The long-suffering paper has finally been written, and I want to express my feelings.
It is not difficult to dream and stick to it. Without faith and dreams, it is not surprising to drop out of school. Universities are always on the right path, moving in this direction, and everything else is insignificant. This is not a school, let alone a diploma. When you understand it one day, you are already a person who won't let yourself have regrets, a person who has no regrets in youth ... I tell you that my experience is trivial, as long as you can understand ... harmony, more pinyin words ... Tell me about my life experience ... I was born in1June, 990, and I am 22 years old this year ... At the beginning, I found all junior high school textbooks by myself. I passed the first senior three, affirming the possibility that I can continue to study xí and realize my ideal ... from a club gangster who dropped out of junior high school to a so-called vocational school, and finally became a college student ... When I was in junior high school, I complained about the narrow campus of junior high school and the brutality of the children in the village. I didn't want to study all day, but only went to fight and pick up girls. Old teachers openly ask their parents for money, those who play with bombs. Due to environmental reasons, I no longer have the enthusiasm to learn xí. I play with students in ordinary classes, climb walls and gather people to fight. At that time, internet cafes had appeared, replacing game consoles. We started playing CS, and people with a little spare money went to play Fantasy Westward Journey. In order to play stand-alone games ... I was quickly sent to the regular class, and the management was relatively loose. I sleep until noon every day, and others help me play and read novels after dinner. I left school in 2002, when I was 12 years old, and I was in Grade Three last semester. At the age of four, I didn't graduate from college, but said goodbye to school. I have been wandering around the society for two years since I dropped out of junior high school. Stay up all night. Sometimes I feel bored. I draw pictures on the computer and draw the university campus I once dreamed of. Gradually, I found that I had a distance from those young people and didn't feel like a kind of person. They began to pick up girls, have fun and often fight. I'm not involved in all this. I just played the role of a game master. I moved the crowd and stayed with others, and some of my childhood classmates also abandoned school. After I came back, dāi helped plant some fields in some villages in my twenties, and took a motorcycle ride in my spare time. The greatest pleasure is drinking and eating barbecue, and boring time is spent by smoking. I went to live with them for a while and felt the hardship of farming and the backwardness of the countryside. In 2004, at the age of 65,438+04, I chose to study in a technical school, that is, a vocational school. When I went to the city, I felt more than the city. Much better than junior high school, maybe everyone is a little older, but some people often fight to pull girls to get a room, and even once a person had hallucinations and fell downstairs. After that, vocational schools are much stricter. I really can't teach anything. I started to choose computers and taught pediatrics. After graduation, I found a humble job and barely said that I graduated at the age of 0/6 in 2006. I went to work, but I only took 900 yuan. I want to sleep after work. With some uneducated people, we only talk about women's cigarettes, alcohol and gambling all day. Because they have not received university knowledge and have not been influenced by human culture, I deeply feel that I am different from this group of people. I am normal and they are abnormal. If you can't do it well, that's what you have to do. And a bad-tempered master will beat his hand with a spatula. This is the kitchen rule. You don't have to do it. Some people will come in. Shā 200 sticks a day, 100 fish, and 100 kilograms of rented meat and so on. This kind of manual work really needs strength, so I can't do it naturally. I also met all kinds of seafood mussels and snakes. The first time I blew a snake with shā, I almost did it. For work, but a month passed, and I only got a very thin person's money, 900 yuan. The dormitory needs to pay 100 yuan for utilities and 200 yuan's clothes. I have little left. Day after day, two months later, I left the kitchen. I started my second job as an Internet cafe administrator. If you don't want to do manual labor while playing computer, you go to the Internet cafe to be a so-called dropout. My job is to check whether all the computers in Internet cafes are damaged every day, upgrade some software, and add some games and movies left by customers. In fact, it is still a job that people can do. Because I rely on the computer technology I have learned in these five years, I have little knowledge. You can only go to this small internet cafe, and the server can barely serve. It's not interesting to be an administrator in a big Internet cafe. There is a girl who runs out of school all day to surf the internet, belonging to the kind of student who doesn't learn xí. During that time, I often helped her solve some small problems and occasionally played with her to rob the dam. Later, she said that she didn't have to go to school anymore, and began to mix with some young people and started smoking and drinking. Like me, I think maybe learning xí is the only way to change people. I decided to go to the university in this city, Guangxi University. Just like in the dream. I was so happy when I was a child. Cui Ren, the monitor, said that you would go to college in the future. University is a big campus with infinite knowledge. Open the old Chui teacher learn Chui method, Xu Xiaoyan's old Chui teacher didn't lie to me. I saw it. I saw many people holding books as soon as I entered the door. Feeling like a college student, I smiled stupidly. "I was stopped by management. Because there is no student ID card, there are many books to read, so I can only watch at the door. At this time, I saw a crack