To be exact, it is "San Mao's suicide note". Bear, I'm leaving. It's true this time. Dunhuang flies, Beiping, I miss you. If it weren't for my strong self-control, you know, bear, who would I give at least 100 of my 375 keys to? I brought the white bear this time. In order to kiss him, I refused to wear a little lipstick for a long time, but he was still kissed a little gray by me. Are you on the train or in the car at the moment? If I can't come back, remember, bear, I hoped you wouldn't let go of my sleeve at night when the rain knocked on the window. All right, comrade, I'm leaving. Welcome back to Taiwan Province Province. My love Sanmao is the 65th anniversary of the writer Sanmao's birth this year. She has hanged herself for 199 17 years. The cause of Sanmao's death is still a mystery, because people didn't find any suicide note left by her at the scene. However, in the latest issue of "Kangxi Comes", Sanmao's good friend Sui Peiping first published Sanmao's suicide note. Qi Pingping said that Sanmao put the suicide note in his book, and when he found it, the tragedy had already happened. However, some people questioned this matter because there was no specific date on the signature. Direct hit: Sanmao's suicide note was first published. The theme of the new issue Kangxi Comes, starring Cai Kangyong and Xiao S, seems a bit dignified. In fact, it means "I'm afraid I don't have time to say anything", inviting some celebrities in the cultural and entertainment circles to talk about their stories of leaving suicide notes over the years. Free explorer Qi Yiping also came to the scene. Few people know that San Mao has an unforgettable friendship with Qi, who is 17 years younger than her. After Sanmao died, Qi Yiping also bought Sanmao's house. At the end of the program, Cai Kangyong suddenly said, "There was a famous suicide note, but he didn't find the suicide note left by the other party in time. In the book she gave him. " JiPingPing nodded and admitted that this person is San Mao. She gave herself a book a few days before committing suicide. "At that time, I published my third book, and she also published her last book, her Red Dust, but when I turned it over, I found this article in it." However, when Xi Ping found San Mao's suicide note in the book, the tragedy had already happened. Qi said that San Mao's death caused an uproar at that time. He felt that it was not the right time to take this thing out, so it took 17 years to make Sanmao's letter public. Cai Kangyong read San Mao's last words in the program, including "I will miss you when Dunhuang comes." Obviously, this is for Qi, but these words are not easy to understand. For example, the 375 key mentioned by San Mao and the lover comrade. Qi explained at the scene that this is actually related to their usual chat. Because he described Sanmao as a 375-room hotel with a reception area of 375 square meters. And "loving comrades" is also the mantra of their chat. "We are eager to make a friend, that is, you love him, but everyone is like-minded." Qi Pingping said that Sanmao did not directly say death. "She said she was going to leave during the flight. This is a very human thing. " Controversy: Is it a suicide note or a letter? After Qi Ping made Sanmao's suicide note public, Sanmao fans from all over the world forwarded it and discussed it with each other, because there was a shot of Sanmao's original letter in the program, and judging from the handwriting font, it was indeed Sanmao's handwriting. Some readers who have watched the show said, "It should be Sanmao's real suicide note. It seems that she was thinking about leaving at that time. " Some readers also expressed doubts. "There is no date on it. How can we prove that this was written before she committed suicide? " Sanmao committed suicide on 199 1 year 1 year. After investigation, the police announced that Sanmao was tied to an iron hook above the toilet with a pair of flesh-colored stockings, and then put the stockings around her neck. She thought Sanmao committed suicide because there was a toilet hand guard in the bathroom. As long as Sanmao has a little idea of survival, she can immediately seize the armguard and save her life. Because of this, there have been different opinions about the cause of death of Sanmao, but there is no concrete evidence. Now Qi Yiping has published San Mao's suicide note, which seems to prove that San Mao had made up his mind at that time, but no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like the words written by a man who is bent on dying. Shi Yonggang, a biographer who planned to release Sanmao's private album, said in an interview recently that he had frequent contact with Sanmao's family when he published the book in 2005. So far, he has never heard of Sanmao leaving a personal will. "I think San Mao wrote a lot of words, which may not be called a will or a suicide note. I have studied Sanmao for a long time. She loves to write to her friends, often dear so-and-so, but this word has no other meaning, just her polite habit.