But this woman misses him very much,

And this woman's situation is very bad (who complains who?

I miss you more especially when I am injured (why do I miss you more when I am vulnerable)

After going through a lot of things, she began to wonder whether the man would still doubt whether she would still care about her (or feel bad for me)

......

It's not a matter of being together, but too many obstacles are blocking it.

I stumbled and understood a lot.