Since I graduated in 2009, it will be 10 years soon. I have some thoughts and lessons, so I will write them for the time being, give myself a little warning and give you some experience when reading this article.
The landlord is a second-rate undergraduate, majoring in computer, not the school's ace major. After four years, I can remember only a little C language foundation and some data structures, and I have learned a little. Last semester of my senior year, I failed in the postgraduate entrance examination. In the last six months, I hurried to find a job. I ran many school recruitment meetings and submitted countless resumes. Naturally, there is no following. Later, I heard from my classmates that I trained Java in a software company. After signing up, I went there and saw that there were thirty or forty people going with me. Finally, I made a small original project as my graduation thesis, successfully passed my defense and got my diploma and degree certificate!
Three months later, I got to know something about Song Seung Heon. Finally, before the school kicked us out, I found a job in a startup company. The monthly salary is not much. I tried 800 yuan and became a full member 1200, so I survived, but I also needed the help of another classmate-porridge.
To tell the truth, I'm a little sorry for the boss of the startup company. At that time, I only learned SSH for three months, and I was not even familiar with Java. So I worked as an intern in the company for seven months on two small projects. Later, I felt that I had some skills, and the boss always couldn't get the project and couldn't make money. We obviously felt that the boss was a little hard and had some differences, so the first job was over.
Therefore, the first conclusion is: while surviving by luck, don't forget to observe the world and understand the general development trend of your industry. Although the landlord is conservative, even if he knows the trend, he may not follow suit, but at least he should know what he is doing. At that time, the landlord had a ridiculous idea: there are only two kinds of development in the world-system development and application development, and there is no technical content in making a website. The reason why the landlord has such a ridiculous cognition is that he doesn't read any other books except novels and technical books, but just browses the industry news, and he doesn't leave any impression in his heart. Confucius said: learning without thinking is useless, and thinking without learning is dangerous. At that time, I just lived by instinct, and four years of college was really shameful.
At that time, I left the startup company, because I was in naked resignation and had only 1000 yuan in my hand. Don't ask me how I saved this money with only 1200. I don't want to recall those days. At that time, it was already the first day of the New Year, and there was still one month before the Spring Festival. I submitted my resume everywhere in a panic. I worked in a telecom outsourcing company for a month first, and then I continued to look for it if I felt dissatisfied. I found a website company first, and reported it later. I tried 1500 and became a full member in 2000. At that time, I disdained to do website development, and my salary was low. I found a company that had to do OA and tried 1800 to become a full-fledged member of 2500. Interview and then written test, finally finalized this matter years ago. I sighed in my heart and went home happily.
Actually, this OA company is not bad. When I went, the annual sales seemed to be only 50 million, but when I left, it had reached more than 200 million. I didn't understand the difference between the Internet and traditional software companies at that time, and it was not very popular to compare the two words together. When the leaders of OA company talk about the Internet, they always say with disdain: What technical content a website has, enterprise application is king. I am influenced by them, and this idea is deeply rooted in my heart.
I have been in this company for five years. Now that I think about it, I'm afraid I can't stay in any company for five years.
There, I just graduated from the company for a year. Although I know a little SSH, it is no problem to debug bugs in development projects, but I feel despised as soon as I enter the company. I remember a colleague who worked as an interface asked me how to achieve an effect with jQuery. He is older than me, and I said I wouldn't. He took one look at me and left. That glance made me feel full of contempt and deeply hurt. I remember it was Monday. I didn't work overtime to fix the bug that day. After five o'clock, I went to a bookstore I know and bought a book, jQuery In Action. I started watching it when I got home, and then I made a Demo on my rotten Shenzhou. Until eleven o'clock, I watched nearly a third of it a day. I finished reading the book in five days, and I did half the examples. I feel that my strength has improved a lot at once. Because of this, I don't know anything about JS, and I don't think it is too difficult to master it. Now I have experienced three frameworks of VUE, Angular and React.
Later, I didn't go to that colleague to prove my strength, because it was no longer needed. Soon, the company's OA will release a new version. At that time, it was said that the front end should use jQuery, give it to one person to learn, and then share it with all colleagues in the company. I said I had studied it, and this matter came to me. Because of this, I was famous in that company with only two years' working experience, and I was also relied on by Feng Ge, the leader of the technical department, and worked under his direct leadership for five years.