between me and them, and my heart was pricked. I slept on the university lawn that night, and I wanted to feel the atmosphere of the university. I still have some tears when I think about it now. In fact, I stayed up all night thinking that if I had been a studious student, I would have entered such a campus today and lived a youthful life with my classmates. I'll never know what's going on outside, and I never need to know ... I'm not a student here, but I can only sleep outside the dormitory, at least. It is safe to write my name on the leaves of Biyun Lake, and I will definitely become a student here in the future. Wu Jun Road, Huixian West Road, Chongwen Road and Tonghe Road worked in an Internet cafe for two months. I left and planned to complete a great plan and enter the university .. When I got home, I used the remaining money to go to the bookstore to buy half of junior high school textbooks and began to study hard .. Later, my father saw my efforts and helped me find the rest. I also got the final exam paper for each semester. I am grateful that he supported me. He helped me find a junior high school with a poor style of study. Because I reread the case without a file, it was already very good at school. I don't have any complaints. I spent a year making a big fuss from junior high school and chewed textbooks for three years. On July 7, 2007, I saw my senior high school entrance examination results on the Internet. I am very happy. A month later, I returned to the long-lost campus, and I really smelled of learning X-rays ... At this time, I was 17 years old. After I was admitted to the first high school in the county, I was weak at first, and I couldn't rank in high school at all. I remembered my vows to myself and the university's desire to change my life, so I made up my mind to work hard. After I was infected, my friends and I began to read each other's textbooks every day. I often study problems with the best students in my class. If you don't understand, ask a classmate who is good at learning X. If you are bored, use my means to intimidate Cui B and seduce him. I am no longer the truant student in junior high school, and I know the happiness of XJ. I should do this. The manager of the old teacher's office is at home, and it was a girls' dormitory for a while. People often misunderstand that I have something to do with it, which reminds me of my nostalgia. Three years is really fast, and every day, driven by ideals, I rush to the classroom with excitement. At that time, my classmates and I were really like the movie Those Years, except that I was not Ke Jingteng, and Shen Jiayi became every classmate. The love of "those years" turned into the friendship of learning from youth ... Shen Jiayi is really beautiful, but for me. Looking back, I used to be a homeless child who didn't graduate from junior high school, and my future was doomed to be bleak. Now those who used to be together are squeezed by the boss in Foshan, Guangdong Province, who works 15 hours a day and leads more than 2,000 pieces in Guangdong. I am very happy. The countdown to the hammer test passed quickly, and finally it was time to say goodbye. The days of high school are coming to an end, and everyone is finally breaking up. But this is not goodbye. In 20 10, I graduated, a 20-year-old boy, and finally it was time to witness the results ... I spent a month at home and was very happy. I can get ahead and go to college. I am no longer the abandoned person. The first one I volunteered for is Zhejiang University, and the second one is Guangxi University ... I hope to have a new environment. The hope of these years .. If I don't pass the exam, I will go to West University and take me back to the campus. I'm full of confidence in Xida University .. I'm still a little scared. I don't think about my grades every day, fearing that I will fail. Although most of the final exams of Gaohammer were good results, they both dropped several places. Maybe I can't stand failure, I think. I am very excited. I must have reached the admission line of Zhejiang University, and got 590,590 in the Industrial Management Examination. I really did it. I am very excited about the transition from a disabled person with a confused future to a college student. I can't help crying. I finally, all the past is gone. I am a successful person. Three years, get the envelope of Zhejiang University, six months later. What a surprise! I thought he was abolished. " This word reached my ears, and it was really emotional. It turned out that I was ruined. I opened the envelope and looked at the notice, which really contained everything about me over the years. I finally know why the notice makes people cry. I abandoned school in junior high school and became a youth of the social welfare society ... I know the sufferings of the lower class of the social welfare society, and I know it. I chose the right way, learning Xi is nothing compared with the outside clubs. Hehe, everything needs to be experienced by yourself. I have played, I have abandoned school, I have experienced the so-called "mixing", and I am not afraid of what my friends and brothers should do. I have studied in vocational schools, and I have also worked in so-called future jobs in vocational schools. I saw the bottom of the social club. I worked hard in high school for three years. I'm performing China's version of Liz Murray. I received the admission notices from Zhejiang University and Guangxi University, which once dragged me back to school. Although I had a special affection for West University in those years, I chose a better Zhejiang University in reality. After all, I learn better. I have received the notice from West University, and realized my wish in those years. That night changed my life. I have been chanting "self-improvement, self-improvement" since China. Although it didn't become my school motto in the end, "being realistic and innovative" will replace it and accompany me all my life ... The so-called all roads lead to Rome, which means that Guikui people who open lakes and African slaves will go to Rome regardless of time. Is this the same process? Think for yourself.