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Today is their second year of marriage. No flowers, no sweet words, and certainly no candlelight dinner. Shu Jing quietly waited for Bai Zheng at home as usual. It's already ten o'clock and he hasn't come back yet. This is one of the reasons why she chose him, but she never expected that Zheng Bo's (virgin complex) was so deep.
From marriage to now, as long as Shu Jing refuses Bai Zheng, Bai Zheng will disdainfully say, "It's not that I have no experience and pretend to be a virgin. Do you think my skills are worse than those of your former staff? But when Shu Jing wanted to explain, Bai Zheng said, "All right! All right! I know! Needless to say, your education is higher than mine and your eloquence is better than mine! In this way, Shu Jing lived a married life that she could not do but could not say. She's in pain.
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On average, they go back to the countryside once a month to visit their in-laws and children. The child is one year old and can walk with a little help. Besides teasing children, Shu Jing also mops the floor and washes clothes. At noon, she cooked the meal and invited everyone to eat. My sister-in-law scooped some radish soup. "Mom, why did you cut the radish into such big pieces today?" ""that's what your yisow did. The mother-in-law shifted the responsibility to her daughter-in-law.
Shu Jing's uncle saw that Shu Jing seemed to be about to cry, and quickly said, "Why are you so stupid? Radish is delicious when cut into large pieces. Don't you see that people outside sell radish soup like this? " Shu Jing watched her uncle stand up for himself, but her husband Zheng Bo didn't say a word, and his heart cooled down.
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During the Spring Festival, many relatives come to the countryside to pay New Year greetings, and some will stay for a day or two. Shu quietly sat on a small bench, looking at the clothes that looked like hills, and couldn't help frowning. Uncle happened to see Shu Jing carrying a big bucket of clothes out, so he said it would be fine to throw them in the washing machine, but her mother-in-law said that clothes would wrinkle if washed in the washing machine, and they were all new, so they must be washed by hand. Shu Jing had to take the clothes outside to be washed.
Facing the cold wind, Shu Jing reached into the icy water, withdrew and rubbed his hands; She gritted her teeth and rubbed the clothes one by one on the washboard. When she finished, it was already two hours later. In the evening, my mother-in-law complained to her father-in-law upstairs, "Is she blind? I didn't know how to wash any socks, and I dyed Bowen's clothes like this. " "Shu Jing didn't mean it. Socks are stuffed next to the bucket. She may not have seen it. Don't wear Bowen's clothes! What a fuss. " My father-in-law is interceding for Shu Jing. My mother-in-law was talking upstairs, and almost everyone downstairs heard her. Shu Jing can only sit there and stand trial.
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My uncle took his girlfriend to Kenting to play these days, and stopped by Zheng Bo's house for one night. Because Shu Jing works as an accountant in a fruit and vegetable wholesaler, she has to go to work at six in the morning. Uncle got up early in the morning and heard from Zheng Bo that Shu Jing had gone to work. He and his girlfriend think that Shu Jing may not have breakfast yet! They bought breakfast for Shu Jing. Shu Jing ate this hot breakfast and almost cried, because even her own husband had never been so considerate of her.
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Shu Jing is pregnant. For several nights in a row, the phone rang and Bo answered it, but no one made any noise. Finally, Bo heard a man's voice. He hung up the phone. "Do you have a boyfriend outside?" "What are you talking about?" Shu Jing a face of doubt. "You gave me a cuckold husband, didn't you? Whose child is this? " Zheng Bo's face was full of jealousy and doubt.
"Of course the child in this belly is yours. Who else can it be?" Shu Jing caressed her belly to protect her. "My? Who are you trying to fool? The men found it here. Go, go and take her away. Go! " Then pull up Shu Jing and walk out. "Bo is, you don't do this, ok? It's ridiculous that you sentenced me to this job because of an inexplicable phone call. Shu Jing shook off his hand and touched where he was injured. Am I being unreasonable? Yes, I am unreasonable. I just don't want this baby. Go find him. Despite Shu Jing's struggle, Zheng Bo took her to the hospital and took the child away. Shu Jing lay in bed crying in despair, and Zheng Bo didn't even say a word of comfort. In this way, as long as Shu Jing is pregnant, he will take her off the baby.
Shu Jing's mother came from Hualien to see Shu Jing. Seeing Shu Jing's thin figure and bloodless face, she asked her, "Shu Jing, you're not eating, are you?" Why are you so thin? "Yes!" "Are you? Will it be that thin? This is just human nature. " My mother won't talk about it.
