good. The second issue of Heaven and Earth has arrived, and there is an article by Zhang Ailing, which is true. This issue has her photos. When I see a good person or a good thing, I will be skeptical. It seems that I have to prove it again and again, so I am silly and happy again and again, but I don't ask what this has to do with me.

Later, I asked Su Qing about Zhang Ailing, and she said that Zhang Ailing didn't see anyone. Asked her for Zhang Ailing's address, she hesitated before writing it to me. That's Room 65, sixth floor, Apartment Hede Road 192, Jing 'an Temple.

I went to see Zhang Ailing the next day, but I didn't see her. I just handed a note from the door, because I didn't bring my business card. Another day passed, after lunch, Zhang Ailing called and said that she would come to see me. My home in Shanghai is in the beautiful garden of Daxi Road, not far from her, and she really came at once.

As soon as I met Zhang Ailing's people, I only felt that it was completely wrong with what I thought. She entered the living room, as if it were too big, and sat there, naive and pitiful, saying that she was a female student and not even mature. I am even afraid that she lives in poverty, thinking that wartime intellectuals are inherently bitter, but she can't make me feel that she is a writer.

Zhang Ailing's indomitable spirit will be shaken in the world, but my living room has become inappropriate today. She used to pay great attention to clothes, but she is a newcomer to this world. There are different kinds of clothes with different prices, but for her, nothing in this world is tasteful. She looks like seventeen or eighteen, and her body and clothes are rebellious. Her expression is the serious expression on the little girl's face when she comes home from school. When she is walking alone on the road, she ignores what she is thinking.

She is not strong and attractive, but I think I am surrounded by her people. I don't even think she is beautiful, but I don't like her and I'm afraid of hurting her. Beauty is a concept, and it must be like this. Even the love of beauty has a fixed feeling. However, Zhang Ailing hit me all over. I often think that I know what magic is. When it comes to the real thing, gorgeous is not that glamorous method, and surprise is not that shocking method.

In fact, I really want to have a fight with Aileen, criticize her popular works now, say that her articles there are good, and talk about my affairs in Nanjing, because I see myself so clearly in front of her. I also asked her about her monthly income from writing articles and listened to her frank answer. When we first met, she was a young lady. It is impolite to ask these questions, but for a good person, the meaning of cherishing can only be to care about her body and life.

Zhang Ailing also likes to listen to me attentively. After sitting in the living room for five hours, she was generally confused and ridiculous. I was good before I met her, so she liked me, because I was really unconditional. And her love was before she knew her feelings. It's strange. I don't know. I don't know. I can also be a confidant.

Later, I sent her to the alley and they walked side by side. I said, "Why are you so tall?" Zhang Ailing was very surprised and almost disgusted by this sound, but it was really good.

two

The next day I went to see Zhang Ailing. Her room is so luxurious that I feel uneasy. Indoor furnishings and furniture are simple and not very valuable, but they are priceless. Modern freshness and brightness are almost irritating. Outside the balcony, the whole of Shanghai is covered with clouds and shadows, and the trams under it come and go. Today, Zhang Ailing, wearing a sapphire silk coat and bright yellow glasses, looks like the moon. When Tokyo was at its peak in the Three Kingdoms, Liu Bei was afraid to go to Mrs Sun's room, and so was Zhang Ailing's room.

I sat in her room for a long time, just talking about theory and life for a while. Zhang Ailing just listened. Male huan female yue, a kind of like dancing, a kind of like fighting, and China old-fashioned male and female puppet dance carved on the bar, it is outrageous and provocative, just like Xue and Princess Dai Zhan meet in front of the two armies, and that dance is also like fighting. In folk songs, there are men and women in trouble, storytellers love to hear Su Xiaomei's three difficult grooms, and Wang Anshi and Su Dongpo are political enemies. However, it is said that Wang Anshi's "xianggong" impressed Su with the knowledge of chrysanthemum in Huangzhou and tea in summer. Their friendship is very lively, much better than their political opponents. I have never been an opponent of others, and I don't fight. Now I am fighting with Zhang Ailing.

