Think too much when you have nothing to do, because there is too much time. I used to be like this for a while. I wanted to find a job, but I submitted my resume and didn't go to the interview. Then I ate, slept and played games at home, and then I abandoned decadence. After two months like this, I feel that the whole person is not good. I sleep black and white upside down and often dream. After forcing yourself to find a job, although I will not adapt to it a few days ago, I will still make myself feel better than being confused every day. When I get used to the working environment, I slowly start exercising, go shopping and watch movies with my friends, time will pass and I won't give up on myself. I have a little temper occasionally, but I can control myself. I think if you are looking for a job now, you can do something suitable for you according to your own situation and what you like. When you work, you don't think about everything every day. You will think about how to do your job well.