Shu Jing told the story to her mother from beginning to end, and her mother was very angry. "Divorce him and our family will give you a bite to eat." "Mom, don't be angry! I chose this and I should bear it. " Why are you so stupid? Why don't you tell your mother that she can take you to the operation? ""I didn't think so much. " "What are you going to do now? Take it off as soon as you get pregnant? Don't you know it's worse than having a baby? Mom is really worried about how Shu Jing, who is only 22 years old, will live a married life in the next few decades. "Mom, I don't know what to do?" She began to cry. Mother patted her on the shoulder. "Don't cry, mom will take you to the hospital to install contraceptives. Since Zheng Bo doesn't cherish you, you should cherish yourself, you know? 」
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During the vacation, Shu Jing used the fruit and vegetable market to visit the children. Her sister-in-law often tells her about a boy. Shu Jing knows that her sister-in-law is in love, but the boy is three years younger than her sister-in-law, and her in-laws certainly don't agree. For two or three days, she observed that her sister-in-law would take out birth control pills and the like from her purse every morning. Shu Jing dare not open her purse without permission, so she must tell Zheng Bo when she gets back.
"Is there such a thing? Zheng Bo doesn't believe it. " This is just my guess. Zheng Bo, do you want to ask your sister-in-law to come and ask us? ""well ~ I called her and lied to her that I would take her to play first, and then asked her when she would come! Zheng Bo took the phone home, and finally she connected it and waited for her to come on Sunday.
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"Second brother, yisow, here I am. Bomei came to them as soon as she entered the door. Shu Jing was so happy to see her sister-in-law! Come, sit down. "Bo is coming out of the room." Will you be tired by car? "Bomei took yisow to drink." No, second brother, where are you taking me to play? " "See where you want to go to play, the second brother will take you there; But you have to answer the second brother's question honestly. " Borus said with a dignified look why! Second brother, you look so serious! You ask. 」
Bomei took a sip of the drink in desperation. "Listen to my parents that you have a boyfriend?" "hmm!" "And three years younger than you?" Hmm! 」
"To what extent have you progressed? Holding hands? Kissing? Or have you ever ... had sex? " I ... "Bomei didn't know what to say. Zheng Bo saw her sister's expression and prevaricated, probably knowing the answer. "My parents will never allow you to marry a man three years younger than you, you know! ""I won't marry at most. " Bomei said disgruntled not to marry? Just fooling around with that son of a bitch? "Bo is yelling at his sister. Bomei, who had never been scolded by her brother, began to cry.
Shu sat quietly beside her and comforted Bomei: "Sister-in-law, your brother cares about you. Women always age faster. He is afraid that if you marry in the past, boys will dislike you, understand? " "Yisow, I know, but I can't break it! I gave him everything. " Bomei cried louder and louder at this time. "It doesn't matter, yisow take you to do hymen surgery, as long as you no longer talk to him, ok? We can start all over again. " Shu Jing held her.
Three months later, Bomei and the boy finally stopped seeing each other. Shu Jing accompanied Bomei to a plastic surgery department for hymen plastic surgery. At home, Bomei took Shu Jing's hand and said, "Second sister-in-law, thank you." Shu Jing just smiled. "Bomei, your second sister-in-law took you to have an operation. You can't sleep with men casually in the future, except on your wedding night, you know?" "Second brother, I know! Bomei assured her second brother that after this lesson, she would not make the same mistake again.
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After a year, Bomei met a boy through a friend's introduction. After dating for half a year, the man said that he was 32 years old and wanted to propose to Bomei's family. Bomei also agreed. After the engagement, the boys will hint that Bomei wants to further develop, but Bomei thinks of his second brother's advice and refuses him. Since Shu Jing took Bomei to have an operation, their relationship is closer than sisters.
Bomei got married three months later, and Shu Jing was worried that Bomei's plastic surgery would be successful. Before getting on the limousine, Bomei whispered, "Sister-in-law, remember to call me tomorrow morning. Early in the morning, Shu Jing waited by the phone. When her mother-in-law comes to ask Shu Jing to sweep the floor and wash clothes, Zheng Bo will answer for Shu Jing: "Mom, I'll do it. "My mother-in-law watched when the relationship between them became so good." No need. " Say that and leave. The bell finally rang, and Shu Jing immediately picked up the phone. Hey, sister-in-law ... Did it work? ... actually ... okay, bye. 」
"Why? Did it succeed? " Bo asked her nervously. "well! It worked. " Shu Jing smiled, and Zheng Bo embraced Shu Jing happily. "Thank you." Pushing Zheng Bo away, Shu Jing smiled wryly. "Don't thank me, I just don't want a second Wu Shujing." Then he picked up the broom and swept the floor. It was not until Shu Jing listened that Zheng Bocai knew how much he had hurt her. He made up his mind that from now on, he should love her well.