But I use all my weapons, not as good as hers, just ordinary hands. Zhang Peilun, Zhang Ailing's grandfather, married Miss Li Hongzhang, which is a famous story. Because I told her, she copied her grandmother's poem to me, saying that her grandmother's poem was not very good, and this one was also adapted by her grandfather. She ruined the story in this way, so she wrote a good novel.

Zhang Ailing said that when she heard that I was imprisoned in Nanjing, she was moved to pity her talent. She and Su Qing went to Zhou Jia to find a way to save me. I just think she is childish and ridiculous, and a surprise is better than gratitude. I can't even compare with Zhang Peilun, because the present moment is worth a thousand dollars, and I don't even have time to be moved and compared.

After returning home, I wrote my first letter to Zhang Ailing. The result was a new poem similar to the May 4th Movement, which was generally naive and ridiculous. Zhang Ailing was also surprised, and I thought it was good. It's all because of Zhang Ailing, which makes me feel embarrassed when I think about it later. But I said in my letter that she was humble, but I told her. She wrote back that I was "compassionate because I knew."

From now on, I will visit her every other day. I went to see her three or four times, and Zhang Ailing suddenly became very upset and sad. Women love a person, there will be such grievances. She sent me a note telling me not to see her again, but I didn't think anything would happen in the world, so I went to see her again that day, and she was still very happy to see me. I will visit her every day in the future.

Because I talked about the photos published in Heaven and Earth, she showed them to me the next day, and there was a paragraph on the back: "Seeing him, she became very low, as low as dust, but she was happy and bloomed out of the dust." She sent photos from Wu like a sword. Take myself as an example. Xu Jun is just a lover, but it doesn't necessarily mean anything. Zhang Ailing knows that I like it. Since you like it, I will give it to you and give you the photos. I am also happy. And I just accepted it, not fascinated. All kinds of feelings and thoughts can be just a good word. The realm of this good word is that it is still before feelings and thoughts, but it is meaningful, not meaningful, and even has no name.

three

In Nanjing, Zhang Ailing wrote a letter. I hold it in my hand like a stone, so weighty, but not responsible. I don't miss you very much, but I have begun to like singing. Every time I go back to Shanghai, I will go to see Aileen before I go home. I walked in the door and said, "I'm back."

It was not until dusk that I came out of Aileen's residence and came to the beautiful garden house. Before going to bed, I must talk to my Qingyun once. Qingyun thinks that my uncle is always good, and Miss Zhang is not much better than an idle woman. One night, I came out of Aileen's apartment and went to the club in Xiong Jian. Mr. and Mrs. Jiandong are playing cards with friends. I looked at it once at the poker table, but I felt restless and full. I want to sing and talk, and even the electric light will laugh at me.

I often go back to Shanghai once a month for eight or nine days. I go out in the morning and go home at night just to see Zhang Ailing. The two of them are in the room. The man has abandoned farming and the woman has abandoned weaving. I don't want to go out to play with Lu, and I have no time. In the old play, it seems true that Shen Guisheng can stay in Zhizhen's room with a nun for several years and months, without even thinking about a honeymoon trip.

When we are together, we just can't finish talking. In front of Aileen, what I want to say is like a novice playing the Hu Qin. I tried, but I still couldn't say the right thing. The sound of silk and bamboo has also become the sound of stone. I am really annoyed and distressed. I often say that I change when I change, and I regret it. However, Aileen likes this kind of excitement, and she likes to knock off the brains of people who listen to Shanxi Bangzi. Listen to me, there are people everywhere. No matter what I say, Aileen also feels like "climbing the fence to pick fragrant flowers, and her words are happy."

I'm not used to all kinds of Aileen. She never sympathizes with others, nor with anyone. There is no exaggeration or injustice in her world. She is very selfish and heartless. Her selfishness is that a person makes a scene in a festive occasion, and her own existence is particularly clear. She is cruel because she can't stand a little injustice. She is obedient, and obedience is her willing happiness. And she has countless apologies to the world, and always feels that she has done something wrong and regrets it. Her regret is like discussing the soft words of swallows in the spring of the earth.

