I entered the market last year. Although I work in the city, I was born in the countryside since I was a child, and I feel quite lonely in the urban area. After work, I usually see my colleagues calling friends, some drinking and some shopping. Because I am short of money, I can only go back to my small rental house silently and spend eight hours outside slowly. Just working for two months, colleagues in the office introduced her current boyfriend Ryan.
Yufeng and I work in the same unit, but we are not in the same office. Yufeng is gentle, unsmiling and serious about her work. There are many colleagues in his office. At work, everyone is chatting with each other, but he has never heard Yufeng's voice, let alone her laughter. Unless someone who comes to the office to do business specifically asks him for advice and can hear his brief introduction, his colleagues all say that he is a golden mouth.
I talked with Yufeng for more than two months, only to know that Yufeng had an aborted marriage before. This is what I said when I was listening to private chat at the same time. As for the reasons for divorce, everyone seems to be secretive, and I am not good at chasing people's deep-seated problems. When I asked Yufeng out, Yufeng just said it was emotional discord, and then she didn't mention it. Asking this question was supposed to spoil everyone's fun. Now that Yufeng cares about him, I have to endure my curiosity and stop asking questions. However, this matter weighed on my mind like a big stone and tortured me all day.
Although Yufeng and I both work in the same company, we seldom date. I also want to have a cup of coffee, dinner and a romantic evening with Yufeng after work. However, Yufeng drinks Chinese medicine every day when she comes home from work. According to him, he has chronic prostatitis, which I didn't care about at that time, just a minor problem. Later, I checked the introduction of this disease on the internet, only to know that this disease is generally easy for the elderly, and I don't know why Yufeng also got this disease. We usually have time to go to the park on Sundays. When we saw young men and women grabbing and kissing each other in the park, my heart almost jumped out of my throat with excitement, but Yufeng just left the water under my repeated signs, which made me feel as if he was perfunctory. When kissing, we are like a capital word.
After being in love for half a year, we met the old people on both sides. Both families are very optimistic about our marriage, especially Yufeng's mother, who is passionate about me. In contrast, Yufeng is simply a basin of warm water to me. After all, we are not young, and both parents are urging us to get married as soon as possible. Although I am not very satisfied with Yufeng, I can't say anything serious when I think about it. To tell the truth, I am a person who didn't pay attention. Since both parents agreed, I also agreed to follow suit, hoping to get a marriage certificate from Yufeng as soon as possible.
On Sunday, when I was dating Yufeng, we discussed getting a marriage certificate the next day. We played late, and there was no street lamp in the rental house where I lived. Yufeng took me home. When she left, Yufeng ignored my eager eyes, but took me aside, grabbed his hand and said, it's getting late, go to bed early! Gave me a cold heart. I wanted to give everything to Yufeng before I got the marriage certificate, but Yufeng turned me down like a lump in the wood. I watched the figure of Yufeng disappear in the dark street, and my heart was empty.
It's already deep, and I'm still lying in bed turning over the baked wheat cake, and all the scenes of falling in love for half a year are in front of me. In fact, I am a traditional girl and don't want to have premarital sex, but Yufeng never pestered me in the process of love. What was the reason for her previous marriage failure? What caused his prostatitis? All this is tangled in my mind, which makes me toss and turn and can't sleep at night.
On Monday, we got a marriage certificate and became husband and wife, but what happened in the evening made me lose confidence in my married life. The idea that had been hidden in my heart for a long time suddenly popped up. What was the reason for Yufeng's last marriage failure? Does he really have a problem?
A song says slowly: The foundation of marriage is love, loyalty and trust. Since you lack trust in your boyfriend, why are you in a hurry to get married? It's better to act quickly than to doubt behind your back. Wouldn't it solve everything if two people went to the hospital for a good premarital examination? Why are you so hesitant?