One night in the summer of 2006, Xiao Yang said goodbye with tears to his sisters in the same dormitory, and left a Southern University for Nationalities with his luggage after a four-year absence. Since then, the straight-line life from kindergarten to university has come to an end. If Xiao Yang wants to start from this point, there may be countless potential rays ahead. ? When I graduated, I made up my mind not to work in this city. My sister works in Beijing, so I went directly to Beijing? . At that time, Xiao Yang had no clear plan for his future.
In Beijing, Xiao Yang spends a lot of time going back and forth between job fairs and Shunyi's residence every day. Although the economy was booming at that time, in the capital, universities after enrollment expansion were every year? Production? To produce a large number of college students like Xiao Yang, you need to beat many competitors to get a job. After searching hard for two months, a company finally promised to give Xiao Yang a job opportunity. On the day of the interview, the company asked Xiao Yang to hand it in to 70 yuan? Job retention fee? . After returning home, Xiao Yang checked online and found that this company was evaluated as a fraud company. So the next day, when she came to sign the contract at the request of the company, she raised her own questions to the company. The company is not only vague, but also accuses Xiao Yang? What's the matter with you? .
? Are you the ones who are sick? Throwing this sentence down, Xiao Yang walked out of the company without looking back.
? After this incident, I realized my weakness. Even if they are not cheated, so many famous schools and talents in Beijing, students from an unknown second-rate college like me, are not very competitive. . So Xiao Yang decided to go back to his hometown of Hunan for postgraduate study. However, the road to go home for postgraduate study is not as smooth as expected. Xiao Yang can't remember how many times he threw the book out of the window and even tore it to pieces. ? My family didn't rush me, but gave me money to continue reviewing for the postgraduate entrance examination? However, the generosity of parents increased Xiao Yang's pressure, and no one talked about it when there was pressure. People don't understand why I don't work hard. I still need my parents' support after graduation for so long. So Xiao Yang had to bear the pressure alone, pick up the thrown books and buy the torn books back.
The postgraduate entrance examination ended in failure, and Xiao Yang didn't even check his grades. ? If I couldn't find the right direction before, I began to doubt myself after I failed in the postgraduate entrance examination. I don't know what kind of life I really want or what to do. . I don't know what to do. Xiao Yang gave him the future. Fate? With the help of his parents, Xiao Yang was assigned to work in a public institution in Loudi, Hunan Province, and became an insecure worker. Temporary workers? Take a few hundred dollars a month and wait for the day when you become a full member.
? This is not the life I want. Although I still don't know what I want to do, I still left Loudi. . In the summer of 2007, Xiao Yang came to Beijing again and found his classmates who had studied in Beijing, hoping to provide him with some information. I rented a room near the school? Not even a bathroom? In my small room, I go out to read early every morning and come back very late. ? There is still no plan for life. I always just think that everything will be different in another city; However, every time, life is like this. ?
Ruthless fate, Xiao Yang once again failed in the attempt to take the postgraduate entrance examination. ? This time is different from last time. I made great efforts and held great hopes this time? . In the diary where I learned that my grades were the same day, Xiao Yang wrote:? I held back my tears to prevent myself from crying, but I was sorry for my parents and those who cared about me. Xiao Yang after tears? Follow in the footsteps of love? I came to Suzhou with my boyfriend In Xiao Yang's eyes, Suzhou is a medium-sized city with developed economy. Without fierce competition from big cities, it can better combine life and work. After all, you are not young. You should have a solid life foundation before you seek more development? . Xiao Yang said that more than two years after graduation, she realized the gap between ideal and reality and began to be down-to-earth, instead of being as full of fantasies as when she just graduated.
Down-to-earth Xiao Yang carefully analyzed his strengths for the first time. She felt that her background of graduating from the College of Liberal Arts and her ability to understand words decided to find a job related to words. Like every job seeker, Xiao Yang submits his resume in various talent markets almost every weekend and casts a net on major talent websites. At this time, it coincides with the economic depression caused by the financial turmoil, and Xiao Yang's job search has encountered greater difficulties.
? I want to be a tree, half peaceful in the dust and half flying in the wind; Half shaded and half bathed in sunshine; Very silent, very proud, never dependent, never expecting. ? In Xiao Yang's diary signature file, she hopes that her life will be as stable as a standing tree. ? Because I was too adrift before? Since graduation, Xiao Yang has been looking for his own life in vacillation, but it was not until the end of 2008 that he found a real job in Suzhou. ? I think the obstacles I set for myself are more terrible than the financial crisis? Xiao Yang thinks the biggest problem is that he can't find a clear position. The advantages and disadvantages of her are analyzed in detail. For writing, things seem less complicated? After interviewing several companies, Xiao Yang finally succeeded in entering a magazine and started writing in the context of the financial crisis. ? If I had clearly known what I could and should do in the year after I graduated from college, I wouldn't have wasted these two years. I think looking for a job is looking for yourself? . It's a little cold in the winter morning, Xiao Yang said on his way to work. In front of her, there is a wide road in the park and a stressful day's work that is about to begin.
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