I am pedantic, and Zhang Ailing gave me a fresh surprise before judging right or wrong. In old novels, people often go to fairyland, and most of them don't know their names. Aileen's words and deeds are like ice charcoal to me, but I don't think so at the moment. Even the painting she showed me was completely different from what I expected. But I don't have to wait until I know later to admire with joy. I didn't even know it at first, and even my admiration for joy hasn't formed yet. Rebellion surprised me a little, which is good. And I just admit everything I don't know with such a spicy and confused goodwill. She asked me if I liked her paintings, so I had to answer yes. Aileen was very happy and told menstruation.

I am a man with ideological training, and I admit nothing until I have finished my theory. I showed my paper to Aileen, but she said it was better to dissolve because of the strict system. I did dissolve it and control everything like an army. It turned out that it was better to let everything go home and talk and laugh all the way. I am also forbidden by noun terms. I am not afraid of being rich and powerful, but I am timid about the official academic authority. I once dared to say that A Dream of Red Mansions is better than Tolstoy's War and Peace or Goethe's Faust, but Aileen replied categorically that A Dream of Red Mansions is certainly better than The Journey to the West. Morning glory and Weaver Girl meet at the Magpie Bridge, whispering endlessly, and in a blink of an eye, even entertainment becomes sloppy. There is a midnight song: Stay overnight, talk all night, Wan Li is a long way.

Aileen and I are from Wan Li Road, Tonghua, and we can't even speak Korean.

I was too obsessed with the relationship between men and women. After a few days, both of them were entangled, so I went to Nanjing again to give her time to write articles. And every time I say goodbye, I don't feel sad. It seems that after the Lantern Festival, I have a new understanding of ordinary days. Let's say that the Milky Way is a drop of tears. It turns out that the lightness of the Milky Way is a description of joy.

four

Christ said, "Caesar's belongs to Caesar, and God's belongs to God." People are classified like this now, but Zhang Ailing taught me that there are no taboos. Everyone in the world died of martyrdom, not martyrdom. If a good thing is forbidden by witchcraft, it is a bad thing.

I often hear people say that I was the happiest when I was a student, and I also asked Aileen, but Aileen didn't like school life very much. I thought childhood was necessary, and she didn't miss it. Now I think it's the right feeling, but now she doesn't feel so right. She also confidently told me that she didn't like her parents, that she lived alone outside, that she had a younger brother who came to see her occasionally, and that she was heartless. This is very contrary to my work. However, China's civilization was originally built on the basis of five virtues and five permanents, not people who belong to the five virtues and five permanents. Human relations have not been destroyed by the revolution for thousands of years, because twenty-four filial piety can have Peach Blossom Girl and Fan Lihua at the same time.

Folk theater, love to watch the peach blossom girl who fights with her father-in-law I also like Fan Lihua and Fan Lihua who killed their husbands and fathers, but the Datang World still hopes that she will become a beautiful and capable person. Nezha, Nezha is a child. He is in big trouble. His father was afraid of getting into trouble and punished him with his life. Nezha was angry and returned the meat to his mother and the bones to his father. Later, avalokitesvara made limbs out of lotus leaves and lotus roots. Zhang Ailing is also such a lotus body.

Aileen is new to her, and the new clothes she wears are particularly eye-catching for impure. She immediately felt a little confused or obscene. Xiang Yu was in a serial studio. The man said to Jiang Xue, "Xiang Yu loves his wife, but Jiang Xue hates my friends." Aileen is very unhappy. I met several intellectuals through gossip with Aileen. As soon as Aileen saw them, she could see that they were neither clean nor clever. Every time I listen to her, I can't help comparing people with myself. I am more or less afraid, but I can't behave myself.

I praised Aileen's room, but she said it was decorated by her mother before going abroad. If she does it herself, she will like exciting colors. Zhao Kuangyin described the rising sun: "If you don't want to shine, Qian Shan is like a fire." Aileen's excitement is the bright color of spicy pies like this. She looked at the clothes of Jin Pingmei and Song Huilian, and she noticed them. I asked her if she was excited to see obscene places, but she didn't. She loves reading tabloids, and while laughing and cursing, she reads many ugly posturing sentences; There are also quips. The quips in the tabloids are often pitiful and can't arouse Aileen's sympathy at all, but when she told me, she was so happy and funny. No matter what she is looking at, she is still just herself, not sharing joys and sorrows with the people in the book, as clean as if she were not contaminated with the world of mortals.