Shu Jing's menstruation in recent months is not smooth, either too early or too late, she doesn't care; I didn't go to see a doctor until my bleeding feet became weak this time. "Mrs. Huang, how long have you been in this situation?" The doctor saw Shu Jing coming out of the clinic and asked her:
Shu sat quietly in a chair. "It's been almost a year." "What took you so long to come? Have you ever taken a child? If you don't shave cleanly and the uterine wall is injured, there will be a tumor in your uterus. You'd better operate as soon as possible, otherwise it will be bad for you! " The doctor advised her. "Doctor, is the tumor benign or malignant?" "I don't know until you have finished the operation test. 」
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She sat in the living room in a daze. She didn't even know that Zheng Bo was back. Take off your coat and watch you sit there motionless and kiss her face. "Are you in a bad mood for the company?" Shu Jing, who was awakened by a sudden kiss, thought life was sweet. She just started with Zheng Bo, but unfortunately she was left in the operation. How could she escape? 「
Why are you crying? What bothers you so much? "Bo is wiping her tears." I want to have an operation. "operation? Why do you need surgery? "Bo is looking at her well." Because I took the child too many times before, I couldn't scrape it clean, and I hurt my uterus, so I had a tumor in my uterus. Shu Jing told Dr. Zheng Bo's diagnosis.
Zheng Bo can't believe that his previous behavior has caused so much harm to Shu Jing now. "When is the operation?" I will stay with you. ""No, you didn't accompany me when I was sick before. I'll go alone this time. "Shu Jing dare not expect." Shu Jing, don't do this, okay? I will accompany you from beginning to end. Zheng Bo began to regret his mistake.
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Before the operating room, Shu Jing's mother saw Zheng Bo walking around nervously and said disdainfully, "Zheng Bo, are you really walking around now?" Or did you show it to others? If you hadn't forced Shu Jing to take it off when she was pregnant, would she be slaughtered in the operating room today? Let me tell you first. If anything happens to Shu Jing, don't blame me for being rude. 」
Bomei saw her mother angry and quickly came out to intercede for her brother. "My mother, my second sister-in-law will be fine. My second brother has been very kind to her recently." "What's the use of being good to her recently? I usually don't know how to cherish it. Shu Jing's mother likes her daughter very much. " Mom, I'm sorry. I know I was wrong. Please forgive me. "Zheng Bo a face of shame to stand in front of her mother-in-law, let her scold.
More than two hours later, the nurse "Wu Shujing's family" shouted at the door. See someone coming, "are you Wu Shujing's family? She's already in the recovery room. Who will accompany her? Shu Jing's mother wants to go in, but she knows who Shu Jing wants to see most at present, so she asks Zheng Bo to go in.
Zheng Bo followed the nurse to Shu Jing's bed. Shu Jing's anesthetic hasn't returned yet, and she seems to be asleep in the hospital bed. After the operation, her thin face lost color even more. Zheng Bo took a deep breath and tried not to let the tears flow. He listened to the nurse and tried to talk to Shu Jing to keep her from falling asleep. Shu Jing gradually withdrew from anesthesia, and her physical pain became more and more sad. She tugged at the bed towel, shaking her head and screaming with pain. Zheng Bo stayed with her all night, which was the result of his planting and the consequence he had to bear. But Shu Jing suffered more than he did.
The next day, the doctor came to the ward, asked Shu Jing a few words, and invited Zheng Bo out. "Your wife's laboratory report came out. It is a malignant tumor, and now it has become cancer." Zheng Bo couldn't believe it. "Will the test go wrong?" The doctor shook his head. "Miss Huang, she doesn't have much time. Stay with her!" Seeing Zheng Bo come in, Shu Jing asked him, "Zheng Bo, what did the doctor tell you? What took you so long? 」
"It's okay, the doctor just said that the wound can be discharged these days. I just went to call my mother and tell her the good news. " "oh! Here's the thing. I want to sleep, can you please help me roll down the bed a little? " "okay. Zheng Bo rolled out of bed slowly, watching Shu Jing sleep, tears dripping down.
You give my daughter back to me ... give my daughter back to me ... She married your family and worked for you. She has no resentment ... You still treat her like this ... Are you still human? Zheng Bo knelt in front of Ling and let her mother-in-law beat and scold her, but she didn't strike back or talk back. It was he who was sorry for her. It was he who made her leave so young.
