This article mainly tells about his learning experience. He has been studying under kerosene lamps since he was a child, and it is his life goal to enter the university to study computers. In the article, he also wrote about the ups and downs of his life in the process of achieving his goal, and finally became a doctoral student at the Institute of Automation, Chinese Academy of Sciences. Between the lines are full of infinite hope and self-pursuit for my bumpy and hard life? Satisfied.
I walked a long way and suffered a lot before sending you this doctoral thesis. Twenty-two years of studying, it's not easy to be muddy all the way. It's like a dream, like a family reunited yesterday. I was born in a small mountain village, and my mother left home when I was twelve. My father doesn't have much time at home. Even when I was too sick to go to the hospital by myself, I just left barely enough money for treatment and then left. When I was seventeen, after he died in a car accident, I cried in a daze because no one would take care of me when I was seriously ill again. In the same year, my mother-in-law who lived with me passed away, and there was really nothing I could do. She took care of me for seventeen years, but when she was buried, she was just a thin coffin. Another family member is an old dog Xiaohua, who guarded the grave for his father and mother-in-law, and later died because I went to high school in the town. Qiu Hao, the first computer teacher like my brother, failed to see my college admission notice, and Xiaosan, who took good care of me, died in a hurry before she was confused. Every time I go back to see them, these graves remind me that every minute of life is precious.
The suffering behind people can still be overcome, but the dignity in front of people is extremely fragile. In class, I am often called out of the classroom for an interview by the teacher because I am in arrears with my tuition. It's wet in class on rainy days, and there may be mud behind your ass. Walking barefoot on the hot road in summer. In winter, I wore shabby clothes and shivered through the long corridor to get my exercise book. These may be the last straw to crush the camel. If I hadn't always taken the bonus from the podium after the exam and posted a wall of awards to satisfy my final vanity, I might have given up long ago.
Along the way, the belief is very simple, don't go out after reading books, don't waste this life. Things are unpredictable, and the future will inevitably face a more complicated situation. But because of these little things, I have the courage and patience to face any difficulties and challenges. Ideal is not great. I only hope that I am over half a year old and will be a teenager when I come back. I hope I can get to know the world again and live up to the hardships I have suffered in my life. Finally, if you can do something to make others' lives better, you will make money in your life.
With reading as his only belief, he is finally experiencing all kinds of difficulties and becoming what he wants to be. How lucky he is. I hope you, me, him and everyone who is stuck in the mud can be born in the sun.