Even if it is a good thing, Aileen doesn't touch herself. Many women in the new school have read her articles and deliberately tried to imitate the characters she wrote, but Aileen herself doesn't like such characters. Aileen can be close to Pan Jinlian and Li Pinger in Jin Ping Mei, but she never sympathizes with them. She is also very close to Lin Daiyu, Xue Baochai, Feng and even Aunt Zhao in A Dream of Red Mansions, but she never wants to compare them with herself. She does the same thing for men in books or now. She is a person who never falls in love in spring.

I thought I could look at the princes positively, but I still have too much gratitude. Irene has never done this. Even if the other person is the sun god, she can see him clearly in a small place. The feelings of ordinary people, even me, tend to tolerate gentlemen, not villains, and so do things, but tragedies are always made by good people, and many beautiful things are just destroyed, because such beauty is limited and morbid, but in fact it is unforgivable or unforgivable. Aileen is strict with good people and deeds, but she is only strict with small people and ordinary things. She is really equal. Aileen is like a child, so she doesn't like children. She is not close to dogs and kittens, and even doesn't like little angels. Once, when she came back from moving a white newspaper with books printed on it, she had to pay the coachman a small bill at the door of the apartment. She felt very ashamed and afraid. She would rather ask for more money, put it in the hands of the coachman, and hurried upstairs, even afraid to look at the coachman's face. China folks also say that children's eyes are the cleanest, and they laugh when they sleep, because the Bodhisattva is teaching them, and sometimes they are afraid for no reason, because they see something ominous and unclean. Zhang Ailing doesn't study current affairs at all, but she told me that Japanese pop songs are very sad, which means that Japan is going to die. At that time, I was afraid to tell Ikeda. If he knew, he should be scared to cry.

five

Zhang Ailing likes to smell, so do the smells of paint and gasoline. She drinks strong tea and eats greasy and rotten things. She seldom buys things, but she is not stingy with her food. She eats snacks every day. She feeds herself like a red-billed green warbler. She has money to buy clothes and rouge pollen. When she was a little girl, an article was published in the newspaper and she got five yuan. The adults said that this was the first payment, and she should buy a dictionary as a souvenir, but she immediately took the money to buy lipstick.

Her mother was Miss Huang Junmen in the late Qing Dynasty, a beautiful westernized woman, and it was disheartening to train Aileen as a young lady. Her mother taught her how to laugh skillfully, but Aileen didn't laugh. When she smiles, she smiles broadly, or just smiles diligently, even forgetting that she is laughing, which is a bit silly. Aileen described herself to me like this, and she was only very happy about this helpless thing. He added, "My mother taught me how to walk like a lady, but I always stumble when I walk. I will bump into the corner of a desk and chair in my room for three or two days, and my legs will be bruised when I break my skin. So I wiped it with mercuric chloride. Every time menstruation was surprised, he thought that he was so badly hurt and was still bleeding. " She felt very happy when she said it.

Aileen showed me two strings of big glass beads, one blue and one purple, that her mother brought her from Egypt when she was a child. I immediately felt like a boy and looked down on this kind of girl stuff. She also showed me her childhood composition. At the age of fourteen, she wrote A Dream of Red Mansions in Modern Times, which consisted of two manuscripts. At the beginning, Qin Zhong and Zhi Li eloped by train in Hangzhou and got married freely, but they were in financial trouble, angry and sad. Later, Jia Mu took Baoyu and her sisters to the West Lake to watch the water sports meeting and eat ice cream. I was surprised at first sight how she could spoil everyone's fun, but her writing was really rational and clean.

Zhang ailing made people sit up and take notice of her at first sight. She will never cater to you, let alone you. You can't see through her when you look at her with all the stereotypes of beauty and evil. According to the Buddhist scripture, if you don't meet each other for thirty-two times, that's how she is. Occasionally, a cultured man came to see her, and barely sat down once, only feeling that he could not stare at her for a long time. Good things don't make people feel safe, but they make people a little uneasy.