"Mom, don't play. I know it's unfair to you, but you came back from the dead, so don't be sad anymore. " Zheng Bo's father helped her. "I want to send her back to Hualien. Shu Jing's mother said sadly. Zheng Bo's mother objected as soon as she heard it. " No, my mother, she is a member of our family when she marries us. How do we send her back? " 」
"You? Do you take her as your person? In cold weather, she was told to wash a big bucket of clothes alone, and she was told to do this and that at the same time. I think she is your servant! " Shu Jing's mother told the story of Shu Jing's pain when he came home. "You ..." Zheng Bo's mother can't speak.
"We have already bought it. No one hurt her before she died. Will you go to see her after she dies? " "Mom, I beg you, can you leave Shu Jing?" Bo is kneeling in front of Shu Jing's mother. "Zheng Bo, it's not that I want to break you up. Did it ever occur to you that when you dragged Shu Jing to have an abortion, Shu Jing begged you like you are begging me now? Please trust her and let her have a baby, but how do you treat her? Every time she gets pregnant, you take her to have an abortion. 」
When Zheng Bo's father heard his mother's words, he went over and punched Zheng Bo. "You bastard, how dare you treat Shu Jing like this? See how I can fix you. " He punched and kicked Zheng Bo until Bo Wenqiang pulled his father away. "My mother, take Shu Jing home!" Zheng Bo's father promised her.
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Today is the anniversary of Shu Jing's death, and Zheng Bo will take the children to Hualien to worship her. Shu Jing's mother was bending down to pull weeds and muttering to her daughter. Hearing "Mom", she turned and saw Zheng Bo and his grandson, ignored them and continued to make her gestures. "What are you doing here? Don't you think it's too late? 」
Zheng Bo put the flowers in the bottle because Shu Jinglin said to him before he died, "Zheng Bo, I didn't do anything wrong to you. You have to trust me. If I die, can you send me a pair of flowers? " Even a bunch of flowers every day, he is willing, as long as Shu Jing can come back to life, but it is too late.
"This is Shu Jing's diary before she got married. Take it! Shu Jing's mother took out a thick book from her schoolbag and handed it to Zheng Bo.
~ ~ I met the boy named Zheng Bo and I like him very much. ........
~ ~ I collided with someone by bike today. The cut on my right foot is so big that it hurts me to death. My whole body aches, and my period is coming. That's weird. Only ten days. How did you get here? ........
~ ~ Zheng Bo took me to the seaside today, and I got a tan. Be sure to wear sunscreen next time you go to the seaside. ........
~ ~ I slept with Zheng Bo last night, and it hurt for the first time! But why didn't I bleed? Strange, didn't everyone say it would bleed? Will Zheng Bo mistakenly think that I am not a virgin? ........
~ ~ Oh, I haven't had my period for over a month. What should I do? Could it be pregnant? ........
~ ~ Zheng Bo heard that I was pregnant and said she would marry me. I'm so happy, but he married me because he loves me? Or is it because of the baby in the belly? ..
~ ~ I will get married tomorrow, and I will love him and his family. ........
"Shu Jing-"Zheng Bo briefly read the whole diary and shouted her name. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry you. Will you forgive me? Shu Jing ... "He knelt on the ground and kept banging his head against the tombstone. Get up! She loves you the most. Every time she comes back to talk about your family, although she is very sad, she has to endure it one by one. As long as you believe in her, I think she will die in the grave. Shu Jing's mother pulled him to his feet. Bo sat on the ground, pulling his hair. "I didn't believe her now. Too slow. Shu Jing's mother took Zheng Bo's hand, Zheng Bo. It won't be too slow. Shu Jing is a soft-hearted child. As long as you truly believe her, she will forgive you. 」
Every year, there will be a man in front of Shu Jing's grave, bending down to pull weeds and muttering to her.
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Missing is always after breaking up ... why do you always find that you like it after you lose it! That's what men do. They always want their women to be virgins ... for him the first time! But have they ever thought that if you are a virgin, this is not necessarily the first time ... (you can make another one) and if you are not a virgin, it is not necessarily the first time (you may accidentally hurt yourself) ... On the other hand, is it not contradictory that men want their wives to be virgins and prefer to play before marriage? It can be seen that men are the most selfish ... (of course, there are a few high-quality men) and I hope that stories like this can alert all men and don't let it happen to you ... take good care of your confidante, love her and take care of her more!