My senior life is no different from that of ordinary college students. There are no two identical leaves in the world, that is to say, no one has exactly the same trajectory as anyone else. In the first semester of my senior year, I was busy with my studies. Like many students who are determined to take the postgraduate entrance examination, I rush between the library, dormitory and canteen at three o'clock every day. I spend all my time in the study room of the library, welcoming the first ray of sunshine in the morning, sending away the last ray of sunset in the evening, and moving forward under the stars forever. The idea of postgraduate entrance examination probably came into being in my junior year. At that time, I felt that the postgraduate entrance examination was a particularly natural thing, just like the college entrance examination. Many students chose the latter between postgraduate entrance examination and employment, but I resolutely chose the former. Perhaps I was confused in my junior year and didn't realize what it meant to choose one's postgraduate entrance examination. Until September, I saw that all the students around me signed jobs. In the case of uncertain future, I felt a little scared and shocked my heart for the first time. I don't know how I adjusted my mind at that time, but I know that there is a voice desperately shouting: You should stick to it. Since you have chosen, you can't go back and regret it. My roommate and a girl also chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Later, every time I think of this unique process, I am always moved to tears, so that others are wondering why we burst into tears after dinner. For anyone, a low-key life has always been difficult. Every day, with hazy eyes that can't sleep, when my roommate is still asleep, we go out after washing in a hurry, have a simple breakfast in the canteen and step into the library study room. Breakfast in Dongyuan canteen is always a topic I relish, and I always look forward to meeting my favorite professor on the road. When I enter the study room, I usually have a serious expression, because as soon as I bow my head, I spend the whole morning, and I am too busy to look up. Sometimes I even turn a deaf ear to the noise outside the window. At that time, it really reached the state of "not listening to things outside the window, only reading sage books". But there is absolutely no shortage of interesting things in the study room, such as two amazing boys hugging each other affectionately; Young couples can eat our spicy strips, which are light and fragrant; Near the exam night, I recited the political reading sound at the corner of the corridor; Some chairs always disappear for no reason the next morning ... since there are interesting things, there will be difficult things. Summer is fine, because we moved to the campus in the summer, so when I started reviewing at school, the summer was almost over, and the library in the old campus had no air conditioning, so that the tradition of occupying a seat in the library in the new campus was completely broken here. Winter is the hardest. First, because the library is too cold in winter, the most common thing every day is that the feet are frozen stiff. Second, the exam is approaching, and various emotions are struggling inside. Many students chose to give up because they really couldn't bear the pressure. In fact, I have thought about giving up many times, but I still can't make up my mind to give up after thinking about it for more than a year. The two days of the exam passed quickly, as if it had ended before I came to my senses. On the first morning after the exam, I still got up early to brush my teeth as before, and only after washing did I realize that this period was really over. After the exam, I gave myself two days off, but these two days, I did nothing but sit in a daze and silently. Until now, I have never been to the study room of the library, and I am always afraid that I will remember everything at that time. Really, some things will have the deepest feelings and experiences only after they have been experienced. ?

While waiting for the result, I have actually started to prepare for employment, because I have no clue and dare not put all my eggs in one basket. The real end of my whole postgraduate entrance examination stage was in March of the following year. In a job interview, I remember that HR asked us a very profound question. He asked us whether the postgraduate entrance examination is important for the result or the process. He said it was profound because it had no clear answer. HR only said one sentence that day. Maybe one day you will be grateful to you for not taking the postgraduate entrance examination. I've been thinking about this for a long time, so I'm determined to find a job. The girl in the same trade decided to come for another year, full of confidence and ambitious. Later, a boy told me that I really couldn't figure out why I chose employment. They think I should be admitted once. I didn't pass the exam this time, but I met the "30th anniversary of postgraduate entrance examination". I should go to World War II. At this point, the first semester of senior year has passed and the last semester is coming soon. Maybe this time will be the last time for some people to start school in their lives and use their identity as students for the last time. The atmosphere of the third year of senior high school is very tense, which is the most critical stage. I attended the campus job fair with other people in the big army, and the rest were almost all students who failed in the postgraduate entrance examination or national examination last semester, waiting for employment or making a comeback in the provincial examination. The scale of spring recruitment is far less than that of autumn recruitment, which I did not expect. I finally understand that spring is our last bus. After all, I haven't attended several job fairs, and I feel that no company is particularly satisfied with me. I really wanted to go to the engineering construction unit at first. I think this is a very training place. Young people should bear hardships and sharpen their minds. Unfortunately, employers rarely need girls. At the large-scale job fair at the end of March, the first Hunan Luqiao I ran was full of employees, and the second was Hubei Luqiao. However, in the case of not recruiting girls at the end of March, I successively invested in several construction units, but they still disappeared. Teacher Wang gave me a job and told me not to stare at an industry. Both good and bad resumes should be submitted, so that I was particularly afraid of meeting Mr. Wang on the road during that time, because I had to give me ideological education when I met him. But after a while, until I signed up for this company, Mr. Wang gave me a lot of advice and reference. I really appreciate him. In April, I interviewed Gui Xiang Industry, who is a wine tyrant. During the interview, I felt that the interviewer was aggressive and some questions could not be answered. After the interview, I realized that this is the so-called stress interview. Unexpectedly, I successfully passed the interview. The company asked me to go to work on April 1, but I refused the company's invitation for various reasons. As time went on, people around me signed jobs one after another, and I began to worry. Looking for a job with me is a girl from Changsha, and her temper is very compatible with mine. Although I don't know how she feels, I have a feeling that I have known each other too late. What impressed me most was that we both attended the job fair together, arguing that we couldn't find a job. This sentence is said many times almost every day, and it appears frequently. Just when we were critical of each other and hated each other, she signed a contract with a company in Changsha. At that time, even Mr. Wang said that the salary level was good, and I became a person again. It was miserable to attend a job fair alone, live in a dormitory alone, eat alone and live alone, but I learned a lot. Two months later, I happened to meet my current unit to come to the school for recruitment. This is their first visit to our school. I hesitated at first, but I went in the end. On the one hand, I felt very good, so I decided to wait for the notice. On the contrary, there is no hurry in May. I feel anxious for the teachers and classmates around me. I put all my thoughts into my graduation thesis. Although I was criticized badly by a female teacher in my final thesis defense, I dare say that no one in our major was so "treated" because I was criticized by her at that time. After I stepped down, my classmates asked me if I was okay and comforted me. Later, my own thesis advisor apologized to me and said it wasn't mine. Life is always full of color. Just after finishing the thesis defense, I received a notice from the unit. To tell the truth, the interval is so long that I almost give up. Then I told my roommates about it and decided to attend the second meeting with everyone's encouragement. A boy who had a good time said a particularly interesting sentence. He said it was urgent to find a job. It doesn't mean that a good job is necessarily suitable for you. You haven't found it yet, which only means that your fate hasn't arrived yet. Later, I successfully signed a contract with the current state-owned enterprise. It is also a coincidence that some things have their own arrangements. The salary management teacher said that looking for a job does not mean that you must sign it long ago. Of course, I'm not saying whose job is not good, nor that I signed the best job. In fact, I am indeed one of the last students to sign a job. To sum up my employment process, I can only say that I have learned too much and gained too much. Hard work and persistence will surely have good results. Maybe it's not what you want, but it will come naturally.