No matter what she does, she seems to be undertaking an important event, and the expression on her face is very serious when she walks. Even when she draws a needle or opens a can, she looks just and serious. What we used to do, although absent-minded, can be done properly. Now she is very hard and won't give in. However, she actually contacted two writers who wrote the manuscript, and the money was well budgeted. She handles things in her own order and is not bullied. A beggar once robbed her handbag in Lu Yu, but she didn't take it away for a long time. Once again, a beggar robbed a small steamed bun in her hand, half of which fell to the ground and half of which she took back.

I always owe money to others in terms of human feelings, but Aileen is twofold. Everything is clear. I never drag my feet. She and her aunt live in different rooms, and they always quarrel about money. But she knew it herself and said to me, "My aunt said I was a money addict." I smiled and was very happy. She and Yan Ying rarely go to the coffee shop to eat snacks together, and they must also make it clear who will pay the bill first. Yan Ying is a very witty Indian woman. She has the ability to make the coffee shop owner, the Jew, soft-hearted and look down on her money. Aileen told me that she was very happy.

Aileen's money is like life, which reminds me of a string of lucky money woven with red rope on the first day of the first month when I was a child. They are all white copper coins of Kangxi Daoguang, and I also have this joy. I laughed at Aileen: "Some fathers pay tuition for their children and complain that all my money is hard-earned money." Aileen felt very helpless when she heard these words. She smiled and said, "I have no money and no blood. But sweat and blood will only make people feel uncomfortable, so they are not so gratified. "

Aileen has a sense of righteousness, generosity and frugality every time she uses money, which is no exaggeration. Once talking about a friend's house, she said that so many valuable things were unpleasant to read, only that she would rather not be rich. Irene lives in an apartment, and the next room is a German. Being stingy is not fun. Aileen said, "Westerners are very stingy. Although they will invest in big projects and are willing to pay for charity, they don't know a virtue called generosity. "

six

Aileen never worries about it, or often cries. She told me twice. Once, she was a man about ten years old, but I couldn't remember whether Aileen hated him or liked him. She was very depressed, so she burst into tears. Another time, when I was studying at the University of Hong Kong, I had a summer vacation for one year. Yan Ying seems to have returned to Shanghai without waiting for her. Usually she doesn't want to go home, but this time she fell on the bed and cried and shouted. In her articles, she is used to depicting sad, gentle and quiet tears, but she would rather be like a sunny day with white rain.

She said, "You said you didn't leave your sadness behind. I think so am I, but the last time you went to Nanjing, I was sad. " But after all, she is not a tearful person. On another occasion, she wrote, "I thought you could come and go from here in the future." She is thinking about getting married and doesn't know what to do, but she has stopped thinking about it.

Before I asked Aileen what she had always thought about getting married, she said she didn't really imagine it. She doesn't want to fall in love with anyone, even those who pursue her seem to have never met. If there is, she probably doesn't like it. In short, it's still early. When it's time to get married, don't be picky. An ambitious man can be generous about getting married or not, but she can be a woman.

But she never thought she would meet me. I have a wife and she doesn't care. Or if I have a lot of girlfriends, even playing with prostitutes, she won't be jealous. She would rather all the women in the world like me. Even though I don't spend much time with her, they are only as far away as I am in the room when she goes to the kitchen for tea. Where the two of us are, only half of others can reach and the other half can't.

Irene and I are just lovers. It is better to say "lover" than "Huan" in the midnight song. When they sit in the room and chat, she will look at me and be ecstatic. She said, "How can you be so smart? If you knock on the top of your head in Shanghai dialect, the soles of your feet will ring. " Later, when I was desperate, I read an old saying: "A gentleman is like a precept", and I smiled unconsciously. She was so surprised that she would only ask, "Is your man real? Is it true that you and I are together like this? " I still have to answer, which makes me stiff. I once heard Aileen say that there was a phrase "dying of thirst" in an old novel. I was shocked, praised her and asked her which old novel she wrote. She was also surprised and said, "This is a common occurrence." In fact, she is always ecstatic and confused to have such a modern idiom.

But I've never seen anyone like me like her. I think this is a great event for anyone who has met Zhang Ailing. I want to hear how beautiful her people are, but I don't even have the usual evaluation. Everyone loves her articles, just like watching the lantern market, which is an unforgettable bosom friend, but I don't think they can be enthusiastic forever. I face the beauty of the world like them, but I am shocked only when I smell the chicken dancing.