/kloc-At the beginning of 0/2, something happened that changed my life. My father has lung cancer, which makes me feel guilty. Borrowed some from colleagues and friends, and the company sponsored some, but it still failed to save his life. I am a poor child from the countryside and have no savings to see my father. Borrowed money, just hurried back for a few days, and then went back to earn money. It's also because I really can't bear to see my father's body wasting away because of chemotherapy. /kloc-The day before New Year's Day in 0/3, he left. I acted as if nothing had happened, but my inner passion for work and technology has disappeared by most.
The next two years are just muddling along, and I have lost my mind to keep forging ahead. The new technology is just a glance at the names and concepts, and the main thoughts are on novels and various news. Actually, I'm not reading novels or news, but I'm just in a daze. Novels or news are just a cover-up.
There were people I liked at that time, but now I think about it. I don't like it so much, but I try my best to divert my attention, otherwise I won't wait for more than a year to know each other before I want to start. I didn't succeed in the end, because I knew I didn't like it that much. I didn't like anyone at that time. I like anyone who can keep me from being desperate. It's just that I understand that this is not what I really like, so I later wrote a lot of poems to express my love and love, and I won't use it to make a fool of myself. I just want others to think that I am lovelorn. I would rather let my friends think that I am sad because of lovelorn and desperate because of breaking up. In fact, all this is just because-my father died, I have no more dependence, and the family responsibility can't be placed on others, so I can only fight, but I'm not ready yet.
Insomnia was very serious in those two nights, and I didn't sleep well for over a year. Later, the landlord thought of many ways, such as not sleeping the day before, persisting for a day, and finally being able to sleep at ten o'clock in the evening, but waking up to find that it was only three o'clock and I couldn't sleep again. Later, when I went out to play, I met a psychiatrist. According to him, this is actually a serious stage of depression, which requires drug intervention. It's just that I didn't understand this at the time and thought of countless ways. Finally, after three months of long-term running, I finally got well. Just a lot of repetition. Once running stops, it will start again three days later, wake up at three o'clock and then can't sleep. So during that time, even if I worked overtime, I would go running in the afternoon 1 1. Maybe that's why my hair turned white.
I have to thank Brother Feng for his love. Whether I am late for work and leave early, or I change my five-day holiday to 10 for half a day (for example, I take a half-day leave without getting up in the morning), he tolerates me. Although he would say a few words to me from time to time, he didn't really blame me. It's only 15, and I don't think I can give him any more trouble. It was also at that time that I began to blame all the unhappy reasons on the phenomenon of low salary. I want to put up with it until the beginning of 16, but it may be the cause of depression (I didn't know it until after I left my job, and I haven't intervened with drugs yet, but I solved it with my mind). I left Chengdu, a city that stayed for ten years, and then I came to Beijing for a trip to the north.
After coming to Beijing, I changed three companies in more than three years. I won't mention the specific name or elaborate on it. I can only say that during my five years in Chengdu, I left too much behind. And I have to say, I jumped out, otherwise I will be arrogant in the trap of arrogance for many years. In the traditional OA industry, I felt that my salary was low and I began to mix the Internet. It was at this time that I discovered that there were so many technical deficiencies.
15 10 months, which is already 15 10 months. I only know one concept about distributed services! I cann't believe I haven't used Redis in practice! I've never heard of a distributed messaging system! For big data, I only know Hadoop, not even Scala, let alone Spark! For Linux, I can only install one system, with a CD and mkdir! For the front end, I can only jQuery! I have never used Mybatis. I only know the configuration of database connection pool, the single-column index of Mysql index and the factory mode of design!
Yes, if you look at this article, the landlord was so short of theoretical knowledge at that time, and I was only able to answer questions in the interview because of technical sensitivity and topic initiative. In fact, even if I really only know these things, if I can study the source code and have a very deep understanding, it is still very powerful! I have just lost it for five years, and I have completely lost it. The landlord who worked for 10 has only five years of continuous learning experience!
The landlord thought it over carefully. If you really want to catch up, it is really inefficient to build a car behind closed doors. Just apply for a blog, set up a flag, give yourself a little supervision and let yourself have a little pursuit! In the next 20 19, the landlord intends to take the big data route, and some articles may be published one after another to let him learn a little. If you can think for a minute, it will be my pleasure!
This article is transferred from the article of "Wandering Master" in Blog Garden. Address: blogs.com/syzzzlj/.