How many people fall into other people's dreams, thinking that they are also the protagonist, having the sense of superiority that the protagonist should have, and slaying all the thorns in the dream with understanding. Finally, I found that I was not even a supporting role. I made a soy sauce and even the bottle was broken. The black juice of the sauce flowed all over, only to find that it was really terrible!
I glued the broken dreams together bit by bit at my own expense. After disillusionment, that's all I have left.
So, I walked into Zhang Ailing's little reunion world.
What kind of story does Zhang Ailing's little reunion tell?
The heroine Jiu Li is a liberal arts student studying in Hong Kong. At that time, Hong Kong was bombarded by the Japanese, and the situation was turbulent. Jiu Li met Shao Zhiyong and fell in love with him, but Shao Zhiyong was married and had several women. After staying with Jiu Li, she had a new love. Later, the two broke up, and Jiuli and Yanshan were together, but when Jiuli was thirty years old, Yanshan married a rich woman, and Jiuli was still alone.
At the end of the article, I quoted the "painful bath" in Wells' science fiction novel Dr. Morrow's Island. Jiu Li said that she always remembered these four words.
Many people say that the prototype of Jiuli is Zhang Ailing herself. I think that although there is no 100% portrait of the heroine in the writer's works, there is always one tenth. This reminds me of G?sh? Aoyama, a cartoonist who wrote Detective Conan. He is about the same height as Kudou Shinichi in the cartoon, and neither of them likes raisins. There are many places where this is intentional.
Like many people, I think that the major events in the world are beyond my control, so I can only be a bystander, because I deeply realize that there is nothing I can do about these things, and it is not my turn to make suggestions. I lack knowledge and talent for anything.
So I will zoom in on what is happening around me, and even want to take a magnifying glass to zoom in to 100 times, if there is one. This also makes full use of the fallacy of "the near is big and the far is small".
However, I think, if we enlarge our inner world, what a sad and frightening thing it would be! Is it too extreme to dissect your own heart into a bloody mess?
As it happens, this "little reunion" is Zhang Ailing's work of being honest with her heart. Someone commented on it like this:
Teacher Niu invited Bibi and Jiuli to have tea. Before leaving, Teacher Niu asked Bibi in a low voice, "Can we meet again this year?"
Jiu Li was very shocked. She remembers that Yanshan said something similar to her a few years ago, but seeing each other every other day is to see you again during the New Year.
What many people say can't be true. They are the only ones who accompany them. At the age of 30, I have nothing around me. Without a lover, I lose the right to have children. For a woman, these words are shocking, bleak and gloomy ... these words can't describe her inside.
Some things, we can't feel the same, but we can only sympathize or sigh, because we always look at the joys and sorrows of others from the perspective of a bystander. We are also reflecting on ourselves and thinking about how to grasp our happiness from other people's lessons.
It's just that happiness can't be copied, just like there is no second self in the world. It is ethereal and immaterial. After thousands of times, it finally turned into a light. I don't know whether it's a flash or a moving light.