In July, Yu Hengjun of Japan came to Shanghai. When I talked about Zhang Ailing, he wanted to know her. I replied that I couldn't incur it, and I had to ask her to see it. Xiong Jiandong said several times that he would entertain Zhang Ailing and asked me to accompany him to see her, but I refused. I only introduced Ikeda, and every time he met Aileen, I was with him, which seemed like a big deal. Ikeda said that he regards Yan Ying as his sister and Miss Zhang as his sister, and he is older than him. Zhang Ailing also said Ikeda was good, but I don't think Ikeda was influenced by her.

Irene and I are like this. There are mountains that are not tired of heights, and there are seas that are not tired of depths. Mountains and seas can hardly be children's thoughts. Neither of us wanted to get married. But Indy and I divorced and we got married. I'm thirty-eight and she's twenty-three. There was no ceremony, so I decided to write a marriage certificate. The article said: Hu Lancheng Zhang Ailing signed a lifelong engagement, wishing the years to be quiet and the world to be peaceful.

The first two sentences were written by Aileen, and the last two sentences were written by me, with Yan Ying as the media.

Although we are married, it seems that we have never been married. I won't let her life change a little because of me. They don't look like husband and wife. One is golden couple.

seven

Things that the world knows more about evil often have great power, such as the cloud of evil spirits, which will scare people away from the door and blow away their souls. I don't know that good things can also have great power, which makes people see life directly and has such a shock. According to the Buddhist scriptures, there are six kinds of eighteen-phase vibrations in the world, which are actually like the vibrations dropped by thermonuclear bombs. But the power of evil spirits is threatening, shocking, frightening and insignificant, while the beautiful things are as powerful as Xianglinsao Weifeng, surprising and flying. Only when good things also exert great power can the great power of evil spirits be transformed into good luck. Westerners have only found God, and their people are still burnt offerings, not as good as the people of China. Whoever stands in front of them can be killed with a stick, just like Emperor Gaozu's way of cutting snakes.

When I was a child, I thought flowers were flowers and water was water. When I saw the moon on the roof, I thought of it. People and things are clean and emotional, which is also reasonable. When I grew up, I was impacted by the western spirit on China civilization. Because I was bent on learning well, listening to theory, and pretending my feelings in order to fit in, I made Jia Baoyu in A Dream of Red Mansions in Glass seriously ill. Monks can cure diseases and attack people, so they took off their psychic gems and sent them out. The monk looked at the jade in his hand and sighed. He didn't come for fifteen years, so he was so greedy. I remembered this passage after reading it. I really want to hide my tears.

I am here with Aileen, and I see myself and everything in the world again. Modern China and the West can be just a Haiyan River. In The Journey to the West, Tang Priest went to Lei Yin to learn from the scriptures. When boarding the boat across the river, I was slightly pushed by the public and almost fell into the water. When he looked at it qualitatively, a body was dripping from the upstream. He was surprised and said that there are dead people in the Buddha country. Monkey said, Master, that's your occupation. Congratulations on your liberation. I was surprised to see my body here in Irene. Without her, I can't write the years of mountains and rivers.

The two of us are in the room, as if "looking at each other before and after the mirror, looking at each other." She and I are fellow initiates who live together and share the same fate and knowledge. Irene is very beautiful. She's great, and she's always shocking. She is completely rational, rational as mathematics, and that's all. Without theoretical logic, her surprise is as straight as mathematics, and her beauty is as infinite as mathematics. I'm not allowed to exaggerate, I'm allowed to be poor and thin, and I have to correct her every time. My predecessors said that lovers are like tuning harps, and I tuned them right from Aileen. I was in Hong Kong a while ago and bought a Beethoven record. I didn't like it, but Beethoven called it a musical saint, so I listened hard every day and tried to make myself understand it. Knowing that Aileen began to learn the piano at the age of nine and at the age of fifteen, I was waiting for pride. I didn't expect her to say that she didn't like the piano, which cheered me up. Since middle school, I have been dismissive of Beijing Opera, Yue Opera and pop songs. And I didn't know until Aileen pointed it out. Okay, I like it. "University" said: "The so-called sincere people do not deceive themselves, such as smelly as lewd." I only have myself now.

