Abstract: "I got nothing except the diploma of this famous school, as if I had learned nothing." Students who graduated from famous universities are regarded as "favored by heaven" by others. But deep down, only these people know that their education in the university is not so dazzling. Many students who have lost their way are also worried about their future. Why is the inferiority complex of famous students so lively for them? I have nothing. "I feel that I have lost myself and lost myself who was confident, positive and optimistic." Here, I feel like a little snail, small and humble. "With the expectations of his family and the blessings of the villagers, Shen Xiaojun came to the sacred temple in his heart-a well-known university in China. With the passage of time, the sense of freshness and pride when I first entered school has gradually exhausted. I don't know when it started. In Shen Xiaojun's diary, or in his conversation with his good friends, there are more and more words full of inferiority. In the eyes of outsiders, Shen Xiaojun, who is in a prestigious school, is definitely an existence that needs to be looked up to: high IQ, strong ability and promising. People are used to putting all the beautiful words on famous students like Shen Xiaojun, and will never associate the word inferiority with them or their university. " If they all feel inferior, how can we live? "This is the most common reaction when people hear the inferiority of famous students. Shen Xiaojun himself found that once he left the campus, whenever he intentionally or unintentionally said the name of his university, people around him always looked at him with surprised or envious or admiring or jealous eyes, and then a series of questions were asked many times: "How did you get in?" "Tell me about your study experience!" "It's amazing!" "Genius!" "After work certainly don't have to worry about, there must be great promise! "At this time, if Shen Xiaojun says," Nothing, he is just so-so in college now, and he is worried about his future ",he will soon find that the eyes of people around him will reveal two words: No! No matter what outsiders think, Shen Xiaojun knows his current state very well. Today, although he is in a prestigious school, although he is looked up to by outsiders, all his evaluations of himself are so, so, so, so, so. In his eyes, the students around him are so excellent, either academics, social workers or smiling angels with excellent popularity ... In short, everyone has their own bright spots, so go. Realizing this, Shen Xiaojun, who once dominated the crowd, was somewhat unacceptable. Many courses in the school require students in the class to form a group to give a class demonstration, or cooperate to complete the mid-term and final homework. Whenever this time, Shen Xiaojun expects the teacher to ask for grouping according to the student number, instead of letting the students voluntarily combine. Because if you group yourself, those awesome people will always be surrounded by people, and people like him will hardly offer to be with him. In the past experience, Shen Xiaojun was often worried that he could not find a group, and his heart was always full of frustration and neglect. In his spare time, Shen Xiaojun was dragged by his classmates to participate in several comprehensive scholarship defenses. He was surprised to find that everyone who spoke on stage either had a series of proud titles, published articles in academic journals, or participated in many social practices and won many awards. Listening to the applause and exclamation from the audience, Shen Xiaojun's inferiority complex was out of control, and he even felt that he should not belong to this place. " The excitement is theirs, and I have nothing. "Because of inferiority, Shen Xiaojun gradually became cynical, seemingly indifferent to everything, and no longer actively participated in various activities. Facing all kinds of competitions on campus, he always said to himself, "There will be no result if you participate", and then he forgot all about it. What is even more frightening is that this mentality has spread to learning. Shen Xiaojun has also become average in his studies, only seeking to pass the exam, and he is addicted to online games most of the time. He prefers to think that his poor grades are because he doesn't care and doesn't work hard, and he prefers to believe that he will be fine if he studies hard. He doesn't want to face the situation that his efforts are still fruitless, fearing that it will destroy the last fantasy left in his heart. This naturally makes Shen Xiaojun lose more opportunities and become more mediocre. He clearly knew that he was caught in a vicious circle, but he didn't know how to jump out, and his heart was full of entanglement and pain. Over time, Shen Xiaojun felt more and more incompetent, and this seems to be what he really looks like. " In fact, many students in our school will feel that they have learned nothing except the diploma of this prestigious school when they graduate, as if they have learned nothing. "In class, when Shen Xiaojun heard the teacher say this, he suddenly had a resonance. He vaguely felt that he was not an alien in this campus. Maybe they also feel inferior and dissatisfied with their mediocrity. The school emblem became her only aura. In the open day activities before the insurance research examination of the school, Liu Xiaoqian had the opportunity to get in touch with and get to know the competitors of other schools. Listening to all kinds of competitions and activities he has participated in, listing all kinds of awards he has won, inadvertently revealing his identity as a grade one or two or president of the student union, and occasionally popping up a sentence or two of pure and proficient English, Liu Xiaoxian really thinks that these people are far better than himself. No affectation, no affectation. Liu Xiaoqian knows that these international students are full of envy for her, but who knows her inner acidity and inferiority? Although they beat them in the college entrance examination, now they have surpassed her with more than three years' efforts. As long as she walks out of the campus, Liu Xiaoxian can feel the envy of people when they see the school badge on her chest. From the initial high spirits to the deep bitterness and sadness near graduation, Liu Xiaoqian felt more and more that the school badge on her chest had become the only aura on her body, and only its little light could make people look at her more in the vast sea of people. These minds were not formed overnight, but accumulated over a long period of more than three years in college. Accustomed to Excellence, she found that she was no longer the top of the pyramid and the object of attention, but just an ordinary or even mediocre member of this campus, so she began to doubt herself, and her inferiority gradually took root and finally covered the whole soul. Liu Xiaoqian has no intention to communicate her inferiority complex with her classmates. She thinks this will make her classmates feel ridiculous: how can a famous school student feel inferior in front of his peers in ordinary schools? But inadvertently, she found that the classmates around her actually had the same mentality as herself. This makes Liu Xiaoxian feel better, but it still can't save my inner humbleness. As expected, Bao Yan failed, and Liu Xiaoqian had to join the army looking for a job. However, her disapproval of herself is still a lingering shadow in her heart. The feeling of finding a job is so similar to that of Baoyan. Others envy her school, and she envies others' experiences and achievements. From time to time, I glance at the resumes in the hands of competitors, which are so rich and rich that she can't bear to look at the two pages in her hand that only the name of the school is shining, but the content is slightly pale. This lack of self-confidence made Liu Xiaoqian afraid to stand up boldly at the presentation, ask in-depth questions, and dare not express his insightful views, let alone express himself and sell himself heartily. In the interview, Liu Xiaoqian is always stage fright, gaffe, timidity, be swayed by considerations of gain and loss, and can't show his true self at all. She found that every time the interviewer looked at her, from the very beginning, she was full of expectation, which was gradually replaced by helplessness and disappointment. In this repeated script, she missed precious and even readily available job opportunities again and again. Once, a fairly good company was satisfied with her resume and written test results. When calling her for an interview, Liu Xiaoxian could see that the company wanted to hire her very much, and even had the feeling that she could sign the contract by going to the interview and going through a procedure. However, it was such an opportunity that she still got stage fright. During the interview, Liu Xiaoqian was too nervous to think of an answer and answered irrelevant questions. As a result, she lost her job opportunity in vain. This made Liu Xiaoxian even more disappointed with himself. Until today, Liu Xiaoxi hasn't received an offer that can make her feel gratified. At this time, she really realized a sentence that was often mentioned: "If you don't trust yourself, don't expect to win the trust of others. "Today, Liu Xiaoqian is still running between various presentations, groping in written interviews of different companies, and I don't know when I can find my affirmation and trust. As for how long her only aura can last, Liu Xiaoqian herself doesn't know.