Aileen reads the most modern western literature. When they were in the room, she often told me something like "eighteen drawers". A nun moved out for dinner and invited her lover. She told me about the works of Bernard Shaw, Hercus Lai, Summer Simonte and Lawrence. After she finished, she always said, "But their benefits are limited", as if the dust had invaded my hearing. She doesn't think there is anything wrong with my poor English at all, but she is more careful and sorry for me. However, she has no interest in western classical works, such as Shakespeare, Goethe, Russia (or Soviet Russia? -Sang Ni note) she doesn't love. Everything grand in the west, such as their murals, symphonies, revolutions or world wars, makes people feel hard, but it is not good. Ai Lingning only likes modern civilian spirit. Tolstoy's War and Peace, where I read it, she was not moved at all. On the contrary, she saw that several parts were well described, but there were no stories. She won't be coaxed into singing and crying with others, because her feelings are clear and rational. Even the day Indy and I divorced, I went to Aileen in tears, and Aileen was not sympathetic.

I have never seen Aileen buy books, and there are no books in her room. I brought the Book of Songs, Yuefu Poems and Li Yishan Poems, and she will return them as soon as she reads them. I borrowed Japanese board paintings, ukiyo-e paintings and Cezanne's picture books from Ikeda, and she liked them all. Ikeda said she would give it to her, but she didn't want it. I asked her about the fragments of the material she described in the article. She just looked in the shop and didn't buy it. I feel sorry, but she doesn't feel sorry at all. Aileen is like Qin Luofu in Sangtian and Hu Ji in Yulin Langli. No matter how much she touched the other party, she just meant well and had no affection.

She is obedient to me and won't change her mind because of me. I often have a discussion for a while, and then I feel wrong and say to her, "Just like yourself, please don't be influenced by me." She smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't do it. Although I can't do it, I still like to listen. " She is everyone, really like a paradise without relatives.

A sincere person is not necessarily smart, but he is "a sincere person who knows what he wants first, and then knows what he wants". If he wants to be smart, he can be sincere and care only when he knows. And you can't know how to get rid of things, but things are still before you know them. Wu Ge is a complete secret. Aileen is a human being, and it is difficult for me to know about her. Aileen's cleverness is really like a crystal heart glass man. I thought I could show off to China in her ancient books, but she is also very strong. Two people are sitting together reading a book, and the sentences in that book are just like people in the street only say hello to her, but I'm glad I'm alone with her. When reading the Book of Songs, I thought she might not like elegance, and I didn't want the Book of Songs to convince her. There is an article, I only read the first two sentences: "I am a scholar, I am returning to heaven." Aileen was surprised and said, "Ah! It's really a year of drought. " Nineteen ancient poems wrote: "There are beautiful women in Zhao Yan, and the beautiful woman is Yan Ruyu, dressed in the clothes of Luo Shang, who is a happy family." She said in surprise, "How chaste! That's a prostitute! " Watch the midnight song together: "Where does the joy come from? There is sadness at the end. " She sighed. "That's great. She really loves him!" "I realized that I usually thought I understood things, but I didn't.

Aileen doesn't read theory books or even like history. However, I still read one of her essays on clothes, only knowing many important events since the early years of the Republic of China, and she wrote clothes only for the sake of writing clothes, without any explanation of the environmental era. Aileen is all about her knowledge, that is, taking care of everything in the world.

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Zhang Ailing is a beauty in the Republic of China. After reading her article, I only think that she knows everything. In fact, she has no world, but everything in this era will come to negotiate with her, as if "flowers fall in the shirt and shadows fall in the pool." One morning, I walked with her to the beautiful garden, the sound of trees and cars on Daxi Road, and the pedestrians in the shop. Aileen was very happy. She said to me, "There are thousands of things that are modern, but they are ours after all."

Aileen's mother is still in Nanyang, and her aunt came back from Europe to work in Jardine Matheson. One day, she talked about the wartime damage in Berlin, so she talked about the streets of Berlin. I asked Aileen, and Aileen answered.